Note goal thing that I tried before but it flopped lmao
10 notes: I'll eat something
I ate a rice cake :3
20 notes: I'll drink something that's not water :p
I drank half of a coke :3
50 notes: I'll try to start drawing again
I drew smth spooki todayy :3 I might post abt it later :3
100 notes: I'll watch a new movie (i have no motivation to)
I wtched ratatouille :3
200 notes: I'll start posting real wieiads
I'll start tommorow :3
300 notes: I'll fully commit to sewing something like a stuffed animal or sum
500 notes: I wont count my cals for a week
1000 notes: I'll start posting pics of of me (NO FACE THO)
1500 notes: I'll start selling some useless stuff in my room
2000 notes: I'll 100% stop sh
5000 notes: I'll start telling my therapist my actual problems (I hide stuff from her)
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I pretend not to care but when the alcohol runs out I start feeling that empty pain in my chest again
I pretend not to care but when the blade goes blunt I start feeling that ache in my limbs again
I pretend not to care but when the cigarettes get smoked I start looking out for oncoming cars again
I pretend not to care but when their tone is off I start crying in the mornings again
I pretend not to care but when I get yelled at I start speaking only when spoken to again
I pretend not to care but when I look in the mirror I start hurling over the sink again
I pretend not to care but when it stops I start.
And I stop and start.
Even if I don’t want to.
I pretend not to care but I start again.
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TW: SFX MAKEUP, SFX PRACTICE
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TW: $H
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sorry, this is an old cvt, I think a week or so, but please can someone tell me if it’s a styro? and if it’s light or deep? I’m so sorry, but it hasn’t been that long since I started cvtting and I genuinely can’t tell 😩😭
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tell me why I get an infected cut and immediately after that I get so fucking sick I’m actually on my deathbed
edit: erm wtf dawg I’m going to the hospital ⁉️ w FRESH SH ⁉️⁉️😭
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My problem is me. I can’t socialize for shit. All i do is self sabotage. There is something wrong with me that no one can fix.
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do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.
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blood running down my legs
i looked so hot like this tbh
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