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i think it'd be really hot to hear a guy whimper on the phone with me

but not because he's jerking off, but because he's ¢utt!ng himself. i know he hit deep when the noises get a little louder for a second

maybe the whimpers are from pure pain, maybe they're even from pleasure, i don't care. what matters to me is that he's so pathetic he'll do such an intimate and destructive act on the phone for me to hear everything

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being mutually terrible to eachother but in a sexy way. ill encourage him to sh and cum on his wounds and he'll force the smoke from his cigarettes down my throat. amen

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Can I stalk you in a sub way? ;-; I want to shyly watch you everywhere you go, follow you quietly and memorize your routine because I'm fascinated by you. I want to sneak into your house while you're sleeping and steal your clothing to smell while I'm jerking off imagining you raping me. I want you to finally wake up one night and catch me watching you. I want to beg you to please, hurt me, kick me, beat me, use me, anything just please don't make me leave please I need you I need you I love you I'll do anything. I worship you I pray to you I'm obsessed with you you're my God please I just can't get enough of you, I'll do anything, change anything about myself to suit your needs I just need to center my entire life around you. I crave any abuse you're willing to give me

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Redraw of one of my favorite images ever

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Cute date idea: you come over, we get drunk as fuck, I start waving a loaded gun around while you try not to flinch. The next morning, you act like you weren’t turned on the whole time. Sound good?

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Having you cut hearts over your favorite parts of Me.

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I want a relationship with someone else who has anti social traits so bad… please

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Does any other lonely mentally ill mf wanna talk w me about how much we both love drugs and sh and also encourage each other to get worse? Ttm pls :)

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Dominate drug dealer x pathetic submissive addict

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Ugh please

Yeah yeah more experienced partner drugging you we’ve all seen it. What about innocent, sober partner who’s never so much as smoked weed and thinks it’s soooo cool that I use. “I’ve never smoked, can you show me how you hit the bong? I didn’t quite get it, can you show me again?” Their friends are all worried about them hanging out with me, I’m such a bad influence, and they nod and pretend to consider it while they get off watching me stumble across the room, so wasted I can’t stand straight. “I love bad boys. Don’t you want to be my sexy bad boy? Why don’t you do one more line? For me?”

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Fuck I took these addys to be productive but I ended up stimfapping instead watching the most depraved shit wasting my time edging and fuck it’s so hard to cum on amphetamines but its the best feeling ever when u do I’m jus hypnotized for hours scrolling and scrolling outta breath and sweating tryna finish while spun tf out like the depraved druggie degen I am, aha I should probably do some real work now…

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mmmhm i think youre the pervert who describeedd a lot to me

Fuckkk yeah ur right how’d you knowl (๑﹏๑//)

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Took a second pill. Melting under my tongue again as I nod 😣

Jus popped a perc and it’s melting under my tongue. Wish some pervert could be with me right now, both of us waiting until it hits. Watching my expression get deader and my eyes glaze over as I begin to feel that warm fuzzy opioid blanket. They can touch me however they want now since I’m high as fuck. Then when I’m noddin and completely outta it they’ll begin to fuck me or jerk me off whatever they see fit. Either way it’s not like I could do anything about it cuz my body’s being fried by the opis in my bloodstream.

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Jus popped a perc and it’s melting under my tongue. Wish some pervert could be here with me right now, both of us first chilling and waiting until it hits. They’re watching how my expression gets deader and how my eyes begin to glaze over as I start to feel that warm fuzzy opioid blanket take hold of me. They can touch me however they want now since I’m high as fuck. Then when I’m noddin and completely outta it they’ll begin to fuck me or jerk me off whatever they see fit. Either way it’s not like I could do anything about it cuz my body’s being fried by the opioids in my bloodstream.