#tw ana diary

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

[fkathindjinn]

obesity october if i don’t lock in fr

[caffeinatedloser]

I suck at this disorder

[fading-2-perfection]

Same bro 😭😭😭

[calsandmemes]

My brain is so dumb

[sophia-131989]

I'm so jealous of people my age who are naturally skinny. Everyone I know is smaller than me and they can eat whatever they want and don't have to worn about gaining and they don't dislike their bodies. Meanwhile I gain 5 pounds after smelling chocolate.

[miksmind]

using Tumblr whenever I think about eating

[p0rcelainclown]

Love the feeling of an empty stomach

[hellokitty-84]

Think about the look on their faces when they see how skinny you‘ve gotten.

[expolary]

RE-BLOG IF….

- You FULLY support recovery and WANT people to recover.

- You think people should AVOID “@na coaches” AT ALL COSTS.

-You are against “f@t-sp0” . (becosue it’s just down right wrong.)

[longstembroccoli]

knowing that i could be ⭐️ving right now but instead my body is processing food actually hurts i want to die lol

[unataraxia]

the guilt of wasting food when you grew up in poverty is strong but unfortunately this ed is stronger

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[notsohoneymoon]

I'm too jealous of those who "forget" to eat. My days are built around food........ fck you brain, think about something else

[appetite-suppression]

[calsandmemes]

When someone’s spreading misinformation on nutrition and you gotta hold in the fucked up amount of knowledge you have on the subject