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I’m tired of constantly giving myself to other people.

When will I be there for myself?

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“So who’s taking care of you?”

“I do.”

“Anybody else?”

“…”

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I remember the time when I wanted to die.

I still do.

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I’m hurting again that I wanna cry a lot.

Problem is I do not have any tears left.

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I won’t do it again. 🙃

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Why do I keep on pushing people away?

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Man down for four weeks and counting.

I hate when this happens. It’s too much.

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No one actually cares.

So, keep it to yourself, Cass. 🙃

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Reviewing my notes before going to my clinical placement by the end of the month! Please pray for me.

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You might be too late. 🙃

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Hoping to close 2021 with a healed heart. ❤️

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I’m trying so hard, okay?

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I just realised I have commitment issues at everything. Not just romantic relationships.

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i want a person who's my person. and it doesn't have to be a significant other. i want someone i can call up at 4am when i can't sleep, and not have to think “i hope i'm not bothering them”. i want someone i can hug and cry to, without having to fear being judged, till their shirt is wet. i want someone i can tell the smallest details about my day or even the tiniest thought i have without worrying about sounding silly. i want to be able to have complete faith in them to know they've always got my back no matter what. i want to be someone's priority.

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The moment you come to terms with the fact that everything is temporary/fluctuates/changes, you will experience an unimaginable amount of peace.

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i needed to read this

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Fuck parties man I just wanna drive to the lake and look up at the stars w someone I love