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I hope everyone who is responsible for making mikayla feel what she felt and pushing her to this point will never know peace again. people are always so ready to dedicate their whole day to hating someone. pointless disgusting hate. and now her family has to suffer the ultimate consequence of losing her.

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And no it is not "just as bad" to say that people are engaging in bad faith about a woman's suicide and taking unverified information at face value. I have a right as a human being to call cowardly behavior what it is. I didn't call anyone out by name. If you're upset by my comment than you know who you are and what you're complicit in, I don't have to do anything else.

Well, I hope that the person who made a callout post for the SaveAFox director on Tumblr is happy

I hope you know you're fucking evil and you get what's coming to you

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Where on this post did I tell anyone to kill themselves? Think critically. You're all so used to people being casually allowed to sling cruelty at each other that you can't handle an honest critique of your behavior

Well, I hope that the person who made a callout post for the SaveAFox director on Tumblr is happy

I hope you know you're fucking evil and you get what's coming to you

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I'll be deleting any comments on this that lack critical thinking btw

Well, I hope that the person who made a callout post for the SaveAFox director on Tumblr is happy

I hope you know you're fucking evil and you get what's coming to you

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Well, I hope that the person who made a callout post for the SaveAFox director on Tumblr is happy

I hope you know you're fucking evil and you get what's coming to you

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I SAW THE TV GLOW (2024)

Owen Isabel & Maddy Tara

What if I really was someone else?

Someone beautiful and powerful.

Someone buried alive and suffocating to death.

Very far away,

on the other side of the television screen.

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HOLY SHIT OH MY GOD

OKAY SO THIS BREAKS SO MANY RULES BUT I HAVE TO SHARE

Warning for spiders okay??? OKAY

SO

I was on camera duty at this location, right???

And in one area on the ceiling there’s this camera that a spider has been living on in like the space around it

And today I was like “oh hey hi little buddy” and brought the focus on so I could see her, which probably makes a noise inside the camera as the lenses move or whatever

And I KNOW spiders are incredibly sensitive to vibration so I KNOW there’s a high chance she’s gonna move now BUT

SHE LOOKS BEHIND HER

LOOKS THE OTHER WAY

TURNS IN A CIRCLE

AND THEN *LOOKS DOWN AT ME*

I DID NOT KNOW SPIDERS COULD LOOK DOWN

And at first I don’t notice but then I see all her little eyes pointed my way through the monitor and I go OH MY GOD IS SHE LOOKING INTO THE CAMERA

And she DID

so I go “hello”

And duh obviously she can’t hear me or see me but through this monitor and the camera we make some long solid eye contact, and then she looks straight ahead again and waddles off

I think this may have cured my arachnophobia holy shIT SHE WAS JUST LIKE A LITTLE CAT

I WISH I COULD POST THE VIDEO WITHOUT GETTING CANNED TO HELL BUT I HAVE HEAVILY EDITED PICTURES UNDER THE CUT

OH MY GAWWSSDEDDDFFFFDDFDSDD I WOULD DIE FOR HER THIS LITTLE ANGEL

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stupid leftists and their belief in *checks notes* the intrinsic value of human life

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I hope you don’t mind that Im only answering this part of your question, but it was a lot to reflect on and unpack.

I think the best way I can describe it is like…. You know how when you do a puzzle, and most people start with the border and work their way inwards?

I think that most people are just the border of a puzzle.

I can look at a crowd and kind of guess whose finished picture is a landscape, or a bunch of balloons, or a classical painting. The colours and shapes give an impression that makes everybody a tiny bit different.

But then like… a LOT of people are puzzles of, say, a field of white flowers. And I can only see the border, so I have to think of like… which borders have more flowers or more grass, more grass or more sky, etc, and whatever is in the middle isn’t even put together yet.

But if someone’s border has, say, something fluorescent yellow in the top left- that makes them easier to differentiate from all the other field-of-white-flowers puzzles. I can remember that. And then later if the bottom half of the puzzle is covered, I can still see the big spot of neon yellow at the top, and remember that no other field-of-white-flowers have that.

And then like…. The more I see them, or the more unique features the have like tattoos or scars or birthmarks or whatever, unique proportions or deformities or injuries or gaits- the more pieces are filled in. So I can retain more parts of the picture in my head

So now instead of just being another border of a puzzle of a field of white flowers, YOU are a windmill in a field of white flowers, or a castle in á valley of white flowers, or a mix of white and red flowers.

And if I see someone often enough for long enough, I get so many pieces in their ten-thousand-piece puzzle that even with a few gaps, I still know exactly who they are, and can still pick them out of a crowd. Because I’ve filled in enough of the picture to know what it is

Like

Like. These aren’t literal. I can SEE your whole face in front of me. I could draw your portrait while I looked at you.

But until I’ve been in consistent contact with you over several years, the first two sketches are how you exist in my head

And from what I’ve heard from other people with face blindness, it’s not even the same for everyone

Does this make sense?

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i'm gods weirdest bop clown can I scream my name and do a little salute after the motto

im gods weakest faggot

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not only is it pride month, but it is also mens mental health awareness month

take the time to check in with the trans men, nonbinary men, intersex men, queer men, disabled men, and men of color that you know

let them know that you support them

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One of my favorite things about Put Baby In Pelican Mouth is that not only does the pelican have the intelligence necessary to speak human language but also knows how to lie, suggesting it has a theory of mind, yet not enough to understand that no one is going to put baby in pelican mouth.

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I'm one of the most aggressively scalie people you'll ever meet. Being a scalie is not just an extension of being a furry for me, it's an entirely unique experience.

My furry identity overlaps with my otherkin identity a lot, and while I do have a few mammal kintypes (rats are one of the big ones), I'm most comfortable in the gap between birds and reptiles, with a big helping of aquatic biome lifestyle. I need to lurk in riverbeds with my eyes just above the water. I need to pluck fish from the river in my long beak with my psuedoteeth and my gods I need a syrinx!

I go on to my partner a lot about the way people dismiss the intelligence and individuality of reptiles, how gross and tied up in bigotry and imperialism the entire human system of beliefs around reptiles are. When I see Reptiles Are Abhorrent being used uncritically, I call it out. Both for myself and the humans in my life who are unfairly targeted by it. Kipling can eat my entire fucking ass and everyone knows it.

I have some even weirder identities, like sea lilies and tube worms/niche marine invertebrates in general. It's a completely authentic experience for me to see myself in those creatures and I think that's sick as hell. Hyperempathy for forms of life humans hate makes me feel like a badass.

i feel silly saying this as a guy with a dog fursona (even if he IS a werepede) but we need more uncommon animal fursonas. if YOU couldnt pick a common fursona animal (canids, felids, dragons, furry species like protogens, you get the idea) what would you make your fursona

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youre monogamous? oh… it’s ethical, right? ethical monogamy? okay good for you! i mean pretty much every monogamous couple i’ve met didn’t work out but maybe you guys will beat the odds! haha. so is it a sex thing? you guys have sex with- just each other? huh. how does that work? i could never do monogamy, i’m too jealous, i’d worry my partner would leave me for someone else instead of dating us both… how do you deal with the jealousy? is it hard? like, how hard? extremely? do you think you’ll break up? i mean in the long run these things rarely work out,

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