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I'm starting to lose it all—

The memories we don't own anymore.

Your face, the one that I can't recall,

Your soft touch, your loving gaze—

These aren't mine no more.

The love we had,

The bond we built—

All gone.

Can I have it all again,

For one more time?

A memory to hold on to,

A memory I run into—

A face I find familiar,

With a soft touch and lovely gaze.

Rue

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i can’t stand “it’s not that deep” attitudes like even if it really really isn’t that deep just PLAY WITH ME. just fucking PLAY. have a meaningless but deep analytical conversation with me. just like think about shit for fun. does anyone else like to think about stuff for fun. it’s so lonely

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I don't trust positive emotions because they're often followed by the most violent breakdowns.

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absolutely drowning in the feeling that life is unliveable

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

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The urge to runaway and start again..

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god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait

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kiss me, and you will see how important i am.

-- sylvia plath, the unabridged journal of sylvia plath

the kiss, 1859, francesco hayez // caress, 1912, egon schiele // the kiss, auguste rodin // the kiss, 1897, edvard munch // the kiss, 1908, gustav klimt // the kiss ukiyo-e, contemporary, vincent trinidad

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Me fr

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"you cant heal if you pretend you're not hurt"

-filmythings

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a melt into each other type of love

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Gregory Orr, from Orpheus & Eurydice: A Lyric Sequence, originally published in 2001