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Being a hobby artist and a “fine art”ist and a working artist is so insane and surreal, like time to stop sketching ppl crying and time to work on a mural design for a major chain across the country and also when is my next gallery spot !!! I feel like a sell out but I’m honestly just trying to refill my meds so we can do all this with a level and consistent work flow and mood. I’m so excited you guys and so nervous.

I just got a crazy gig. I got really lucky being outgoing and resourceful in my city and it’s really just gotten me a big break and I’m very terrified and very excited so please wish me luck in your hearts.

I’m going to be very busy on this job!!!! If ur young this is yr sign to start applying to stuff. Portfolio speaks for itself, I keep trying to tell myself that. Don’t wait for anything just work on your art and if you want to be in the art field professionally don’t hesitate. Start your art business whether it’s stickers or portraits or fanarts or merch. Shmooze with the professionals in your city or town, go to gallery openings, get jobs, get fucked over, learn from those experiences, keep making art. I’m sick of waiting and I feel so late but it’s gonna happen if you want it. Fuck impostor syndrome and just update your portfolios, seriously !!!!!! What a trip.

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[ power in pride ]

oh my gosh I’m so happy I finished him. this is my guardian angel, Phol :)

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Yes!

👉 Characters on their knees with their hands tied behind their back.

Also Yes!

👉 Characters on their knees with their hands up or behind their head.

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Fun

Whumpee kneels, blindfolded in a dark field, glare of headlights just barely visible through the small gap in the bottom of the blindfold. The wind blowing through the grass whips stray strands of whumpee's hair across their face.

"Are you afraid of my gun?" Their captor asks, slinking next to Whumpee. His voice is deep, giddy with excitement. He chambers a round, and Whumpee lets out a whimper.

"You want to hear it?" He steps ever closer and presses the barrel to Whumpee's skull. They flinch away.

"N-no..." Whumpee stammers meekly. They startle violently at the sound of a gunshot just a few feet from them. The sound is deafening, painful, resonating through their skull. There's grass on their face, sharp dry blades poking their cheek, but they don't remember falling. Their ears are ringing. Everything sounds like they're underwater. Whumpee brings a hesitant hand up to their face, expecting pain, expecting to be dead.

"Calm down, it was just a blank."

Whumpee stays silent, shaking quietly. Their heart pounds, so loud that their captor can surely hear it. Imgoingtodieimgoingtodieimgoingtodi-

"Isn't this fun?" A hand grips their shoulder, heaving them up. "We're going to have so much fun together, you and me."

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W for the alphabet owo

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Just some doodles of a new charecter. Nerfed by life and bu a whumper. Hes a hemophiliac with animia

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here are some old studies of kneeling/lewd/torso poses I found and wanted to share if anyone is looking for references for whump art or anything else! Enjoy :) I need to use these myself lol

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What are some of the scariest things Whumper can say to a defiant Whumpee's "Or what?"

Oh very good question! I have some ideas:

"Behave yourself."

"Or what?"

"I could find another one to take your place."

"We could go pay a visit to [Whumpee's most feared]. See what they think."

"I took you under my wing. Don't get too comfortable."

"You think you're invincible. I promise I can do much worse than killing you. Without killing you."

"...I am finding it harder and harder to keep myself from doing something both of us will regret."

"I won't play so nice either."

"Have I been too lenient with you?"

"Haven't they had enough? Does it not hurt enough yet? You think they could survive another round?"

"That's right. Keep that spark alive, for the both of you. Your friend isn't quite as strong as you, are they?"

"Haha! You're a funny one."

"I know your type. You think you're strong. You break slow. I get to watch. It's always so exciting."

"It seems you misunderstood. Let me repeat myself."

"I will not repeat myself."

"You have five seconds."

"That wasn't a question."

"Do you want to see me angry?"

"You're going down a very dangerous path."

"What was that?"

"Say that again."

*the 'I know you did not just say that' staredown + silence combo*

*puts Whumpee's gag back in without a word*

"I will teach you respect."

"I can always make it worse. Remember that."

"You asked for it. Remember that."

"You are waiting for your friends to find you. You're stalling, or you think it doesn't matter what you do, you just have to survive until they arrive. It's very cute how you think there's still a way out of this. That I will ever let you go."

"Four." (Keeping count of Whumpee's misdemeanours. For later.)

"I love how addicted you are to making it worse for yourself."

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Does this story need to be written down? Is it not enough to have it simply live in my head?

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happy happy joy joy!

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final stages

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My bad anon what I meant to say was there was only one person who I had in mind who would feel comfortable speaking to me that way over anonymous, learn manners and come back when you’re better

Don’t know who you are I’m not “who you think it is”

Why can’t I do emojis here

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Don’t know who you are I’m not “who you think it is”

Why can’t I do emojis here

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The beatings will continue until anemia improves

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Holding your head down in the sink while I fuck you from behind. You’d thrash and struggle, try and scratch whatever skin of mine you can reach. I’d keep going as you get more and more lethargic, your struggles getting weaker and weaker, until you’re not struggling at all.