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Have you ever loved somebody so much- that you hate them? You want to scream and cry when you see them. You want to shout at whatever god is out there that let them be happy with someone who isn’t you. You’d never do anything to stand in the way of their happiness, no that’s not you. But every time you see their face, hear their voice, another sharp pain breaks through your heart.

It’s been years since I first saw him and knew I’d end up loving him. And nothing will ever be able to console me now that he has somebody. This is the kind of pain I’d rather die than feel. You know?

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at this point- I’m just so tired. It’s times like these that I just realize how utterly done I am.

if I wasn’t worried about hurting my beloved friends, I’d be gone by now.

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“you’re depressed? You want to die? You want to go back to therapy? Nah, not gonna happen, you don’t seem that bad to me”

jesus christ, how the hell do i prove it to you then?

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Omfg❤️🏳️‍🌈

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!

“I swear to you I will never change. I'm proud to be different. It's the best thing about me.”

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So RM is pondering a Glee reboot that I am sure will once again center on a Rachel-like character who will get the majority of the songs and storylines while NOT being the most talented person in the room but instead is a whiny petulant selfish snowflake princess who sucks the life out of everyone around her and dismisses anyone who doesn’t kiss her ass repeatedly?

Me:

No mention of Kurt or Blaine?  You know - the iconic characters that are the only reason I have any fondness left for the original and were in fact the 2 reasons I stayed?  You cannot recast them; I cannot emphasize that enough and C wants even less to do with you than I do so that leaves us nowhere.  

Klaine doesn’t belong to you anymore.  You had your chance to do right by the characters, their ground breaking relationship, and the legion of fans who stayed loyal right to the end.  But you didn’t.  In fact you did quite the opposite - taking great delight in sticking us with red hot pokers at every turn as you gave us exactly what we didn’t want.  I know you had checked out by then, but the season 6 ratings weren’t a clue that no one wanted to watch a Rachel-centric show with more newbies no one cared about?  

In a word - No.  Don’t touch them.  You are not allowed to torture them or us any longer.  Step away from my boys, hands where I can see them, and back off nice and slow.   There’s not a thing on the earth you could offer me that would get me to watch 5 seconds of a Klaine-less reboot.

Oh and also:

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Rachel : Try focus your sexual energy somewhere else.

Sam : [Looks around] [Starts staring at Kurt]

Kurt : [Stares back scared]

Kurt : Take me home.

Blaine : [Grabs him and walks away quickly]

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My friend: hey I’m having a really hard time lately

Me: I’m sorry, love, do you want to talk about it? I’m here for you, always

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Me: I’m really not okay lately, my mental health is pretty bad.

My friend: haha mood.

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Happy 30th Birthday to Chris Colfer!! The most inspirational, kind, completely fantastic, etc. author, actor, singer, man out there! I have so much to thank him for, I won’t be able to list it all. I hope you are having the best day ever, Chris!💙

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How on earth does anybody get anything done when Glee is on Netflix??

I can’t be the only one up past five AM bawling my eyes out over 4x04 every night, right?