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Murder Drones Fandom I have a vision.

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Short Nuzi hurt/comfort i wrote

Warning: self harm heavily implied.

Disclaimer: i am mentally okay, i wanna make that clear, now read and enjoy it

Feel free to request anything

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She figured an abandoned apartment was a good place to hide and clear her head when she was not mentally in a good place.

It was cluttered but it was her safe place besides her room, the cold air blew through the dark drapes.

Her arm kept aching, she shifted pulling it closer to her chest, she kept focusing on the gusts of wind outside hoping she could ignore the ache.

“Uzi?” She heard N’s voice approaching but she wasn’t motivated to sit or look up from the nest of blankets and pillows tucked and placed over a king sized mattress.

“…Uzi? Are you still not feeling any better?" N kneeled down to her placing a hand on her side, he saw her clutching her arm, he knew pretty quickly she wasn’t.

“No…I’m not…I’m sorry..” she sat up with a breaking voice, his heart ached for her.

“No no no…don’t apologize…it’s okay..” He placed his hand on hers and she pulled her hand away in shame.

“It's not okay…! I’m trying so hard to stop..but it’s so hard..” she placed her hand on top of her head, tears forming from gradient optics “…I’m failing myself..”

She was suddenly pulled into a hug by her boyfriend who held her close.

“You’re trying…that’s what matters…you’ve gotten this far…” N pulled a distance between them so they could look at each other

“…I am very proud of you.” He placed a gentle hand on her cheek, “…be proud of yourself, you’ve come so far…”

“…A month is far..?” She asked, not exactly confident.

“It is.. I’ll always be here for you okay...?” N reassured her, his hand slid behind her head, pulling her so their foreheads touched, he felt her relax in his hold

“…Alright..” Uzi answered him

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I got bored and this piece took my attention for at least an hour

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I start college today

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Heres an attempt at Rumi, (ik its not the best, side profiles are a bitch to do)

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I have something to confess as an artist

I cant sketch.

I mean I can but not those clean sketches, mine are so damn messy. I can barely comprehend the mess of scribbling I do.

It looks like a hyperactive toddler raised by an absolute mad scientist took a crayon and was left alone in a room with white walls after consuming pure sugar.

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I think something the tiktok tadc fandom needs to understand about jax is that he can be a complex character

And people can still hate him.

Like yes he’s traumatized and angry and treats people like shit, he can have complicated reasons as to why he acts like this, and people can still hate him, Ive even heard someone say “if he was a woman he wouldn’t be hated!”

Lemme introduce you to Shauna Shipman. Legitimately one of the most hated characters I’ve seen (I enjoy how she’s written not what she’s done)

“What are their parallels?”

Lemme explain:

1. Trapped in a place where no one can find them for an extended amount and of time

2. Lost their best friends

3. Are so angry and resentful they want to be feared/unlikable instead of pitied and do terrible things to gain that feeling of power

The differences?

• shauna had a stillbirth in the woods and was hallucinating and is having postpartum

•jax has no memory of who he once was and watched people he was close with “die” by losing their minds and abstract

The main thing in common?

They both lost a best friend.

So moral of the story is dont let your best friend lose their mind or sleep outside its no good for you

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Nuzi as a treat

Coloring this was fun but drawing the line art was not.

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SO THATS WHAT THEY WERE REMINDING ME OF OMG

The freaky poly-sapphic-shippers inside THIS many people that were awakened by one single movie is concerning

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YESSSSSSSSS OMG

They share ONE braincell and none of them have it

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Whats this? AN UZI DRAWING? AFTER MONTHS? YES IT ISSS

Deadass needed to draw her w my now more developed art skills

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They share ONE braincell and none of them have it

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HOW IS YOU FUNCTIONING BRAH 😭

please save me chat idk if i can do this anymo

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I need her to be 1000x Crazier in the actual episode guys

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So like. Pomni. How ya doin

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I will always love this post.

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I might get hate but i will say this, online purity culture is the dumbest fucking shit ever. Especially with art.

“Y-you drew y-your a-adult c-character s-sexually…?!”

OH MY GOD

WHY

DO YOU

CARE.

If mfs wanna draw their own adult characters naked or sexually thats their choice and free will. Unless its derogatory or pedophilic please for the love of fuck.

SHUT THE FUCK UP.