deapoolwolfxx

[deapoolwolfxx]

Hi I just saw some of your posts and just wanted to tell you that you are important and life is worth living, even if it doesn't feel that way right now. I have struggled with suicidal ideation for most of my life and understand the want to end things and make the pain stop. And while life can feel terrible and your mind can trick you into thinking that no one cares or that the people in your life will be better off, your mind is wrong. Suicide negatively affects people for generations.

Hi hunni, thank you for your kind words and concern, I really appreciate it. <3

[deapoolwolfxx]

For everyone’s information:

The plan for the 17th, when the adult content ban comes in, is to protest.

To do that, we are making as much noise either side of the 17th as possible, and using the site as normal.

On the 17th, dead silence.

People are saying log off but what they really mean is don’t open the site or the app.

But, on the 17th make as much noise as possible on every other platform. Tweet about it and post on facebook and instagram and everywhere else.

What this does is causes a massive dip in ad revenue for one single day. That does not make staff think ‘oh everyone’s gone let’s shut down.’ What it actually makes them think is ‘oh shit people aren’t happy and if people don’t keep using our site we’re out of money and out of jobs.’

A boycott reminds a company that the users (consumers) have the power to make their site (business) worthless with one single coordinated decision.

If you want to join in, here’s what to do:

Do:

Close all open instances of the app and site on all your devices before the 17th

Make posts before and after the 17th on tumblr and other platforms, talking about why this ban is bad

Make posts on other sites during the 17th. Flood the official tumblr staff twitter and facebook with your anger and your opinion

Come back on the 18th and check in

Don’t:

Delete the app from your phone (this doesn’t affect their revenue and since it’s off the store at the moment it’ll be hard to get back)

Delete your account. I mean you can if you want to, but if you keep your account and don’t use it you’re saying to staff that there’s still time to save it. If you delete it’s hard work to come back.

Open the app or website (including specific blogs)

Make any posts (turn down/off your queue and make sure nothing is scheduled)

Go quiet elsewhere. Make it clear that this is just about tumblr, not a mass move away from all social media.

Remember: the execs don’t care about anything but money. Shutting down the site means there’s $0 further income from it. That’s their last possible course of action. If we make it clear we’re not happy, they’ll have to do something or we can do more and more until it becomes too expensive.

Protests take commitment. They’re a defiant action against a business that is doing something wrong. They will try to scare you into not participating, because they’re scared. We hold all the power here, sometimes the execs just need to be reminded of that.

[deapoolwolfxx]

Dreams

Last night I dreamt that I finally managed to kill myself and oh boy,everything was so much fucking better, like ngl no one even noticed or cared about it like it was fucking bliss, next plan in place - hopefully I don’t fuck it up this time

[deapoolwolfxx]

Tried and failed again

That makes attempt No.8, you’d think it would be the one thing I wouldn’t be able to fuck up but nope 

[deapoolwolfxx]

I just want the pain to stop ...

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More and more I feel as though I’m nothing but a tool to her ...

[deapoolwolfxx]

WHAT THE SHIT 

If you’re European, in a couple of weeks you will be denied any and all access to fandom contents on Tumblr and everywhere else on the internet. Here’s why.

On June, 20th the JURI of European Parliament approved of the articles 11 and 13 of the new Copyright Law. These articles are also known as the “Link Tax” and the “Censorship Machines” articles.

Articles 13 in particular forces every internet platform to filter all the contents we upload online, ending once and for all the fandom culture. Which means you won’t be able to upload any type of fandom works like fan arts, fan fictions, gif sets from your favourite films and series, edits, because it’s all copyrighted material. And you won’t also be able to share, enjoy or download other’s contents, because the use of links will be completely restricted.

But not everything’s lost yet. There’s another round of voting scheduled for the early days of July.

What you can do now to save our internet, is to share these informations with all of your family members and friends, and to ask to your MEP (the members of the European Parliament from your country) to vote NO at the next round, to vote against articles 11 and 13.

Here you can find more news and all the details to contact your MEP:

https://saveyourinternet.eu

Also, sign and share this petition:

https://www.change.org/p/european-parliament-stop-the-censorship-machinery-save-the-internet?recruiter=50668942&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=twitter&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_initial

We have just a couple of weeks to stop this complete madness, don’t let them dictating the way we enjoy our internet.

#SaveYourInternet now!

[deapoolwolfxx]

This Bitch ...

Nice to know I matter to you, I fucking suggest we save up and meet half way but noo you can’t do that but the second those bitches ask you it’s all omg yes I’m gonna save so I can go visit them instead. 

Like yeah thanks babe, real fucking nice of you, don’t mind me, just doing fucking everything for you. Well I’m fucking done now you can shove it up your fucking ass 

[deapoolwolfxx]

What a fucking daddy 

Silent Hill: Revelation (2012) dir. Michael J. Bassett

[deapoolwolfxx]

Mood

Lately I’ve been feeling more and more used by those around me. It feels like I as a person don’t actually matter and all they care about is my questionable skill set.

[deapoolwolfxx]

[deapoolwolfxx]

I am Scottish and hence understand this, I assure you it is absolutely fucking hilarious 

this has the aura of being funny but i genuinely have no idea what the fuck any of them are saying

[deapoolwolfxx]

NEW COVER ART FOR MY BEST BITCH XD 

If you can, please follow her, she only needs 3 more followers to qualify for the affiliate program  https://www.twitch.tv/facelesoldwoman

[deapoolwolfxx]

BABE - why you gotta attack my ovaries like this 

I KEEP THINKing about OG hanzo or casual hanzo with waist long haiR !!

mmM long hair GUD

[deapoolwolfxx]

To be fair though.  If Jacob seed told me to sit - I’d fucking sit 

[deapoolwolfxx]

Just some thoughts

I’m working on dealing with my negative emotions in a more positive way but it’s not really working and I keep finding myself going back to the same old method of pretending everything is fine until the inevitable meltdown

I feel really alone right now, even when I’m in class or in the stream chat, I’m there but no one seems to notice, no one asks how I am or what I’ve been up to. Everyone else gets a laugh and conversation but when I try to speak up - nothing but silence - no response - nothing

I don’t enjoy the things I used to anymore, like there’s a con coming up but I gave the ticket away because I just can’t get myself up to it and I know it could be good for me to be out and about but at the same time I don’t have anyone to go with so I’d just end up wondering around alone and feeling worse about things. 

My parents are taking every chance they can get to shout at me and make me feel even worse about myself but when I try to stick up for myself then I’m the bad guy

My self esteem is at an all time low and I just hate myself so much right now 

The demons are also back in full force and ready to mess me up 

[deapoolwolfxx]

PLS someone pay attention to me XD 

GET IN MY BUSINESS PLEASE:

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