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I have fat lower back

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Banana, grapes and almonds 128kcals

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So I decided that I’m going to eat healthy so I get nutrients max is 700 kc@l

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My biggest fear is that nobody will love me if they know how fat I am

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Black and White 🖤🤍

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Please help me

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I need to go lower

I feel like I’m at my lowest but I know I can go lower🫡

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I need to get back on track. Lately I’ve been eating around 800kcals and I’m not gaining but I’m not loosing either

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whatever you're craving, you dont need it.

why risk a b1nge when you're doing so well? why eat something when you're so clean?

its not worth it. you know that. stop making excuses to eat, you need to get sk1nnier.

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The vibe I’m finding un my own illness

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Okay so today I feel like I binged but in really healthy way. I’m going to work and after work I’m gonna ho for a walk. And in the morning I’m going for a run and workout. And I’m gonna fast at least I hope

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So I made this green juice and it has 222kcal I’m gonna drink it for like 3 days one glass every morning so its 74 kcal a day

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I got high and binged omg im so dumb

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I just wanna jump infront of train or sum

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Ohmygod I over ate