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I’ve literally been on and off crying all day bc of that animation y’all

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You do not understand

HOW MUCH I AM SCREAMING AND YELLING

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This animation was an unexpected gift from a friend that I’ve been so excited to share with you all!! Fawful and Jolligig perform a dance! ⭐️

(Support his work @/jamiewevegothim on bsky!)

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This animation was an unexpected gift from a friend that I’ve been so excited to share with you all!! Fawful and Jolligig perform a dance! ⭐️

(Support his work @/jamiewevegothim on bsky!)

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I've had this cover on replay for the last 3 weeks and I'm obsessed with it. IMAGINE FOR A SECOND WITH ME: Fawful and Jolligig dancing under the moonlight to this in an autumn dreamscape. <3 🍂

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Sometimes I get excited to see the internet in 10 years because I know that (due to the natural process of aging) the population of selfshippers and other varieties of unashamed creatives in their 30s, 40s, and above will suddenly grow tenfold and I really want to be there for that

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btw if you have a message sitting in my inbox that i haven't answered yet please know it's not personal. it's just that my current job is ending (it was for summer only) so i've been frantically applying to other positions and trying to prepare to load everything up in the car and move again soon so it's gonna be a bit crazy for a while

some things are easy for me to reply to and others i feel like i need more time to sit down and look over them so </3 just in case anyone feels i'm ignoring them, please know it's not the case

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I think life should give me more time to draw so I can bombard the internet with more drawings of Fawful and Jolligig kissing

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makes you listen to this

the entire plantasia album means the world to me for a myriad of reasons but one of them is the fact that the cover says "warm earth music for plants and the people who love them" and admittedly every time i read that i just think of my relationship with fawful

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the entire plantasia album means the world to me for a myriad of reasons but one of them is the fact that the cover says "warm earth music for plants and the people who love them" and admittedly every time i read that i just think of my relationship with fawful

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how did you figure out that alaska was where you belong?

It's not really just Alaska specifically, but the far north that I feel happiest and most at home in. I am certain I would feel the same in Siberia, northern Canada, Scandinavia, etc.

The closer to the arctic circle I am, the more 'right' I feel here on this earth. I don't really know how else to describe it.

Even when I was a child and my mom would pull out a plastic globe, we'd play a game where she'd ask me "where do you want to live when you grow up?" and I'd always put my finger somewhere on the top of the globe.

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smoked salmon you have been so good to me

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hi, i'm extremely 'normal'/'basic' irl and hide myself from basically everyone. whenever i've tried to show a little bit of myself to others it always backfires and i regret it. at what age do you think you stopped caring? i'm currently 20 and still too scared, but also miserable about not being who i really am,, a very contradictory and self-inflicted issue, i know

For privacy reasons I don't put my exact age online but I want you to put age out of your mind and focus on working on yourself and what that entails for YOU. Everyone's journey is different and happens at different stages based on individual circumstances. I would say I am a late bloomer in many respects but that has not made me any less proud of how far I've come. I used to cry myself to sleep at night because of how much I felt I couldn't show ANYONE who I actually was, how much I felt like a bouncing cartoon character on the inside but a blank NPC on the outside. If you are anything like that then I can tell you that yes, it does get better... but here's the kicker: you do not reach a magic number where you are suddenly no longer scared. That's not what happened to me, dude. I had to work to not be scared. I had to do everything I was scared of... while scared. And sometimes, I'm still scared!! It just gets progressively easier the more you do it until it eventually becomes second nature.

Somewhere along the line I also had to accept that not everyone is going to like me, and I know that can be so fucking difficult when you're a sensitive soul but it's true. But remember every moment that you wait you delay the potential of meeting others who will love every part of you, and there's nothing in the world more beautiful than experiencing that.

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the last breath of summer

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aww do you let them know it's happy tears? like even if it's just a 'i got some very good news today, is all' situation?

YES if they ask I do. :) ❤️

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Crying today because I love Fawful so much. It’s so embarrassing trying not to tear up at work bc I have to make up an excuse when customers ask why I look sad

I’M NOT SAD IT’S THE OPPOSITE

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good morning