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I’VE MOVED HERE !

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luminescxnce said: YES HONEY YOU GO FIZ THAT BLOG YAAAAS!!!

i need to teply to u first 

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bensonews:

itsashbenzo: Ciao!

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when you think you’re being smart but you’re really just playing yourself..............

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: mhh okay, fine then!! yes, thank you. i will 😘

ROSE: yeah i know... but.. meh. i dont like myself with glasses. yes, that's why!

ROSE: ... i would never say such a thing!

ROSE: really? like would she be happy with that?

JAMES: most welcome 🙄

JAMES: well i think you're beautiful with glasses and without them too, you're gorgeous either way.

JAMES: yet you did 😒

JAMES: yeah? my mom is a pretty simple person

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: okay, we'll see how you'll feel about this in about a week asrani 🙂 good thing i can totally use really nice toys

ROSE: yes i do!i dont think it is really??

ROSE: no im not rude

ROSE: okay.. maybe we can get her flowers as a thank you then?

JAMES: i'll be busy so i doubt i'll mind 🙂 have fun with those too 😘

JAMES: no you don't, my opinion should matter for something here... why? just because i think you look hot in glasses?

JAMES: you are rude! you were rude just a while back when you literally told me sex with me wasn't that great

JAMES: yeah okay, that sounds like a good idea!

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: it will cause your hand will never be as good as my mouth for example 🙂

ROSE: i do though, with the glasses... we're getting you glasses soon i swear

ROSE: ... rude????

ROSE: okay okay... does she like flowers?

JAMES: as long as i get off, there won't be any complaints. have fun with your fingers though 🙂

JAMES: no, you don't! i have perfect eyesight, thank you very much

JAMES: we match then!

JAMES: she does like lilies and peonies?

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: but your brain will 🙃

ROSE: I don't look hot. at all. how do I look hot? I look stupid af I mean come on baby...

ROSE: you love me cause I'm a weirdo don't you 😂❤️

ROSE: I don't know? is that the way to go with your mom? like... would she like that?

JAMES: my brain won't have any complaints as long as i get off 🙂

JAMES: ok first, you never look stupid! second, you look hot, i think you look hot.

JAMES: yeah about that..........

JAMES: no because then we'll hear a 'i don't keep your dogs so you get me something' and yada yada

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: well...

ROSE: but this means it's you and your hand from now on??

ROSE: honestly James... have you looked at me when I'm wearing my glasses??? I look so awful! I hate it 😩

ROSE: probably at myself cause I'm a weirdo 😂

ROSE: baaaaby!!!!! thank you is not enough???

JAMES: at least my hand won't tell me it's not that great 🙄

JAMES: yes, i have? you look hot, i like it?

JAMES: you're a bit of a weirdo sometimes but it's okay!

JAMES: what do you wanna do? get her something?

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: i mean...

ROSE: no i cant i love you too much

ROSE: oh my god.... i dont look hot in my glasses i look awful what the hell? proof you actually need glasses 😂

ROSE: im not sure if im rolling my eyes at you or myself actually

ROSE: im just making sure because.. this is a lot to ask and i'd just feel bad... we have to make it up to her somehow. how???

JAMES: there you have your answer then

JAMES: it's you and your fingers from now on 😒

JAMES: you look really hot in glasses, 10/10 would do... and have done

JAMES: 🤔

JAMES: i don't know??? by saying thank you ???

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: 😱 did I miss something? are you the only male human being left on earth???

ROSE: I don't know baby but you do 😂 I can borrow you mine if you want??

ROSE: 🙄

ROSE: like a good laugh...? cause if she doesn't want to do it she doesn't have to?

JAMES: oh so this is it? you breaking up with me?

JAMES: no, you look hot in yours, i'm not taking that from you 😂

JAMES: why are you rolling your eyes at me 😞

JAMES: yes, a good laugh baby! if she didn't want to shed tell me to fuck off...

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: eh... it's not that great ☺️

ROSE: Saint Laurent is on the first day!!

ROSE: whoopsie 😂

ROSE: oh my god! did she at least sound like... alright? like not annoyed?

JAMES: it'll be you and your fingers from now on 🤗

JAMES: why did i not see that what the fuck i need glasses

JAMES: 😂😂

JAMES: she laughed at the end so i mean? that's something?

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: 🙄🙄 I'm moving out again

ROSE: right though??? right??? thank god I'm coming with you 😍

ROSE: oh shit...... it sounds very wrong 😂

ROSE: 😂 are you serious? she didn't even let you talk at all? that's hilarious!

JAMES: ok but you'll miss out on great sex???

JAMES: wait... where was ysl on that schedule?

JAMES: it does baby 😂

JAMES: no she picked it up, spoke and hung up... what is this woman...

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: i know but i dont want it to be because it is never going to affect us ever again okay? i promise you it wont. ive been over this for awhile now. otherwise i wouldnt be with you, i wouldnt love you as much as i do, i wouldnt trust you and i sure as hell wouldnt have moved in with you

ROSE: i find it odd too cause... hes usually on the schedule right? you shouuuld! it's amazing and yes oh my god we definitely must go to that

ROSE: oh shut up. i want to be dragged around by you sooo

ROSE: okay, youre welcome. let me know what she says baby?

JAMES: i thought you just moved in with me bc that way we can have sex more often? :/ I never knew there were ulterior motives :/

JAMES: i mean yes? damn, paris being the best week ... again ... as always ...

JAMES: that sounds so wrong 😂

JAMES: she didn't let me talk, she just said 'yes son, i'll look after your house and pets. have fun with your girlfriend'... what kind of???

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: james... lets not talk about it okay? we both know you and i have such different opinions about this so lets not yeah? what matters is that we're happy now. who cares about the rest?

ROSE: i think if he would still be added to the schedule there'd be a tbd, like it is on the pfw schedule! which, btw, the october half is out and oh my god have you looked at it??

ROSE: ill miss them too.. we havent spent much time with them lately, have we??

ROSE: i love you too, you dont need to thank me you little idiot! i think you should yes?

JAMES: i know, it's just always going to be at the back of my mind even if it doesn't affect us or me as of now...

JAMES: maybe he won't do New York? i don't know baby, i just find it odd. no but i really should, shouldn't i? bas' mom show is on the 2nd so we need to go to that though!

JAMES: no, mainly because i drag you around with me... sorry?

JAMES: i know but i want to. i will now ❤️

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imessage • jaanu ❤️

ROSE: it is yes shh!

ROSE: no... I wouldn't change a thing either. it wasn't nice at some point but this is what makes us us and it's great that way. I love you too. so so so so damn much

ROSE: maybe yes? though I doubt it.. but we'll have to wait and see!

ROSE: I do don't I? so no puppies :(

ROSE: I don't want to be away from you for two weeks either baby but...

ROSE: fuck it...

ROSE: I'll come with you

JAMES: no it's not!

JAMES: "it wasn't nice" is an understatement, i was a dick to you... what i did was gross.

JAMES: at this point i doubt it too...

JAMES: i'll miss the babies in those two weeks :(

JAMES: thank you, i love you! should i ring my mom then?

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