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learning that 1. there's a thing called the 'gen z stare' 2. it pisses people off and 3. it's just underpaid service workers staring at someone until they follow a simple instruction, has been interesting.

for example, the card reader says 'remove card' the customer goes 'it says remove card, what do i do?' then some underpaid 20 year old just stares at whatever twat just asked that question. apparently that's devastating for baby boomers and gen x'ers, and they're complaining about it. retail workers should be allowed to jump the counter and kill customers

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How to comment when you do not know what to comment:

-Copy paste a line and just say what your thoughts about it are, repeat this many times and you'll have a really long live blog

-Hearts! Emojis! <333

-KSGSISHAISGSISG [say what line you're insane about here] /POSPOSPOS

-"Double kudos", "Kudos, author. Kudos", "Author you evil, evil being, i left kudos as usual"

-"I am holding in my laugh", "I am SOBBING", "kicking my feet giggling at this", "SCREAMING"

-Theory on what's gonna come next chapter

-Be honest. "Author idk what to comment but I'm here to tell you i appreaciate this fic"

-Thank the author for writing

-Be insane about character A and their dynamic with character B and tell the author about it

Storyteller anon (yep back to being an anon it seems)

Yes!!! These are all wonderful ways to comment!

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I hate when I open a drawing app and try drawing something and then it looks bad. to solve this issue instead of opening my drawing app I simply lay down, do nothing, and feel a combination of guilt/shame. this is a skill I am much more practiced at

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messing around w jellyfish and. hmm.

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Ive had this saved in my phone since April

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this callout couldve been a block button

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it's really weird having a first dog be blind and then getting a second who can see...like how was I supposed to be prepared for this.

this creature can perceive when I put the treats up on the high shelf. or when I hide stuff behind my back. I can't fool her!! she's always watching me and she shouldn't have this much knowledge!!!

I walk around at night and I shine my flash light directly into her eyes and I'll just be standing there staring at her weird blue orbs for like 5 seconds until I realize it's probably extremely annoying to her, because she has eyes!! I'll turn on the light in the room and she gruffs and grumbles like ?? oh right!! light wakes you up!! the fuck??

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oh hey, I haven't posted him yet! link | kim!

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more kimharry phone art I’d love to sleep

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story by @may--hawk

⚠️animal death

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they’re discovering cut kimharry lines on the disco elysium subreddit. if you even care

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(hears a song lyric) this would make a great all-lower case fanfiction title

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Just saw someone with “use whatever pronouns you use for yourself for me” in bio. I honestly never considered the depth the pronoun metagame could have, we’ve barely scratched the surface with this shit

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And here he is! Everything is in place now :>