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Your last post makes me so sad :( I hope things have gotten better and if they haven't then I hope that they will soon. Take care of yourself <3

I barely get any Asks so this made me super happy! Everything is bearable now at the very least. Thank you a whole lot buddy.❣️

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I hate how things’ changed.

I hate how my loved one passed away right when I had to go to uni military training camp.

I hate how I could only stay with my family for a day.

I hate how when I was at my worst, when I lost everything important to me, nobody fucking stood by me.

I hate how my fucking best friend ignored me for weeks in training camp despite my desperate attempts at joking to him and then he stopped hanging out with me completely. Now I know why and it’s just cruel.

I hate how I had to keep acting like i was still functional and happy and cheerful at camp to make new connections.

I hate how I had a big panic attack in class and the one who asked about it silenced me after she asked me what was wrong. I didn’t stop crying for hours and hours and it felt good at least.

I hate how i forgot to bring my razor blade.

I hate how I found too many creative ways to hurt myself without people seeing the bruises.

I hate how there’s barely any time to cry in the bathroom because of the tight schedule.

I hate how I had to stay up late til the wee hours after day-training to be the video editor because the two other folks in the filming team was busy. I hate how 98% of the training camp video footage was filmed by me. Yet the other two were acting like they were so above it all.

I hate how I was too tired everyday to even cry about the stuff that has happened on my own.

I hate how I broke down on video-call with my parents and they just left the call and said we’ll “discuss it later.” and of course we never talked about it again.

I hate how I broke down again on the last day at camp and had to pretend it was because “I’ll miss all of my comrades.” No fucking way. I was relieved I could go home.

I hate how I’ve lost everything just in over a month.

It still hurts.

It’s still not fair…

It really isn’t fair…

I was fucking isolated and for what?

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What the fuck are they feeding him?

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My uni forcin’ me to dye my hair black again dude.

It ain’t fair.,.,.,. 😭😭

IT AINT FAIRRRRRR RAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

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This sucks i just wanna go home.

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Its IRS ROOTED IN MY LEG PLEASE TAKE IT OUR PLEASE TAKE IT OUT

IM KILLING IT. I CAN FEEL IT DYING BUT IF IT WORT DIE FASTWR IM GOING TO THE DOCTOE ISTFUCKINGGOD.

Please saw off my left leg.

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Please saw off my left leg.

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007n7 & C00lkidd Comic (3/?)

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READ THIS FIC THAT @3030thelonelyhound MADE ABOUT THIS SCENARIO. THIS IS SO GOOD AOSJDJWBXKSIXBJS.

TW: SUGGESTIVE

Don’t u hate it when this random pizza man stops you from burning his work place?

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Make it stop.

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SWAP PIZZABURGER!!!!1!1!1!1!

Check out the swap AU made by @/pomzss._0g on tik tok!

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TW: SUGGESTIVE

Don’t u hate it when this random pizza man stops you from burning his work place?

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I uh……… I dropped my camera into the sea water…….

And I don’t think it’s salvageable. :/

Going on a roadtrip with sleep deprivation, a splitting headache, sudden car-sickness and a bad leg is horrible.

DO NOT ATTEMPT.

ONLY IDIOTIC PEOPLE DO THIS.

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sharing gay germs

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Actually, shit ain’t that bad yet.

Just wish i could stay home lookin like this tho.

Going on a roadtrip with sleep deprivation, a splitting headache, sudden car-sickness and a bad leg is horrible.

DO NOT ATTEMPT.

ONLY IDIOTIC PEOPLE DO THIS.

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Going on a roadtrip with sleep deprivation, a splitting headache, sudden car-sickness and a bad leg is horrible.

DO NOT ATTEMPT.

ONLY IDIOTIC PEOPLE DO THIS.