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It’s ok to miss who you were before that thing happened, before you started to feel this way, back when you felt you were a better version of yourself. It’s ok to miss how you were. 

But that person isn’t gone, ghosties. You might be struggling now, and that heckin’ sucks, but all is not lost. You are still that person in there. Sending you all the strength and loves x

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*flirting* so what fruit do you have in your town

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I'm a cook now, at my favourite place to eat, I've been here for a while and I love it so much, I've met the sun, and the moon, they're both beautiful and I wish that they had been around all this time. While I have them both I am going to appreciate the fuck out of them, because I'm sure one day they'll be gone too.. But for now, everything is good.

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I feel this all the time, it just never feels like I'm in the right place.

Depression is like wanting to go home but already being there.

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I can not believe it took one person to destroy me One person to discard all of my trust for anyone One person to make me forget who my real friends were One person to banish me to the deepest parts of my mind One person to trick me into thinking that I should never say anything One person to make me think that I’m not worthy of anything One person to be so ignorant as to make me think it was all my fault

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daily reminder to click a button so you can give free food to a shelter!!

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my parents aren’t teaching me life lessons.

#i need some adults to TEACH ME SHIT ABOUT LIFE

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the summer is ending. i feel fall yawning in me, her golden leaves and the time where the air is the most visible. i am trying to take the sun into the colder months but how long will it be before i lose myself again. before the dawn ends. i want to drown myself in a cider cup. i want to take your kisses and use them like lightning bugs. i’ve never wanted so little and so much in my life. i feel like i’m on the edge of something terrible, terrible, and if i just look over my shoulder, it will remember my name and come eat me. i can’t tell if i’m running from something or everything is just leaving. i’m a little unhinged. my lungs are creaking. tomorrow will be closer to my ending. isn’t that true of all of us, you know. we pretend we’re infinite but we’re slowly, slowly unspooling our souls.

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Fuck you, for breaking me. I shouldn’t have to feel the way I do. You’re gone now but even so I can’t help but look at him and wonder if everything is fake if he’s just using me like you did, you took away all the trust I had and destroyed it and now I can’t give any to anyone. Every morning I wake up and look over at him and wonder if it’s the last time I’ll get to. Every night he goes to work and I wonder if he’s really going to work like he says, when I go into work I wonder what else he’s doing but I don’t ask because I am so fucking terrified of the answer, and that it will be a lie. Every time he’s on his phone I wonder if he’s texting someone else, I shouldn’t have the urge to look over someones shoulder. I shouldn’t feel like I don’t make him happy enough to stay. I keep telling myself that I found the one and that he’s a good guy and he isn’t going anywhere but it’s so hard to believe that when that’s the same way I thought about you but I was so fucking wrong. He deserves to be trusted but I’m so damn scared. I just hope that this time it’s finally different.

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There's a man at work who tells me every day how smart I am and what a good worker. He's nice. But the other day he said "you're a smart girl yeah, unlike her, you aren't counting on *your boyfriend* to always be there you know nothing lasts forever right you're a smart girl" No sir, I don't know that nothing lasts forever because I sit there and think about it every day and no matter what choices I make or what I think about doing at the end of the day he is still there and at the end of this week he will still be there and at the end of the year he will still be there and at the end of my life, my beautiful wonderful amazing full life, he will still be there. Yeah, sure, maybe nothing lasts forever. Everything will end one day. But that's okay. Because I know that this will last at least for my forever.

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So do it. Decide. Is this the life you want to live? Is this the person you want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out. And decide.

Meredith Grey (via psych2go)

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