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11/19/2018, 23:16

I finished one assignment, my psych packet, and then proceeded to lay in bed and scroll through Instagram for 2 hours instead of finishing anything else or studying for my FRQ tomorrow. I really am an unmotovated procrastinating dumb shit.

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11/19/2018, 21:35

Finally managed to be slightly productive. I finished my entire psych packet, now I have to work on actual assignment. But hey, it's a start. I even cleaned my room after living in a depressive filth for a couple weeks. At least I'm trying, right?

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Accidentally posted this to the wrong account because I'm a dunb shit

11/19/2018, 18:09

I napped for a couple hours, got up to eat, and then told myself I was going to work on assignments that are due tomorrow/late. I took a mini nap and scrolled through Instagram.

Things that I need to get done tonight:

Psychology: Modules 50-54, Heinz Dilemma worksheet, Kohlberg’s Stages worksheet, Erikson’s Stages Booklet, Personal Development Timeline Project

Sociology: Stratification Project (background, character descriptions, outline high school skills, health/auto/life insurance, gas mileage on car, groceries)

Medical Forensics: Organize test information (*rubric*, table, sketches, pictures, smooth sketch, begin powerpoint)

Literature: Review Hamlet Acts 1-3, yellow character worksheet, begin fever chart, second term vocabulary

Government: Finish Interest Groups scavenger hunt

Stats: 6.1 assignment, 6.3 assignment, review unit 6, use review booklet for additional practice

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On a lighter note,

I am returning to my painful dream of being an unoriginal writer in a world full of creativity. Hopefully I can rediscover myself through writing or something equally as silly.

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11/19/2018

Grade Status: Pathetic

Today I had classes 1-4, and got absolutely nothing done.

I took a quiz and turned in a worksheet. I have to redo the simulation part of the assignment because it didn't save my progress. Fuck.

I spent 4 hours perfecting the timing of various sound effects that I put into an instrumental version of SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK by Joji. All of my effort has gone to waste due to the fact that my partner didn't even bother to learn her cues. Guess I'm scrapping my favorite part of this whole pantomime project, but whatever.

I turned in my chapter 12 studyguide a week before it was due, so I guess that counts as productivity. We did a little project on how a Bill is passed and made into a law.

This is the class in which I struggle the most. Today, however, was pretty laid-back, and I didn't feel as stupid as I usually do. I copied the homework solutions from Canvas during lunch so I could turn something in, but I'm utterly lost in this unit. I missed units 1 and 2 due to my move here, and I never quite got the hang of them. Now, in unit 6, we are putting everything that we've learned to use, and I'm falling behind. After class, I expressed my concerns to my teacher about my difficulties, and she gave me a workbook that will help me. I really hope it does.

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11/18/2018, 23:12

I have a shit ton of work due in the morning, yet I am barely starting on my first assignment now. Stress levels are at a maximum, and I can feel myself shutting down. There were steps that I could've taken to prevent this, but I'm a dumb shit.