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actually the only way they'd get me to watch 911 Nashville is if Nashville is the location of the government lab where Bobby is being held

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buddie is so cool. you’d think that mr frat boy rebel kid steals-fire-engines-to-fuck-in-them buck buckley would be the bad influence on mr military silver star single father ballroom dance champion eddie diaz. but in reality it’s mr illegal fight club changes-a-tyre-with-a-boot-on-it “we don’t need a key we’re firefighters” eddie diaz dragging mr loves baking loves kids goes-crazy-for-rules-and-clipboards buck buckley into shenanigans with him. beautiful <3

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Eddie Diaz + Hand focused shots

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tbh in retrospect i think bucktommy was the funniest relationship in the show. two grown men spend six months dating each other because they both really want to fuck some other guy but can't admit that this is the guy they'd rather be dating. the kind of behavior you might expect from like. the only two queer teens in a bigoted small town. not two men in los fucking angeles with whole ass careers. and mind you the whole time said other guy is completely unaware that this is going on and is just kinda thinking "my best friend and his boyfriend :) time to hang out with my best friend and his boyfriend :)" while carrying out an emotional affair with the doppelganger of his dead wife that will unbeknownst to him result in him spending a month living in el paso working as an uber driver.

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The real tragedy of Buck's life right now is that if he treats Eddie like a boyfriend, which is what they both want, then his ex and his sister are like "but are you in love with him? Why are you two like that?" but if he treats him like he would treat any other friend, then Eddie's like "where's my fucking husband who promised to be by my side forever" . and of course the problem is that, Eddie, Buck hasn't promised that to you. but Eddie is both so far inside the closet that he can't admit what he feels for Buck isn't platonic and so in love with Buck that he can't be normal about him. So they're both in an impossible situation, Eddie in one where he wants a life partner in buck but he can't admit that to himself, and Buck in one where, being the one out of the two of them who is out of the closet, people will ask him "hey. what the fuck is up with you two" and he can't answer, because that would require admitting that he and his "straight best friend" are basically married. And it's such great conflict

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like, what do you mean that they both went to seek answers from a god and found it in each other's words and actions. what sort of insanity am I supposed to live with. what do you mean they're living embodiments of the idea 'I asked for a blessing and you came through'

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cowboys are frequently (not so) secretly fond of each other

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THE HAN SIBLINGS ♡ 9-1-1 ▸ 8x18

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okay 180 here but i just thought about eddie walking thru the world and every timeeeee he looks at buck his heart tugs. and you know he knows. theres something in him that knows but nothing in him that can do anything about it. rn.

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i love when eddie’s fake nonchalance turns into overwhelming sincerity. buck’s probably got whiplash at this point. the way he breezes into buck’s apartment joking about how christopher doesn’t really build anything that look like anything to staring buck straight in the eyes hand on eddieassigned shoulder to say that there’s no on in this world that he trusts more with his son more than buck. at the hospital, he’s casually like ‘you may have noticed i almost just died. again. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’ (nonchalance) you’re in my will btw. you’re legally infront of my son the one person in this world who i love the most, if ever die. (sincerity) my parents maybe probably will fight for him hehe. (nonchalance) but there’s no one who will fight harder for him than you (sincerity). these are just the two examples off the top of my head but you get me.

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150K of them are me

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it’s gonna be sauuuur embarrassing when timothy gets bored of deadbobby and decides to bring him back but madney have a baby named Robert Nash Han…… Like what do you even do at that point.

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soot&beef

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cock = blocked 🙅

bonus: where my hug at

9-1-1 ▸ 8x18

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obsessed with the conversation around queerbaiting coming back because of 911 but pinknews still chooses to use a cover photo from a show that ended 5 years ago. her influence🩷

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buck shoulda been seismic shifting on it

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Wilson Family Hugs 9-1-1, S08E04 & S08E188