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Eden stumbled into her apartment, the sound of the TV on in her bedroom letting her know that Daisy had come over. They didn’t live together officially, though they might as well be. Daisy still had to put up pretenses with her ‘boyfriend’ and that was the only reason she wasn’t a permanent resident in Eden’s apartment. Still, she was there nearly every night that Eden wasn’t working, and it reminded her of the times when they were together before, only with much more freedom now. It made Eden happy that she didn’t have to hide her affections, confining it to the darkness of their old shared bedrooms, whispering professions of love under stuffy down comforters.

She stumbled forward a few steps, giggling to herself as she tried to step out of the wedges she’d been wearing. A horrible choice when she was going to get completely wasted at an impromptu kick back at her lab partner’s frat house, but in her defense, she hadn’t known that’s where she was gonna end up. She had every intention of coming back as soon as her second and final class of the day was over, having promised Daisy she would, but then her lab partner had invited her back to his frat house and she had told herself she would only be there for an hour. An hour ended up turning to two, then three, then by four she had drunk so much and she was so high that she could barely read the blaring white numbers on her phone.

Even still she could barely make out the large 12:00 AM on her phone screen, but she knew it was late, and she only hoped that Daisy wouldn’t be too upset. She had texted her to come, wanting her best friend by her side. In hindsight, she should’ve known that Daisy wouldn’t want to, considering Eden’s habit of prancing off with whoever had caught her eye for ten minutes. Still, she entered the room slowly, smiling at the back of Daisy’s form on the bed.

Carefully crawling onto the bed, Eden tugged down the blanket that covered Daisy’s petite frame, a smile on her lips when she saw the oversized t-shirt Daisy loved to curl up in. She leaned in, nuzzling raven black hair before pulling it back away from her face, lips pressing to the shell of her ear. “Daisy,” she sang softly, hand sliding down her arm and resting on her side as she moved to press her lips to her cheek in a lingering kiss. “Daisy, wake up.”

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It had felt like a miracle when she came to Bernard and managed to find Eden again. Originally Alvaro had just been someone to give her a stable home, she had just turned 18, had no money, no work experience, no anything to help her actually make it through life, and Alvaro was sweet and generous... using him for his money seemed fair, and when she soon learned he attended school at the same place Eden did? Well, it was obvious to use him to get there, to get to Eden. That is until Daisy realized that college was an even worse environment for someone like Eden to be around. There were plenty of boys who would use her… disability to their benefit… Leaving Daisy along and wondering when Eden would be finished fucking the entire Kappa fraternity.

She always felt bad for how she treated Eden, how she would talk about her to others when she was angry. It wasn’t Eden’s fault… she couldn’t control herself and no one else understood it, Daisy barely understood it in full detail, she just knew the why, and the how bad it could get. Eden had always been that way, easily taken advantage of, preyed on by men and teenaged boys alike as they were growing up, even was so bad to the point she got Daisy hurt a time or two, which is what caused her to take a baseball bat to their old foster brother.

Tonight, was no different though, Daisy had managed to leave Alvaro’s place early enough to come to Eden’s, showered, did some homework and ate some cardboard pizza she made, waiting for Eden to get back from her lab. But she never came home, simply texted Daisy, asking her to come to a party with her, and rather than reply Daisy ignored the text and decided to just sleep until she made it home, her heart heavy with disappointment and anger.

She slept restlessly and woke up easily when she heard the sound of the front door open and shut, counting the stumbly steps of Eden as she made her way to the bedroom. Daisy didn’t move when she felt the bed shift, or when she felt Eden’s hand pulling her blanket away, or her hand moving her hair from her face and sliding down her arm and side. She kept her eyes shut when Eden whispered to her, soft and sweet while pressing kisses to her cheek, smelling like booze and her perfume. Daisy wanted to just pretend like she wasn’t aware of what Eden had been doing all night… who’d she been kissing, who had been touching her, and fucking her… but it was all she could think about, her mouth on someone else, moaning because of someone else.

The girl let out a little huff when she felt Eden’s hand slide to her stomach, knowing fully well she would slide it lower to wake her up, “I’m tired,” She mumbled, hoping she could coax her to sleep instead of getting into an argument with her, turning some and wrapping her arm around the pillow beside her, “Just sleep.”

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alvaro.

the sound of the front door of the apartment falling shut behind him was a sound that nearly felt like liberation. class hours had drained every last stray bit of energy within his body, and at this point in time, he was nearly glad he had cancelled all of his plans for the night. simply because he felt as if daisy and himself had maybe not spent as much time together as they should have — or as he wanted to, and tonight was the time to catch up on lost hours together. even if it would merely be the two of them entangled on the couch while debating what movie to watch.

the backpack was swung from his shoulder and left on the kitchen table for the time being, noticing the presence of the ravenhaired girl. he reached out with his hand, fingers tangling around her wrist to pull her closer and peck her lips briefly. “ cancelled everything going for the rest of the night — i felt exhausted, and just kind of wanted to spend time with you, you know ? ” were his muttered words, corners of his lips forming into a soft smile as his fingers gently ran through her hand. “ you’re the best, mi amor. the absolute best. ”

he let go of her, after a last peck on the cheek, to dig into the pizza that he found on the countertop. he took one of the slices, taking a bite while he glanced over at daisy. his brows knitted together however at her mention of eden once more, simply leaving him nodding. “ oh, no — s’okay, ” he shook his head in order to exaggerate how he was okay with this, but maybe deep down he was not so much. the time they spent together was slowly but surely decreasing, and even now he felt second place to eden. something he had accepted for god knows how long, but something that started to sting slightly. “ just, take your time. i’ll be okay by myself for a little while. ”

Despite being with him for so many months, his affection still caused her stomach to churn, in both nice and negative ways. Daisy wasn’t used to affection from anyone but Eden, at least not the positive kind, and Alvaro, being the sweet and loving boy he was, smothered her in it, making her cheeks tinge and a soft laugh fall from her lips, “Aren’t I?” She teased, biting her lip as she watched him walk away.

She tried to ignore the little look of disappointment on his face, rubbing awkwardly at the side of her neck as she tried to smile, “We can make tomorrow special or something you know,” Daisy offered, walking over to his side, sliding her hand up the back of his shirt, trailing her nails along his spine as she tilted her head up to look at him, practically fluttering her lashes, “Really special,” Daisy murmured suggestively, standing on her tiptoes to kiss his jaw, “We haven’t had a night like that in a while huh? And we can watch movies after, and spend the whole day together, I promise.”

She knew that it was unfair to him, cruel even, to be so deeply in love with Eden and yet still be with Alvaro, making promises of the future she couldn’t keep, making declarations of love that made her feel like she was betraying Eden… but Alvaro was all that she had when she needed someone most, and while the love for him didn’t compare to her love for Eden in the slightest bit… there was still something there, a caring, an obligation maybe… she wasn’t sure. Plus, Daisy had no money of her own, she had no sense of right or wrong either, and to her, giving this sweet boy attention in sex and being taken care of return seemed like a perfectly acceptable thing, and she needed to ensure that she had that still.

So rather than leave right away, Daisy set her phone down and wrapped her arms around the handsome boy, hugging him some and humming, reaching up to brush a few crumbs from his lips, “You aren’t mad at me are you?”

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jude.

“Want to know a fun fact?” Jude spoke up out of the blue, cutting through the silence drenching the front porch that only he and another shadowed figure were stood out on acquiring goosebumps – inside, away from the cold, the college party raged on. Carefully sprinkling a clump of tobacco out over his rolling paper, his brow furrowed slightly with mild concentration. “Always been scared shit-less of horses. Think it’s the teeth. Fucking large.”

It felt like a permanent state being at a party and waiting for Eden to finish up her impulsive tryst with some random boy who called her petty.  At this point Daisy wasn’t even hurt by it any longer, after the fights the two girls had over it, all the times it felt like Daisy’s anger almost ruined the good part of their relationship, Daisy had decided that ignoring the jealousy was the best option, rather than taking it out on poor Eden. It wasn’t like she cared about the boys, she wasn’t dating them… Daisy was the only one in a relationship out of the two, so she had no room to speak. The raven-haired girl let out a sight, finishing off the contents of her red solo cup and tossing it over the railing of the porch, glancing over at Jude when he spoke. She only knew a little bit about him, that he was a boy that Eden had actually been in a relationship with before it ended. “It sort of reminds you too much of your own reflection huh?” The girl asked spitefully, a little smirk on her lips before shrugging, glancing down at the cigarette he was attempting to roll, “You know they sell those already done?”

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sully.

“What are you gonna do? Tell on me?” Sully asked the person that had looked in his general direction just as he’d hoovered up the white powdery contents of a line on the wooden tabletop at the campus pub. “If you’re going to get all Racing Against Drugs on me, you can go. But I also don’t mind sharing. More fun that way.”

Daisy gave the boy an incredulous look, eyes rolling as she crossed her arms over her chest, “Do I really look like the type to give a shit what another person was doing?” She grumbled, chewing at the inside of her lip when he offered, before humming and shrugging, dropping her arms, “I haven’t done coke since I was like, fourteen so, why not.”

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Her life was always rather hectic. Living in and out of foster homes had her use to moving around, used to new environments and new people. She was pretty much immune to it all at this point, not caring about a single person, not making friends really, not having a social life outside of the few people she could tolerate. Daisy was nothing but a tiny ball of unprovoked anger, and she took it out on everyone. Eden was the only person she truly loved, more than anything, and she was currently in a rush going to see her. She had an overnight bag packed, her hair thrown up in a messy bun and typically heavy make-up completely washed off, leaving her bare and vulnerable to everyone’s judgment, she hated it but she knew as soon as she got to Eden’s she’d force her to wash it all of anyways.

She was about to exit her shared apartment when her roommate walked through the door, making her let out a soft sigh as she put on a smile for him, her boyfriend, Alvaro, “Hey baby, I thought you were staying late for that uh, study group or whatever?” Daisy questioned as she dropped her bag, feeling her phone vibrating in her hand, knowing fully well it was most likely Eden texting her again, “I ordered pizza, it’s on the counter, your favorite.” Being in his presence made the little tinge of guilt enter her heart, watching him as he locked their front door. 

Alvaro had given her a new life when they met… he was a nice boy, not the boys she was used to, and despite how much she had originally wanted to hate him… his charm was enough to win her over, and the fact he went to Bernard had also encouraged her to give him a chance, it was the only way she’d ever be able to see Eden, living a lie with him, poor clueless, sweet Alvaro who loved her. “Eden invited me over for a movie night…” Daisy glanced up at him when he drew nearer, smiling softly, “But I’ll be home early tomorrow if you want.” @alarcvn

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“There comes a point in every man’s life where he needs to stop and think ‘Am I slowly boring a girl so much that she's considering drowning herself in the punch bowl?’“ Daisy muttered to the boy currently trying to chat her up, looking up at him and his dumb expression, “Because the answer is yes, and your salami breath isn’t helping the situation either so go point your Vienna sausage dick in the direction of a desperate sorority girl because I’m not interested and,” Daisy grabbed the person that walked by, gently tugging them over by their hand, a fake grin on her face, “I’ve been waiting for them anyway, so fuck off.” Daisy huffed, turning her attention to the poor soul she’d dragged into her dramatics, barely glancing at the boy as he sauntered off in defeat, “Sorry about that.”

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silas.

“It was an accident,” Silas said through gritted teeth, counting backwards in his head as he gestured under the chair of the individual that had tried to help keep her from falling. “It’s right there,” he said, gesturing toward it a second time as if signalling that he wasn’t about to get up and retrieve it for her. “Also, I’m not a moron. If anyone here is a moron, and I’m not saying that anyone is, it would be the one that wasn’t watching where she was going.” Silas didn’t often have an attitude unless it was really necessary, but lately he’d been on edge, rage only bubbling one level under the surface. “And another thing… Captain Hook is a stupid costume for a girl.”

Daisy wasn’t even really mad, but for some reason the boy’s attitude only egged her to keep the act up, her hands balled into fists and eyes fixed on his figure as he moved to get the hook from under the table it had slid under. “Oh, so it’s my fault you thought stretching your fucking spider legs out as far as they could go was a good idea?” She scoffed, eyes rolling and jaw-dropping when he insulted her costume poorly. “Uhm excuse you what fucking Handmaid’s Tale world do you live in where I can’t dress up as Captain Hook just cause I’ve got a fuckin’ vagina?” She spat out, glaring up at him, “And like seriously who the fuck are you supposed to be? The Jewish Jack Skellington?

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silas.

Silas was getting sick of parties. They felt like an obligation, because if he didn’t go, his older sister would surely think that he was reverting back into some kind of agoraphobic state like the one he’d been in after he’d come home for good. So, he’d sat at one of the round tables in the hall, legs extending in front of him for his own comfort. Suddenly, he felt the collision of another person’s foot against his calves, wincing as the person tripped. “Oh my God,” he said, quickly standing to his feet. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t see anyone… Shit… Shit, I’m sorry.” 

In hindsight, it was probably her own fault for practically running like a toddler during recess, the boy’s legs were long and lanky, clearly in plain sight, but Daisy was never one to pay attention to her surroundings, let alone the people in them. When she tripped she felt her hook fly out of her hand, sliding across the marble floor and out of sight, the girl just barely able to catch herself on the back of another person’s chair, who dared reach an arm around to try and help her steady herself, “Don’t touch me,” was all she bit out to the poor good Samaritan, turning her head some as she straightened herself up, brushing the large colorful feathers from her hat out of her face, turning on the poor boy who was spitting out apologies, “You made me lose my fucking hook you moron!” She spat out angrily, glaring up at him, “If you’re sorry you’ll fucking find it then, I’m not fucking captain Hook without my damned hook am I?”

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Annnd lastly lovely Daisy, who’s also pretty much the same so, yah know love her as much as you can.

Alright so Daisy’s story’s a pretty sad one, and she’s my angel so please love her as best as you can, it’s gonna be hard cause she’s basically a heartless bitch, but, if she actually likes you then she really likes you and is clingy and it’s awful.

So it all starts out when Daisy’s parents died, she was just five years old when it happened, and it was a pretty traumatic event. She lived in a trailer park outside of DC, with two smackheads for parents who hardly took care of her, and all she can really remember from the time was all the various different people who would come in and out of their home, some nice and some not so nice. Daisy didn’t go to school yet, she didn’t have a nanny, so she was pretty much around it all, including with both of her parents overdosed.

She was so young that she didn’t understand what was wrong with them because she was used to them sleeping for so long, so it was a few days before anyone ever found her, hiding in the corner of her bed malnourished with her dead parents in the other room. CPS took her from there, and she was in and out of foster homes constantly. She was a misbehaved and rebellious child and never listened, never did anything to make where someone would want to adopt her, and was considered a runner in the system.

It wasn’t until Daisy met Eden did she stop trying to run away from her homes. The two girls became inseparable, so dependent on one another that it actually worried some of the foster parents that took them in, but they allowed it to continue because they looked out for each other, and it made both of them calm down just a bit… that is until one of their foster brothers took advantage of Daisy, and Eden beat him into a coma, resulting in the two of them being separated at fifteen. The next place Daisy was sent to she was on her own, torn away from her best friend and in a group home for girls run by a Catholic church.  

Daisy was a wreck without Eden, and quickly went back to her old ways, doing anything and everything she could to make everyone around her want to stay away from her. So to make sure the families that came to visit the girls for possible adoptions, Daisy began faking an interest in Satanism, only to further the discomfort of the nuns and people around her.

It wasn’t until she met Alvaro who was visiting friends that she realized life could be better if she would just allow it. It wasn’t that hard really, to play pretend with the pretty boy. He was quick to please and before she knew it they were a couple, one that went on dates, spent every hour together, and eventually after discovering he was returning to Bernard, a school she’d known Eden was at, Daisy decided to really play up the part and made him think she loved him. She used to him to get to the school, uses his money to live a comfortable life, and has now been reunited with her longtime best friend and the real love of her life. She’s taking a few classes and working in the school’s office as a rather rude receptionist

While she is typically awful to everyone, she has her moments and does like to have some friendships, a handful of people she’s actually decent too, though she tends to avoid relationships with boys because she just can’t find herself to truly trust them.  She’s funny, quirky, and is a riot when she’s drunk, sometimes when she’s being a bitch she isn’t even doing it to be mean, it’s just in her nature at this point. Daisy is also really insecure and bitchy individual, she has absolutely no real self-esteem but puts on a façade like she thinks she’s better than everyone.

Any sort of plots she would have would be some kind of like girl gang scenario, just a group of girls that all run around campus together causing problems and having fun, enemies, a few unlikely friendships, a sort of angsty romantic plot where a guy really likes her but she just refuses to give him the time of day cause all men are the same. Idk anything really I’m easy like that.

I’ll have a full bio and wanted connections page up for her soon!

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do you love alvaro?

“Well considering he’s my boyfriend and I've been with him for a little over a year and I actually let him stick his dick in me-it should be pretty obvious I do. Plus he’s cute, so, yeah he’s alright.”

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who's alvaro to you?

“The only boy I tolerate long enough to live with and date.”

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what's a song that reminds you of your crush?

“What crush? The only two people that matter to me are Alvaro and Eden obviously so why would I have a crush on anyone else?”

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Favorite animal?

“I dunno like, a fucking cat or something I guess, dogs slobber too much.”

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What is something you really, really want?

“A taco. Or any kind of food. I’m fucking starving.” 

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hypothetical situation: you end up in jail with one other person! who are you there with and what did the two of you most likely do to end up there?

“Eden and I have been arrested a few times, she always got us out of trouble... but it was mostly because of trespassing and indecent behavior. The usual stuff I guess. Then there was one time I got arrested and dragged Alvaro into it by accident.”

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Anyone you'd consider getting it on with other than Eden?

“Lana probably, or Libby... or Adala.”

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DAISY RAYLOR AESTHETIC; 

“Drink up me hearties, yo ho! Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me!”