crystalcrysallis

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thought i would botch up my hair but its so soft and it probably would look better if i was paler

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People who wound us get no say in how we clean up the blood.

Harriet Selina

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i give out advice that i dont do

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gave up going on walks, of wanting the sea near me. it still gets worse but it is getting better. when will it end.

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End things before they end you.

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dreamt of my neighbor who’s been dead for years. tried to buy food from her and paying her with my kneaded eraser. there was another dream before that dream that made my heart beat fast but i can’t remember. it was something important.

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ouch

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i can feel myself changing for a man

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Diptych 125 (2024). The Moon Weeps Djaume Llorens

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And in the end, we were all just humans… Drunk on the idea that love, only love, could heal our brokenness.

F. Scott Fitzgerald

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Poetry may make us from time to time a little more aware of the deeper, unnamed feelings which form the substratum of our being, to which we rarely penetrate; for our lives are mostly a constant evasion of ourselves.

T.S. Eliot

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see me for the monster that i am. i do not need to hear that i’m good, i will hate myself more.