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Milk carton whump is back! If this happens again then this will be my backup blog. For now I'm abandoning it again! Adios and see ya!!

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Ngl I call myself Milk most of the time lol.

Also ily so much and I'm super glad we talk cuz you're amazing and originally before I like met you, you kinda scared me 😅😅😅😅😅

But I love you! 🥰🥰🥰

👉👈🍓 -Foster

Foster! Or Milk (I tend to call you Mlik in my head). 

I will scream insenstally on how you draw hair (cause it’s so unbelievably fluffy and cute) and your bois!! I love them all!! Drew and Brody and Ritz and Niner! Again, they’re fresh and new and just so fun to read. 

I am also so angry for you. You are literally the most innocent in this and I will do anything that I can to help or boost or email or what. 

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Another update: I'm getting more and more impatient by the hour so I sent another help email thing. 3, one per day. >:(

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Niner, my beloved.

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Alrighty, update time, and I'm pissed.

So this is what my sweet lil email looks like every time I check it for updates, and the two email confirmations I received after contacting support.

My friend shoots them an email and gets a response back like the next day...

Are you fucking kidding me??? I'm sitting here, head up my ass waiting and I haven't heard a word from them in 3 days. This is BS and as we can see, I have contacted them directly. Wtf?!?

@support @staff

What the actual fuck is your problem??

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Even tho my phone notifies me of like every email I get, I still find myself going to check my email in hopes @support has gotten back to me.

They really said "let's stress Foster the fuck out lol"

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To optimism! And on that note, don't you dare even THINK you could ever let us down! I mean, @simplygrimly summed it up pretty nicely, but moreover, in the short time I've known you, your work has thrilled me, you've lifted me up in terms of creativity, and you've even inspired me to write my own cowboy whump! I truly think of you as a friend, and your resilience is frankly inspiring! Some people might've given up in this situation, but you're still here, fighting for your blog. 1/2- cowboy anon

I'm not gonna lie, there's been moments yesterday and today where I honestly just feel like I'm not gonna see any resolution. But then I'm reminded that yall are here for me and that I need to get my blog back no matter what. So I'm gonna keep trying to get it back no matter what. >:D

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Here’s a hug- we love and support you!!

~@starnight-whump

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Jo made me laugh with this stupid convo we just had

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Also a little doodle for today. It's of me in a pretty close rendition of my outfit.

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Here's to optimism, and hoping I hear back from tumblr today 🥂

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Don't mind me just gonna cry (happy tears for the first time since this whole thing happened)

Thank you💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Idk if I'm a mutual but 🍓-foster aka Milk

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Okay look. This is so childish but I made myself laugh so hard just now.

I thought ‘of course we’re mutuals’ and then thought about a post I saw that said ‘if you’re my moot’ being short for mutual and I snickered at moot. Then I thought... moot —> moo —> milk —> milk carton and here I am laughing like a fucking child lmfao

Okay so you’re another new friend but I already adore you so much and I’ve absolutely decided you’re one of my people ( 🤷🏼‍♀️ I decided, too late to undo it now lol my brain is made up 😊 ).

In the short time I’ve known you I’ve seen some amazing writing, and I love how many ideas you have all the time and how much you clearly love to write and how much pride I see in your work. It makes it so enjoyable to read when I can literally feel how much love and passion and enjoyment you put into each piece you post. I truly hope your other blog gets sorted so I can get back to reading through the countless amazing things I found there!

I also see you being so positive and friendly and such a happy presence all the time which is so lovely! Even with what you’re struggling with right now, you’ve still been so positive and hopeful in all your responses/posts and that is truly so amazing to see and I think it’s so impressive. I’m honestly so proud of you for how you’re handling this awful situation you’ve found yourself in, with dignity and grace and hope, and with so much tenacity!

And honestly. The strength and determination you’ve shown is so incredibly impressive. I can’t help but be in such awe of how you’ve gotten through the last few days. I know how upset you are and I personally know how devastating this issue is, but you’ve not let that interfere with being a positive light in this community and being so wonderful to those who’ve reached out to you and I cannot tell you heartwarming and lovely that is to see.

I truly hope that I get to know more and more about you as time goes on, and I’m so happy to have found your blog and been privileged enough to support you through this. You deserve all the support you can get and you deserve to achieve your goal and be able to keep adding such amazing content to this community. You’re an amazing addition and I’m so thrilled that you’ve found us and that I’ve found you 🤍

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I just want my pretty purple and pink blog back.

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I’m sorry you lost your blog. It seems pretty likely this has been a manual report from people who decided to go after your blog for an unknown reason, I hope tumblr realises soon that there’s no reason to keep your blog down. Personally I would suggest blocking anyone you’ve not had good experiences with to try and limit the chance of it happening again. I’ll light a candle for you and hope you get answers soon.

The thing is, is I don't get into drama and discourse do I don't know of anyone I would have to block. All my interactions on here have been overwhelmingly positive. 

But yeah, just from everyone I've talked to, we can only really deduce that someone mass reported me again yes, for an unknown reason. 

But thank you 

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You are not letting anyone down!

I still feel like I am... but thank u for the hug 🥺

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I need a hug.

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You and everyone who followed me here and continue to be there for me, mean the absolute world to me. I can't even begin to put into words how grateful I am to have such wonderful mutual and friends.

I wish I could do more to thank all of you.

Rant

I hate how long this is taking, I hate that I still don't know why, I hate that all of this happened.

It isn't fair, I'm lost, and I feel weird, I feel like I'm not quite me anymore and I don't like it.

Like I'm letting you all down, I ju want my blog back and I want this whole stupid situation over. I'm sick and tired of this.

I'm tired of using this broken ass version of tumblr on my phone. I just ... I just want my fucking blog back.

I want to be happy and have fun again. I'm exhausted and I want to get back to writing again. I'm lost and I just feel so alone. I miss talking to my friends and my spouse and being silly and interacting.

I'm just so lonely.