csshie

[csshie]

purple heaven

the best of nature photo

[csshie]

imagine how tired we r to be one w vaginas lmao 

female + actors of color: we’re getting attacked over the internet simply for existing and being a minority.

mcu actors: .

chris pratt: i lost in a ‘which is the best chris’ poll, which probably is because i’m an open supporter of a bigoted church and potentially of donald trump, but i’m upset by it and as a grown white man, someone should coddle me 🥺

mcu actors:

[csshie]

You insult one mediocre white man and here comes the whole gang. Pack it up The Expendables

[csshie]

Anyway, good morning to Brie Larson and Tessa Thompson and Zendaya and all the other women in the MCU who were relentlessly harrassed for years since the moment their casting was announced, all while not a single white male cast stood up within HOURS to defend them. Good morning to yall only.

Now for the rest of you crusty crabs....

[csshie]

JUICY by drunkblushed

hi friends! due to demand, here’s a single muse page theme – it’s meant to go along with my other themes, reality and selfish. this can also be used as a theme for teaser blogs. it comes with 4 side links and a google results window that could be used for bios! 

♡ — SPECIFICATIONS

230 x 380 phone wallpaper

80 x 80 instagram photos

80 x 150 snapchat photos

200 x 80 search results photo

40 x 40 contact icons

♡ — CONDITIONS

do not combine with other themes.      

do not take copy or take parts of this theme.

do not alter / remove the credits and do not redistribute as your own.

please like / reblog if you use this theme!

do not use for smut rps and krps!

♡ —CREDITS

honey bee icon font by suiomi

material icons by google

fonts used is  montserrat

PREVIEW ♡ PASTEBIN

if you like my themes, please consider DONATING TO MY KO-FI!

[csshie]

yesterday was my funeral ha

HIS HAIR

[csshie]

photo: @_lllotti on instagram

[csshie]

oh jesus

go on, stare into my soul

[csshie]

im gonna go feral for 94 line foreal

namseok being super cute~

[csshie]

holy

he had no business looking this good

[csshie]

i am deceased

certified babie

[csshie]

Lake Tahoe, California. 🇺🇸

[csshie]

Enjoy the journey.

[csshie]

Copenhagen, Denmark. 🇩🇰 

[csshie]

18092020

for today’s journal im gonna keep it light because yesterday was pretty heavy hahaha. so let’s gooo!!

i decided to wear a pretty red baju kurung (it was my lil sister’s lol) for work today. it made me feel pretty and kind of energetic for the rest of my shift. it was good i guess? everyone compliments me that i look cute yada yada since i rarely dress like that for work. it was mostly black jeans and some shirt that i put on when i found them in the morning lmao.

later that evening, the whole fam (mine + aunt’s) went to play badminton today. my dad booked two hours at the local badminton court near our neighborhood, and it was so much FUN! its been a while since i let loose all of my stress and tension out from my system, felt so much relieved after all of that workout. just thinking abt it again makes me feel so much at peace. 

i teamed up with aunt’s husband and we went against my brother/dad. we lose tho but it was a very very close match hahaha. after 30 mins ish, i hang out at the corner with my baby cousin, who was sleeping peacefully in my arms.

after our session ended, i went home with my aunt’s fam since im staying with them. i took a shower, put on my pyjamas and take my meds before going straight to bed. it was after all, a great day for me.

this is me acting cute except im not just ugly intensifies by 48263487368326

eli, -

[csshie]

ha

[csshie]

09172020

ok here we go. so today, i kind of feel at ease? like its easy to breathe, easy to think and easy to live again,,, i think its because for the last few days ive been sleeping at my aunt’s house and i dont have to think abt whats been going on at my home anymore.

does that make me a bad daughter? for not wanting to care abt anything related to my parents anymore?

since the whole mess started and now it become this giant knot in our family, it was hard to be myself again. i was a fucking mess. and it certainly didnt help when my parents never want to solve their fucking problems. they just ignore it, buried it deep down and continue on like usual. PRETENDING. they probably thinking that  im a fucking idiot and wont notice a thing. like im a fucking toddler. underestimate me. and fucking hurts. instead if acting like a proper adults, proper married couple, they act like clowns. and i fucking hate it.

ok, i was being too harsh there. but it was, still is what im feeling atm. they made me feel like im a bystander, watching some married strangers bickering and arguing and then im not gonna remember any of that on the next day. they were fucking wrong.

its getting heavy so im gonna stop here. 

p.s. i forgot to take my meds today, again. strike three, eli.

eli, -