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We fall in love, with things that are bad and things others had, with words that are wrong those we hear in a song, with a beautiful face and a powerful gaze, with a weakening touch and three words said too much. -Me (JNH)

Me (JNH). We fall in love. (via shatteredjuveniledays)

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Writing Prompt #129

“Do you ever regret it?”

“Regret what?”

“Letting me go.”

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Writing Prompt #143

“Feelings suck, man.”

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I’d give up everything I own just to be with you

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Loving you has been my greatest joy and my greatest sorrow.

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If I could talk to you one last time I would tell you how much I really love you. How much you mean to me. I would tell you how my mood lifts at the mere thought of you. I would tell you how your smile makes my heart flutter. How you are the only thing on my mind for days at a time. How I dream about future, our kids...us.

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Please don’t forget me and the things we did

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Person A: I love you

Person B: I know

Person A: You don't love me, do you?

Person B: No, I don't.

Person A: So, what now?

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I wait patiently each day hoping you’ll change your mind and love me again...

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Love

Save your heart for the right person.

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10 myths about freshman year of college!!!

1. The “FAR- FETCHED” freshman 15!

-It is a lie! Don’t fret! Although you may survive on noodles and binge junk food, you most likely won't gain 15 pounds! 

2. You meet your best friends.

- Not saying it’s impossible but it’s highly unlikely. And don't rush it, you still have three more years of schooling to go! Throughout your matriculation, people will come and go but you’ll know when you meet the ones.

3. Freshman year is your most important year. 

-If your GPA is low freshman year you won't be able to bring it up. LIEEEEEE! This is the biggest lie! It’s never too late to recover your grades. Yes, Freshman year is your foundation for the remaining years but don't let a low GPA discourage you. I had a 2.7 my first semester of college. I finished my freshman year with a 3.3! It's possible!

4. You won't get any sleep. 

-I can't speak for everyone but I got my 8 hours of sleep! *insert shrug emoji* If anything I got more sleep.

5. You’ll be stressed to the max! 

-Yes, there will be pressure but it won't be anything you haven't encountered or anything you can't get past. Because you are amazing and each mishap is a lesson learned. Don't let anything stop or deter you.

6. College is super frickin hard and the teachers are the most strict people you'll ever meet. 

-Lie! College is what you make it and it's honestly not bad. Many of our high school teachers told us that college professors would be these mean old hags that don't allow anything but they’re laidback. I've learned that college professors are weird.

7. You and your roomies will be besties for the resties!

- *insert smiling emoji* s/n I'm on my laptop so... but this is another myth. A small percentage of you all will actually become best friends, most of you will be cordial and some of you will be strangers. A few of you will cycle through roommates, myself included. My freshman year I had two roommates. If I had the opportunity I probably would've opted for a third one. My first roommate and I weren’t friends but there weren't any problems. It was simply uncomfortable because we didn't have anything in common so we didn't talk. So she put in a room change request and I did too, not knowing that she had put in hers. So both of us ended up being moved to leave room 327 empty. My second roommate was a little better but also slightly worse. We had things in common and talked more than my first roommate but we weren't friends. However it wasn't awkward in the room. But she stayed up till 7 every moring on the phone and she was a pig. A literal pig. Her friends would come in and say” how do you live like this” then turn to me and say” I'm sorry she out you through this, idk how you do it.”

8. All you do is party, Party, PARTY!

- I only went to one party my freshman year and it was school-sponsored. There will be parties but not as many as you think and trust me they’ re nothing like the movies.

9. You’re loaded with homework and won't have any fun. 

-This one really depends on your major and teachers. I’m a mass media arts major with a concentration on PR(public relations) so I don't have much homework. My assignments are usually hands-on projects and we have guest speakers. As I stated earlier it also depends on your teachers. Some teachers don't like giving homework because it’s not their forte or due to the fact that they have thousands of students...that's a lot of work to grade. Some teachers simply dont care and will just lecture you.

10. You have all the freedom in the world! 

-No matter how much freedom you have or think you have on campus, reality hits when you go back home. Ughhh the rules are still enforced.

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I’d chose you every time.

Confessions from a teenage breakup

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My heart still holding on but my mind saying fuck you 😕

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There are now words to describe the way I am feeling.

I’m confused. Sometimes I yearn for you and sometimes I’m filled with hate.

All I truly want is to say I’m in the process of healing.

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One day

one day your name will no longer catch my attention..

one day your smile will no longer give me butterflies...

one day

one day I will be able to say I am healed.

one day I will be over you.

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I’ll only hurt you if you let me.”

Billie Eillish

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My heart hurts.