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non-binary people don’t call themselves Moss or Arson anymore and that needs to change. come back. name yourself Salt. name yourself Elf. name yourself weirdly, but Name Yourself. it’s YOUR name, no one else’s.

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So recently we had our first tattoo session

Finally :3

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i do not ENDOGENIC, i do not WILLOGENIC, i do not MIXED ORIGIN, and if its not traumagenic IT IS NOT A SYSTEM

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Why are my fucking ears

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Pretty sure we split Dr Robby while watching the Pitt just cuz of his name and maybe cuz of that scene in e14 in Pedes. But seriously wtf.

I hate that my mother's maiden name is similar to his because of the shit she and her family did to me. I know he's a good man, but . Ouch. And then we split him? Fuck. No wonder I've been swearing like him.

Sometimes I wish I never saw The Pitt nor knew about it

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This [noun] is a red fox userboxes

Please reblog or like if using :) Reblogs>likes

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So um. Jack's disappeared for some time and we don't know where to or why and they won't talk to Malcolm either so that's great /s

I've kinda been "in charge" of front since he disappeared

Jack. Come back. I don't like being in front so much.

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Brain: splits Chaya to handle traumatizing thing

Traumatizing thing happens again

Brain: yeah okay that's not enough, we need someone else. Splits Lucki to handle most of it

Like. Why

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Sticks a Twizzler in my drink

Slurps

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via

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here's what i've learned from fakeclaimers on what makes someone a faker in DID:

having a name that's too "out there"

not being cis gender

being lgbt in general

your alters have different names

you have more than 20 alters

being american

being white

having non-human alters

having introjects (especially of popular media)

being alternative

knowing youre a system

knowing even one fact about one of the alters

being a minor

posting videos/content about DID

liking anything mainstream

having alters with different interests and distinct differences

having little alters or alters of different ages

alters with pronouns (specifically neopronouns, or ones different from the bodies birth gender)

putting pins on your backpack (this is referencing a very specific post)

having a single ounce of fun

if you're any one of these then you're apparently faking and/or deserving of ridicule!!!

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As a fox, I love The Wild Robot ~J

I likes it cuz fox! And cuz it a kiddie friendly movie, f'me to watch ~S

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Tweaking out because I can’t believe some people look at this disorder and think it’s cool and quirky and they want to have it too

They need to grow up and not get an emotional boo-boo every time they can’t be part of a community formed out of shared struggles, struggles they literally don’t have

You don’t “make” your system. You don’t “choose” to be plural. Use different words for it. Make your own community. Don’t try to loop it in with actual dissociative disorders because it’s just harmful.

The aggression comes from the fact that this is literally hurting people, both those who are systems and those who aren’t. Please be more educated and respect a community you aren’t part of.

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*random thing in our apartment makes a click*

Brain: omfg it's gonna happen it'll be so loud and scary and we're gonna have to put clothes on and crocs and grab pup to run downstairs and outside and it'll be chilly and-

Apartment: quiet except for AC fan and HEPA filter

*heart is racing and brain panicking*

God I hate this

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Need to this . now

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Hot take if a space claims to br safe for all origin systems it's only safe for endos.

No sign off this time:)

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In bed. Straight up losing it. And by "it," well. Haha. Let's just say. My memories