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I’ve been on the SW:TOR grind so expect some Star Wars stuff for my imperial agent in the future 😎

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i feel like i’m stuck in the phase of having so many ideas for my ocs and writing but no desire to do all the blog set up stuff 🫠

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i’m interested in historical ocs but i’m always a little stumped on how to have them interact with other characters in modern/fantasy/sci fi settings?

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welll i was intending to write this weekend but one of our pups got pneumonia :( we’ve taken him to the vet so now we just got to make sure he’s resting, drinking, and gets his meds

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doing another cyberpunk play through aka we’re so back to writing

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putting together a little private sideblog thing for an vampire oc i've had in my head for a little bit. dostoyevsky influence + vtm.

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i think two characters i want to write:

jjk oc: older “hacker” jujutsushi that clashed with the more conservative faction for their distrust of technology and “newer” jujutsu techniques, independent and kind of doing her own thing as an informant/cursed “tech” broker

star trek/sci: based off of a vulcan temporal recruit character, basically early federation era science officer that gets thrown into patrolling the timeline

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small update; i know i was like “haha i wanna come back and write!” but i got sidetracked with life. recently moved in with partner but now i feel like im actually “set up” with things and stuff lol - i want to write but im not sure what yet so i’ve been taking some time to think on that. also i know i was like “ill respond to dms!” and then didn’t but im working towards that 😅 but i am here, just moreso lurking than writing

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hello all i wanna get back to writing but i feel like i have zero time, but i am around-ish. i’m going to try and respond to dms and stuff 🫡

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heyy yall 🦦

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i don’t have any big reason or anything but ive just not really been feeling writing at the moment so ive just been kinda busy with irl stuff. so apologies for not answering ic or occ stuff lately!

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back from skiing for the first time. i fell more times than i can count and am so sore but i was able to conquer the green routes without falling by the end

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going be mia the next week for a skii trip; so probably no writing and limited activity in general!

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part of me wants to make sakura a vessel in her jjk verse to tie into the strength of a hundred seal vibe. the other part of me wants to emphasize that her strength is self-made from just raw time spent training and improving.

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angel / hana is such an interesting character to me. because gege did all ton of worldbuilding to set up buddhism as pretty central to the jujutsu power system. and then he pulls out someone who's abilities are centered around predominantly christianity. like that stokes my imagination so much about how other cultures interpret jujutsu. but then he went and had her die in the dumbest on-screen death in the entire series so.

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@aendeious cont from here

plainly;  no.  zenin-san  was  well-know.  a  facsimile  of  herself,  created  from  the  minds  of  others  and  projected  onto  her.  what  they  knew  was  hearsay,  forged  from  idle-chatter  with  each  placing  their  own  signature  spin  on  her  story.  she  was  the  girl  who  spurned  her  father.  abandoned  her  sister.  spoiled.  arrogant.  ungrateful.  yes.  zenin-san  was  well  known.  but  who  could  say  they  knew  maki  ?  few  had  come  to  hear  the  story  from  the  author  herself. 

in  spite  of  it  all,  though,  she'd  be  the  one  write  the  final  epilogue.  even  if  she  had  to  do  so  in  the  margins,  where  only  she  would  see  how  the  story  ended.  she'd  make  sure  her  story  was  written  on  her  terms,  and  not  through  the  half-truths  and  gossiping  of  others. 

"  no.  but  they  will.  "  she  answered,  triumphal  in  tone.  there  was  nothing  she  was  more  sure  of.  they  would  forget  zenin-san;  a  prior  self  which  would  pale  in  comparison  to  the  light  of  her  truth.  when  they  knew  maki,  as  she  saw  herself,  there  would  be  no  other  way  to  perceive  her.  she'd  make  it  utterly  impossible — a smirk  sprung  forth,  eyes  glanced  the  other.  "  who  knows.  maybe  you'll  be  the  first  to  know,  if  we  keep  running  into  each  other  like  this. "

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❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ ( fami ♡ )

they'd  peer  forward;  undisturbed  (  for  the  moment  )  by  the  sound  of  the  others  approach.  (  of  shifting  snow  &  sleet,  a  trebly  echo  rebounding  through  the  otherwise  placid  silence  of  the  forest  )  stark-white  snow  gathered  around  fami's  ankles,  a  testament  to  how  long  they'd  been  standing  out  here.  their  eyes  were  transfixed  on  a  scene  taking  place  in  a  small  clearing  a  few  meters  ahead. 

haggard  creatures  stumbled  through  the  cold,  their  gait  tired  ...   no  hungry.  evidenced  by  sneering  canines,  as  they  encircled  one  another.  aggressive  body  language  elevated  to  brassy  growls,  climaxing  into  a  split-second  lunge  breaking  their  careful  partnered dance.  a  streak  of  grey  whimpered  into  the  shadowy bramble of the woods  whilst  the  other  gorged  in  their  reward.  the  devil's  curiosity  was  sated;  they'd  turn  to  face  the  other  -  amber  eyes  complimentary  of  the  now  crimson-stained  terrain  in  the  foreground. 

"  why.  do  you  think  its  dangerous  ?  "  tone  was  neutral,  purely  inquisitive.  less  interested  in  their  own  safety  with  such  a  question,  rather  moreso  in  the  others  perception  of  the  situation.  "  do  you  know  why  they  do  that  ?  "  they'd  switch  topics,  a  finger  slowly  pointing  out  and  towards  the  clearing.  "  i  noticed  many  animals  do  that  ( feast  or  famine )  they  go  days  without  eating  and  gorge  themselves  in  a  frenzy.  do  you  know  why  ?  "  their  question  wasn't  rhetorical.  there  was  a  genuine  curiosity  that  seemed  to  ignore  the  other's  introductory  warning. 

they'd  find  animals  curious.  their  behavior  was  simple,  ingrained.  utilitarian.  in  contrast  to  humans  which  over  the  centuries  had  always  trended  towards  luxury  and  surplus.  the  devil  had begun  to  wonder  which side  was  " correct " ;  the  behavior  of  the  natural  world  or  the  learned  behavior  of  humans.  perhaps  their  host  would  provide  some  insight,  or  at  least  entertainment.