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how i sleep at night knowing i always get what I want and i shift realities for fun.

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what is a shifting blockage?

a "blockage" is a rule you made up and then stressed yourself out trying to stick to.

that's it. the only real blockage is you entertaining the notion that you can be blocked at all. your word is law. if you decree that x stops you, then x stops you. if you decree that nothing stops you, nothing does. choose better laws.

people think that moving, getting distracted, thinking about the cr, etc, is what's stopping them from shifting. it's not. you can be mid-cartwheel thinking about ice cream, or cats, or what you had for dinner last night, and still shift.

none of these things hold power unless you hand them the crown. i would say they are cardboard obstacles, but that implies they're obstacles at all. either way, point still stands. you decide whether to treat cardboard like concrete.

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Why do you love suffering in your reality?

Hi babygirlss this post was inspired by an anons ask, i wish i could tag them 👀

Anon basically said she wants to leave her reality (manifest another reality) but its also comfortable to stay stagnant and suffer in her current reality right now.

Why do we love suffering?

We actually don't love suffering, we love the familiar, the usual, we love habits and routines.

We love our comfort zone even when its suffering, painful and torturing.

Why is that?

Our brains are programmed to keep us alive and functioning by nature. Because of our nature we are chasing this feeling of being "safe" even if is a lie. We want to feel safe and familiar.

I think thats why people can't leave toxic households, relationships, friendships, jobs even when they have the chance.

How do we get out of that??

Choose your hard. Thats it. Having a new experience is scary but doing the same things you always do is dreadful. Finding a new person is uncomfartable but staying with that bitch ass boy is torturing. Choosing a new reality is full of uncertainty but staying in the current one is sucking the life out of you.

At least try. You don't have anything to lose.

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I hate getting to this part of the script 😔🙏

i feel like such a loser istg 😭

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How do I make it click tho 😭😭 it’s like yeah I get it I get that I’m always shifting but why am I not physically in my Dr I know im always in my Dr but how do I finally tune into it??

BECAUSE YOU ARE TRYING TO CONTROL IT!!!!!! THATS WHY THATS THE POINT. you tune in when you decide you do and it’s not going to click forcefully (again that’s you trying to control rather than accept) SIT WITH THIS!!!!! when you decide to shift, SIT WITH IT. don’t do anything. don’t control it. don’t ASSUME what you’re supposed to feel or what’s supposed to happen just SIT WITH THE FUCKING CHOICE PLEASE. (love u)

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My absolute favourite shifting motivation song worksevery time

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⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m already in my new reality, why would i do things i believe will get me there if i’m already there?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m already in my new reality, why would i need proof from this one?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m already in my new reality, why would i wait for signs outside of myself?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m already in my new reality, why would i fall for the illusions from this reality?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m awareness and not my body, why would i let its emotions control me?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m awareness and not my body, why would i identify with its limits?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m awareness and not my body, why would i believe its circumstances matter?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m awareness and not my body, why would i let its doubts define me?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m awareness and not my body, why would i accept its limits as mine?

⋆𐙚 ̊. if i’m awareness and not my body, why would i let its lack of motivation matter?

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at what point do you stop changing drastically from year to year

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How it feels to know about shifting and not fear death/afterlife ❤️‍🩹

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of all the people you shift for

there’s a reality where they are in their own “cr” making tumblr posts and dr master lists and moodboards talking about you and all the lovely things about you

for all the people who shift to realities based off media, there’s also realities where a bunch of those people are shifting to a reality for you, making pin boards of you, reblogging poetry quotes and aesthetic pictures with special tags just for you, living in their imagination with you

maybe in their reality, you were just a “character” in a book or in a tv show, with your own fleshed out lore that they tweaked and changed to fit in with you better

maybe there’s a woman out there shifting to be your mother, a man out there shifting to be your father, someone out there shifting to even be your cat because they know in that reality you’d treat them right and spoil them till their sick

they love you, just as you love them. they know you, just as you know them. they see you, just as you see them.

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so many drafts. so much potential. so little motivation. the holy trinity of my downfall

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Yall I just finished scripting my animal companion for my waiting room and I realised I just described my s/o's personality to a TEA, that boy really is my bff in every reality fr

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genuine question: why is it that i always have some sort of shifting experience when i DONT put in effort? last night i decided i wasnt going to shift and just go to sleep, and i had a very vivid dream about my DR(which i never have dreams about it). and then a couple months ago i just set the intention to wake up in my dr and i had a dream that i had shifted to a parallel cr…

so im just genuinely confused like😭😭😭

because there’s no resistance!!!!!! i’ve been saying this forever now (on both my tiktok and on here). zero resistance = letting shifting be as easy as its SUPPOSED to be.

when you aren’t expecting anything, you allow yourself to just breathe. you let yourself RECEIVE. none of us should ever be chasing the shift. we should be focused on allowing it. it’s why i switched my tips around. i want you guys to be as soothed and relaxed as possible so you can just go into input mode. so you can be willing to finally receive.

fuck the methods. i hate methods now. they’re the fucking antithesis to how i view shifting. why should i have to chase a choice that’s natural to me? it’s a contradiction. this is a mini rant but yeah, you catch my drift. start focusing on allowing, affirming that you allow. affirming that shifting chases you. affirming that the dr is already yours and allow yourself to view any and everything as signs of resonance.

every angel number is your reminder that your dr wants you BAD. not a sign YOU’LL shift, but a sign your dr is SPRINTING TO YOU. every dr related thing is just your dr asking you to remember it. it’s your dr knocking at YOUR door, not the other way around. and when you see those things, know and truly FEEL that you’re in alignment.

you can’t expect success when you shut down every single marker that tells you it’s near. when you order something and sign up for package notifications, you don’t look at each update and say it’s not getting closer. you look at them and you expect, with each update, that the moment of your delivery is getting closer and closer.

i really hope this makes sense.

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Non Dualism Basics + Manifestation (for people who want to be freed from limitations)

•°. *࿐ Honesty non dualism changed my life for the better and I will always be grateful to know about this :)

Non-dualism is the recognition that there is no separation between you and reality, awareness and experience. There is only awareness, appearing as all phenomena: thoughts, sensations, perceptions, what is called the external world.

The person you believe you are is not a fixed identity, it is merely a pattern of thoughts and memories experienced by awareness.

In non dualism, your true nature is consciousness or awareness. Everyone's true essence is consciousness, and it makes up everything you see: the ego, the physical world, the imagination, everything. This all exists because consciousness let it exist, meaning you, as the creator, expect it and allow it to be.

There is no authority higher than awareness, yet awareness is not a being. It is not human, not otherworldly, not a force, not a person. It is everything and it is nothing. The “power” to shift, change, select is not owned, but it is simply the fact of identification. Whatever awareness identifies with, it materializes. Whatever is taken to be “I,” becomes experienced in the external.

You are simply awareness identifying/living as a human, which means you aware of a ego. An ego is simply the human you are aware of: their visual field, 5 senses, thoughts, emotions, feelings, all of it!

The ego is not an entity, it is the illusion of being a person, the thought “I am this.” It is simply a cluster of sensory data and thought appearing in the field. The sense of “my senses,” “my thoughts,” “my experience,” arises only through misidentification. Drop that, and what remains is pure being: awareness itself.

You’re not a human trying to reach awareness, you are awareness appearing as a human. The only limitation is believing you are the ego: the thoughts, the personality, the sense of being a separate self in a physical world. That belief filters your experience to match it.

The ego isn’t the one manifesting anything. It’s just the appearance of a character in the dream (the physical). What’s actually manifesting the dream is awareness itself. The moment something is fully accepted as true, it appears. Not because a person made it happen, but because identification shifted.

Everything is consciousness. Imagination and "real life/3d" are not different from each other, they are the same appearance, made of the same thing. When awareness identifies as the ego, the ego’s world plays out. When that identity drops, the experience shifts.

You don't become awareness, you just realize you never were anything else. Theres nothing to fix, nothing to get, because as awareness, you have everything already, you just need to decide/select it and it is done. There is no desiring when you already have it. You just refuse the old and accept the new.

Selection is not a doing, it’s simply no longer denying what is already true.

Ok but get to the burning question, how do I "manifest" something?

You don’t. Not really, but hear me out.

You dont "manifest" as a person. What’s called “manifestation” is just awareness identifying with a new version of reality.

Because all possibilities already exist in awareness, nothing needs to be created. You’re not making something happen, you’re dropping the identity that says it is not already so.

What you are being = what you are claiming as “I am.”

Not what you say.

Not what you visualize.

Not what you feel.

Only what you be.

There is no gap between desirer and desired, as both arise within awareness. The “thing” and the “one who wants it” are the same illusion.

Drop the self who wants the thing → The thing appears because there is no one left to need it.

You can’t lack anything if you are the source of all of it. Lack only appears when you think you’re a separate self (ego) who has to get. If that identity isn’t claimed, neither is the feeling of want or desire or need.

From non-duality, there’s no “manifesting” something outside of you, because nothing is outside. There’s just awareness appearing as whatever is identified with. That’s it.

It’s not about making it happen. It’s about not identifying as the one who lacks.

So:

Drop the story of “I want it.” Ignore the ego, do not claim its thoughts or feelings or external world as yours.

Be the version where it’s normal, obvious, already here. Decide what it is the ego "wants" and claim it to be true now. Identify as the ego (person) who has it, rather than the ego who doesn't. As awareness, both those identities hold equal weight, so pick the one that suits you best.

Don’t wait for it. There’s no waiting in being. If you’re waiting, you’re still wanting.

That’s literally it. "Manifestation" is not doing. It’s being.

But how do I become a new identity???

Identity is not built. It’s selected. You don’t need to feel like it nor think like it. You only need to know: This is who I am now. And you refuse to claim anything else.

Think about it like choosing clothes, you dont need to "become" a new outfit. you put it on. done. no waiting, no steps, no convincing.

You are awareness, you can be anything and have anything. So select it and in that moment, it is DONE, it is now your truth. Stand firm in that decision and ignore anything against it.

Wait Evangeline...but what about thoughts or affirmations??? Arent they what manifests???

If you are coming from a loa perspective, this might be what you are thinking.

Well its not the thought or affirmation themselves, it is the stance behind it. They don't create reality, the identification does.

If you identify as the version who has it, the experience reflects that. If you identify as someone trying to get it, then trying is what shows up.

Think of it like this: When you open a door, you don’t have to affirm “I open the door” over and over. You just open it, because you know you can. You already identify as someone who opens doors. It’s natural.

Affirmations can help if they express what’s already true for you. But if you’re using them to convince yourself, then you’re still not being it, you’re still trying. I find that affirmations are often not necessary, as if you know you are something, you don't need convincing. The only thing that needs convincing is the old ego, but you aren't that anymore so ignore it.

Like, if you have a car, you don’t affirm it 10k times daily to keep it. You just know it’s yours. You are the version who has a car. That’s the only reason it's there.

Same with anything else. You have it when you're not trying to get it. You are it when there’s nothing left to prove.

Doubts from the ego don’t matter. Ego doesn’t choose. Ego has no part in what is identified with, nor what is "manifested." Awareness does. The one watching the doubt (awareness) isn’t doubting. Ignore the ego, don't claim its thoughts and doubts as you. It is not the real you, you are the observer.

Now for the big guy in question... the 3d:

The "3d" is not real in itself, it is simply a mirror of identity. The external world is not separate from you. It is a reflection of identity, projected through awareness. It appears “outside,” but it is arising within consciousness, just like imagination. The 3d does not exist independent of awareness.

You don't change it by pushing on it or screaming at it, you change it by dropping identification with what it reflects.

The "3d" is not a cause, not a source, and definitely not a judge. It is a reflection of what's being identified with (not what's being thought, affirmed, or forced by the ego).

There is no need to worry about the external because:

It is you projected as form, it is not separate from you

The "3d" is not the source, it has no authority to determine what is real. You do.

It has no power, so it cant show anything that isn't being projected by you as the creator.

It always has to mirror who you are being, it has no choice

No need to worry. The 3D follows you. Always. Because it is you.

If it’s showing something unwanted, it’s because identity hasn’t shifted yet. That’s all. But do not get caught up in this, as time is not real to infinite awareness. Choose to stop observing the "3d" of the old ego, choose to stop giving it attention, and it will cease to exist.

If you get doubts from the ego, ignore them, remind yourself that it is "not me" and "not mine." You are the observer, the one who has everything, so don't pay attention to the ego with lack. It is not you anymore.

Be indifferent to the old ego's "3d," be indifferent to its lack. If you see it still, just observe, and know it is not yours.

Do not think this means you have to abandon the old ego's life if you still "see" it. You can still do things in the old 3d without identifying with it or claiming it. Simply know it is no longer you.

How to know you are the new identity:

You no longer ask "Am I doing it right." You no long chase proof and you no longer entertain the old storyline. You stand in: "This is what I am. Nothing else matters.”

It is not about effort, it is simply refusal + knowing + indifference to all else.

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i think the best way to approach shifting/manifesting doubts is with “why not?”

i can’t shift - why not?

i can’t manifest - why not?

i can’t access the void - why not?

shifting doesn’t exist - why not?

i’m never going to shift / manifest / get into the void - why not?

why not me?

why not now?

why not this time?

why not this breath?

why is the thought “i can’t” allowed to go unquestioned?

why is doubt treated as objective but desire treated as delusional?

and if you’ve been trying for a year. okay. why does that prove anything?

you’ve been alive for more than a year and that hasn’t stopped you from waking up again today.

a year isn’t proof of anything, though, it’s just time.

and time bends to attention.

you say, “i guess it isn’t meant for me.” why not?

who said that?

why does that voice get to narrate?

why not you. seriously. why not you.

rewrite the doubt, just with a simple: why not.

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