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“tug-of-war” — ◌ ❍ · •  featuring @fttaewoo & @ftiseul ,

ftiseul‌:

iseul shifted on the armchair, pausing the song its run as he jotted down some critiques and notes for taewoo to take on later. there wasn’t much. taewoo’s a man ruled by certain, strong emotions, so it was difficult to find any flaws in his artistry. casting a glance aside to the designs decorating his space, iseul attempted to settle his buzzing nerves as the image of her nestled greedily in his best friends lap burned his sight blind. it made him uneasy, and he was not in the mood to figure out why. he never was. 

why does she always have to make things so difficult. 

    the rejection coming from both men sting — a scowl enveloping her glossed petals as she straightens her posture, but she remains seated in taewoo’s lap, cocoa-coloured orbs burning with what can only be described as guarded frustration. she’s never been fond of rejection  (   nor is she used to it  !  ), and receiving it from two people at once is surely enough to bruise her ego. she purses her lips sourly, slender limbs crossing over her chest as her piercing gaze flits between the two — as if she was a predator choosing her prey.

   arms unravel themselves, extending to link around taewoo’s neck once more — umber gaze fixated on iseul as she steadies herself in taewoo’s lap, inebriated state skewing her balance just slightly. she pauses, as if she’s mulling over her next move in her head — but anyone who truly knows miyeon knows that every move is calculated. 

  she shifts her gaze back to taewoo, fingertips cascading along his skin as she feigns a sincere pout, lower lip jutting out as she peers at him through her plump lashes.   “   you’re not interested, taewoo ?   “   she asks with a quivering voice, hurt evident in her words. her eyes, now clouded with self-doubt, begin to shake — dropping from taewoo’s features to stare down at the floor.   “   i’m sorry, i shouldn’t have tried to come onto you...  “   she throws in a sniffle, and then a hiccup for good measure. svelte frame rocks back as if she’s trying to scurry off his lap — almost tipping over.

  her act is convincing and if she wasn’t so fucking committed to it, she’d be laughing right now. but if miyeon’s being honest, she’s kicking herself mentally because she knows better than get to fucking drunk around iseul, or around anyone at all — an inebriated state leads to a rusty game, and a rusty game means those pesky feelings she tries so very hard to drown out begin to resurface. it’s why miyeon rarely drinks around other people. her tolerance is low, and she can’t risk being knocked off her game and exposed for who she really is. so, she quickly makes a mental note: no more drinks tonight.

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🌈

 send 🌈 for my muse’s favorite kind of weather 

    miyeon doesn’t particularly enjoy sunny days. perhaps, it’s a result of her inner cynic — considering she’s not too fond of bright things, unless they’re luxurious or seductive in nature  (   like a bright diamond, or a bold red lip  !  ). she’s always found a certain beauty in dark, gloomy things. 

   or perhaps, the answer to her preference is far more superficial — she’s aware of how easily the sun damages her skin, and she isn’t fond of spending time outdoors. she has too much work to do to be enjoying nature — or whatever it is that people love to brag about. 

    that being said, she’s not fond of the bitter winter, either. she prefers a warm, but brisk day — a cool, crisp breeze balances out a humid day perfectly. there’s less perspiration, less melted foundation — but she can wear her favourite crop tops and mini skirts without risking quivering limbs. 

   the weather she loves the most is a humid and rainy day. the rain gives her an excuse to lock herself away in the practice room for hours on end, without judgment from her fellow members or other trainees for being such a fucking workaholic. the snickers and murmurs don’t particularly bother miyeon, but she gets tired of being nice to people she can’t really stand all the damn time. a rainy day gives miyeon the perfect excuse to practice and work on her choreographies — without being interrupted by her group members inviting her to boring group activities. 

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“tug-of-war” — ◌ ❍ · •  featuring @fttaewoo & @ftiseul ,

   it takes a lot to upset miyeon — to get underneath her skin is a near impossible feat to accomplish, even for those who think they’ve got her all figured out. the exception to this  (   and the exception to most things about miyeon  !   )  is, of course, iseul. while miyeon will never confess to it, iseul knows how to play her like a fiddle — he knows which strings to caress to get what he wants from her, and he knows which strings to pluck to get her blood boiling.

    it’s why miyeon can never get enough of him. there’s something intoxicating about someone who can toy with her as easily as she can them.

    the games they play, while invigorating and addictive to them, tend to be a migraine for those close to the pair — which, really, is only taewoo. as iseul’s best friend and a recent confidant for miyeon  (   she’d argue that she doesn’t confide in him, but there’s no one else miyeon feels comfortable enough venting to about iseul  !   ), taewoo seems to always get pulled into the majority of their bickering — and, unfortunately for him, miyeon has sunk her claws into him.

    not because she's attracted to him, or because she wants him  (   she knows he's already a lost cause  !   ), but because she knows how to make iseul tick, too. 

    when iseul shuts down her coquettish remarks and brushes off her open-mouthed kisses  (   after snapping at her for a simple question about another girl  !   ), she feels a flush of scarlet paint her seraphic features — anger bubbling in her chest, diminutive fists balled as she drops her arms from his neck, a prominent scowl masking her glossed lips. she remains seated next to iseul for a few seconds longer, until she decides to fetch herself another bottle of soju — manicured hands wrapping themselves tight around the bottle. she considers getting herself drunk enough that iseul can no longer ignore her, but she knows iseul well enough to know that wouldn’t work when he’s already acting distant with her. so, she decides to pour herself a glass instead of chugging the entire bottle, svelte hips sauntering towards the pair once she’s finished her drink — but she doesn’t take her seat next to iseul as expected. instead, she plops her frame down in taewoo’s lap — sharp fingernails dancing along his jawline as her arms link around his neck, a kittenish smile gracing her pink petals, peering down at him through fluttering lashes. 

  “   oppa,   “  she doesn’t bother raising her voice — choosing to speak in a honeyed purr as her hands begin to gingerly caress taewoo’s jaw. she knows iseul’s paying attention to her now.  “   have i told you tonight how handsome you look ?    “

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☄️

   send  ☄️ for 2-4 songs that are always in their playlists

 she values songs that she can not only dance to, but songs that truly speak to her. dance is an art form, but also a form of self-expression. and miyeon likes the songs in her dance playlist to speak to her as a person ; someone strong, sensual, and confident.

 the first song on her playlist is “addict” by sunmi. while the album opener is a rather short track, miyeon feels as if it’s a song that not only captures her confidence and strength as a woman, but it’s a song she feels she can create both strong and sexy choreography to. 

  the second track on her playlist is “dally” by hyolyn. a song miyeon loves for its sensuality, and a song miyeon had so much fun perfecting its choreography (  and adding her own personal touches to  !   ).

  the third track on her playlist would be no other than v!be’s “i just” by hyolyn. perhaps this song has snuck it’s way onto her playlist due to a rather personal reason, but there’s no denying that song has allowed her to create some rather beautiful and sensual choreography to go along with it. 

 the fourth and final track always on her playlist is “martini blue” by dpr live. this is a song miyeon personally adores. she loves everything about this song ; from the beat to the lyrics, to its catchiness and the chill vibe the song exudes. it’s a song she can easily dance to, and it tends to be the one she dances to when she just feels the need to move. 

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ftzone‌:

look, i’m excited for solar’s full debut as anyone else, but i can’t lie and say that i’m especially waiting for the last unit… one of the suspected members (well.. we all know they can’t put her in the final line up, right? ㅋ) was shown on solar’s youtube channel and i can’t get over her. you’ve all seen her, right? well you have had to have seen at least a gif of it, unless you live under a rock of course, because the clip has gone viral! miyeon is such a good dancer and apparently she choreographed a lot of the dance breaks used in gleam’s love4eva! well.. not apparently, you can see it right on solar’s youtube channel  ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ go watch it!!!! love our miyeon !!!! stan solar for clear skin!!!!

[mymiyeon_99]: 히히 히히 히히 miyeon is taking over even before actually debuting… her power… just imagine what kind of heights she’s going to reach once mobius lets her have her full power?!  헐         [shshsha8]: @[mymiyeon_99] if miyeon is really “yours” then show me the marriage certificate!? that’s right, you don’t have one, because i do [trinitiddy]: …. anyway, neo red made a comeback a bit ago and neo black are coming back this week, so stream their mvs !!! come on trinity !        [our_savior_suki]: @[trinitiddy] hey i was just wondering who the f*ck said this was the place to talk about some dumb boys? we don’t condone talk of men on solar’s posts… this is a lesbian only event, thank u, next [s0up]: i’m beginning to really hate mobius’ noise marketing.. can they not [k0rn]: i wasn’t really a fan of solar.. just not my taste.. but this girl has been everywhere the past few days and it’s hard not to kind of like her         [solongneo]: @[k0rn] yes, another one to add to our collection… come join solar’s fanclub, k0rn-ssi [b4bym3t4l]: had like no idea solar existed before that youtube clip going around and now i guess.. this muggle has to become a fan

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“the best” — ◌ ❍ · •  solo ,

◌ ❍ · • — write about where your muse hopes to be five years in the future. +5 s, +5 k.  

   it’s a question almost everyone wants to hear the answer to — where do you see yourself in five years ?  luckily for miyeon, the answer is something she believes is written in the stars.

  she’s obnoxiously confident in herself, in her abilities — it’s just something she exudes. it spills out of her and trickles into everything she says, everything she does and it’s never ending — much like a waterfall. she’s an enigma to most who meet her — whether they’re convinced she’s all lies & all manipulation or whether they haven’t realized just how fake she is yet, it’s hard to find people who share the same opinion about someone as complicated as jeon miyeon. but if there’s one thing everybody can agree on about miyeon, it’s that she’s fucking confident and that she’s a fucking hard worker. 

   so, when she’s asked the question — where do you see yourself in five years ?  no one is left surprised by her answer.

  she’s not sure whether solar will make it big, but the overall success of the group isn’t what’s most important to miyeon. she’s in this industry to make a name for herself — not to uplift or jumpstart the careers of ten other girls. it’s selfish, and she’s selfish — but she’s determined to achieve every goal she’s laid out for herself — and goddammit if she’ll let anyone else stand in her way, no matter her relation to them. 

  she hopes that she’ll be able to make a splash once dancing high airs — something she is immensely confident in happening. she knows she’s a good dancer, and she’d argue that she’s fucking gifted — she trained in practical dance at hanlim and studied dance abroad at performing arts school in europe & north america, so she considers herself to be one of the best among the current trainees. deep down, she’s not as confident in her vocals as she is in her dancing abilities, but it’s something she works harder on whenever she gets the chance to — and considering she’s been selected as the main vocal for her subunit, she knows she’s good, and she knows there are many other people who think so, too. 

  her biggest dream is to be recognized by the public as an amazing, gifted, skillful dancer — and within the next five years, she plans to achieve that. she’s already been choreographing songs for eclipse, including their debut title track, and she plans to continue to build up that resume — she’d like to choreograph songs for NEO alongside xiao and eventually, she’d love to choreograph pieces for solo stages or groups outside her company. she can see herself now, alone on a big stage, performing a sensual, powerful piece she choreographed all by herself — whether it’s at an award show, on the survival program hit the stage, or even at a future concert for solar, she can see it.

   the answer to the question — where do you see yourself in five years ?  is a simple one.

   she wants to be the best dancer korea has seen.

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🌹💬

   send  💬 and my muse will say what they really think about yours

    raw and brutal honesty don’t come easily to miyeon — in fact, she struggles to place a finger on the last time she wasn’t speaking in carefully fabricated sentences and it’s even harder for her to think about the last time she showed her true emotions. she’s gotten good at manipulating those around her ; convincing them she’s someone she’s not — and convincing people she cares about them when she’s just creating these fabricated friendships to help her image. 

   so, when even one word of honesty spills past miyeon’s painted scarlet lips — it’s almost always due to the soju tainting her tongue. miyeon has never once let her guard down while being sober, but she hasn’t been around many people in the industry while under the influence. if there’s one weakness miyeon would acknowledge about herself, it’s how much of a fucking lightweight she is. she’s been careful about how much she drinks & what she takes when she’s around other people, ever since becoming a trainee at mobius — but there’s just something about iseul that always sends her walls crashing down. 

   diminutive hands tangle themselves in iseul’s matted brown locks — lithe body scooting closer to him as she straddles his lap, cocoa-coloured orbs gleaming with purpose. kisses drenched in bitter soju are pressed to his lips — untangling a hand from his strands to press her fingertips against his jaw.   “   i don’t know what this is, iseul, but —  “  she pauses all of a sudden, pearled incisors piercing into her lower lip as she contemplates what to say next. she’s not good at this ; at expressing her feelings. she can rarely admit them to herself — and if she was sober, the words would never leave her scarlet lips.   “   i think you’re worth figuring out. — you’re different. and, i — kind of like seein’ you so possessive over me.    “

[ftmiyeon-blog]

✉ outgoing sms → "hateseul"

sms ❯ miyeon: i think ur getting the wrong idea

sms ❯ miyeon: don't read into things so deeply or this won't work

sms → "hateseul": is it reading into things when that's the basis of our interactions ? lol

[ DELETED TEXT ]: don't act like you don't feel it too

sms → "hateseul": "i just" is a good song

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✉ outgoing sms → "hateseul"

sms ❯ miyeon: and no, miyeon. there's a lot of people better than me. but u dont want them do u lol

sms → "hateseul": why do you front like you've never been possessive over me ? lol

sms → "hateseul": don't act like we're both not painfully aware of how this relationship works

sms → "hateseul": it's not about who i want. i don't need anyone iseul... i was just curious about your behaviour. lol

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✉ outgoing sms → "hateseul"

sms ❯ miyeon: you'd still miss me.

sms → "hateseul": i was texting you to ask you why you felt the need to stare at me like i'm your possession.

sms → "hateseul": because i'm not your's anymore, iseul.

sms → "hateseul": you think there's nobody out there better than you?

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💫

    send 💫 for one place they sometimes end up falling asleep

     she never really knows when to stop. it’s debatable that she doesn’t even know how — as a child, she was thrust into advanced vocal and dance lessons as soon as she had nailed the basics  (   and with a confidence as boisterous as miyeon’s, learning comes fairly quickly !   ), and thrown into performing arts schools abroad when the lessons were rendered useless by her blossoming skillset — but one thing she’s never learned was how to take a break. 

    voluntary naps are nonexistent in jeon miyeon’s world, and she’ll tell you more than once that she considers sleep a nuisance — it’s time she could be spending on creating fresh choreography ; it’s time that could be spent on practicing for her upcoming debut. she indulges graciously in the (   rather expensive !   )  skincare gifted to her by her parents — a routine she follows religiously as an attempt to cover the bags that creep onto her complexion ; to mask the exhaustion that plagues her seraphic features. she seems to be doing quite well at hiding it — the only person who seems to be aware of her exhaustion is xiao ; considering she’s woken up curled against the wall of their practice room quite a few times, with his sweater huddled around her like a proper blanket. she never chooses to fall asleep there, and she can’t help but feel a slight tang of embarrassment from falling asleep so carelessly in front of someone else.

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✉ outgoing sms → "hateseul"

sms ❯ miyeon: why else would u text me in the dead of night. does ur bed feel empty?

sms → "hateseul": you really think i'm that stupid iseul? you had your eyes on me that entire party

sms → "hateseul": and then you followed me outside

sms → "hateseul": i don't miss you. i've barely thought about you since we last broke things off

sms → "hateseul": are you asking out of curiosity or are you paranoid i've found someone to replace you already?

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future-rp‌:

MEME 1.2, 15.11.18 - 30.11.18

in addition to the 15-day writing challenge, we bring you an ask meme! the following can be counted towards the challenge as long as the answer to the meme reaches a world count of 200.  please reblog to signal that you’d like to play along and feel free to cross things out that you’d rather not do (tag: ft. meme 1.2)

send 🎤 and i’ll make a short playlist for our muses send 🎼 for a song that reminds me of our muses send 🌹 and i’ll make an aesthetic/moodboard for our muses send 💛 and i’ll make an aesthetic/moodboard about my muse send 👗 and i’ll make an aesthetic/moodboard about my muse’s fashion style send 👶 and i’ll make an aesthetic/moodboard about my muse’s childhood send ✉ for a written letter from my muse send 💬 and my muse will say what they really think about yours send 👤+ a muse name for my muse’s opinion on that muse   send ⭐️ (or multiple) for a headcanon about our muses send 👀 for my muse to compliment yours send 😍 for my muse to tell yours three things they love about them send 🍎 and my muse will tell yours why they’re thankful for send 😵 for my muse to tell you something they hate send 🍵 and my muse will reveal one of their biggest regrets send 🎁 for my muse to describe one thing on their personal wishlist send ☎ for your muse’s info in my muses phone (name, ringtone, picture, last text) send ☄️ for 2-4 songs that are always in their playlists send 💫 for one place they sometimes end up falling asleep send 💥 for the game they’d destroy everyone else at send 🌙 for the emoticon they’d use most often send ✨ for what my muse would act like when they haven’t gotten enough sleep send 💐 for how they take care of themselves while in a slump send 🍂 for what they wanted to be when they grew up send 🌈 for my muse’s favorite kind of weather send ✔️ for a daydream my muse has had about/involving yours send 💋 for how my muse would seduce/flirt with yours send  👏 and try to fluster my muse (anything goes!)

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✉ outgoing sms → "hateseul"

sms ❯ miyeon: u really think ur special, dont u

sms ❯ miyeon: it's okay, it's cute.

sms ❯ miyeon: but are u sure this isn't about anything else?

sms → "hateseul": must be special if you can't keep your eyes off of me

sms → "hateseul": and what would else this be about iseul?

sms → "hateseul": i just want to know why you can't stop looking at me

sms → "hateseul": do you miss me, iseul? is that it?

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✉ outgoing sms → "hateseul"

sms → "hateseul": [miyeon sent a video attachment!]

sms → "hateseul": thought you'd like to see this since you couldn't stop watching me dance at that party the other night

sms → "hateseul": if you're going to stare the least you could do is help raise the views of my videos on solar's channel

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“it’s what i deserve” — ◌ ❍ · •  solo ,

◌ ❍ · • — write about how confident your muse is in debuting

    ( 5 skill points, 5 karma points. )

     she can’t wait to fucking debut.

    her limbs itch with the desire to dance ; and not to dance like she does every day. not in the practice room with xiao & the other solar girls, not in the dorm by herself while the other girls are busy or sleeping — but to dance on a stage, on a music show ; in front of the public, in front of the cameras & underneath the sweltering, suffocating spotlights — spotlights that would instead breathe life into her. this is what she’s meant to do — and she’s damn well sure of it.

     her confidence tastes like desperation sometimes ; a feeling miyeon is too proud to own up to, but her debut is something she craves. desperately. she knows she’s ready (   she did attend performing arts schools all her life !   ) — she can already taste the praise of the public, of her fans on her fucking tongue, but it tastes faint. and although she’s confident in her ability to debut, in her ability to be a fucking star — she feels a twinge of envy course through her veins as she watches those who’ve trained less than her debut first. it’s for the concept, she tells herself — everyone knows miyeon is too much of a powerhouse dancer to be thrown into gleam or radiance, right ?  could anyone really see miyeon singing ballads and dancing to strictly cutesy choreography ?  darker concepts are better suited for her, she knows that and mobius knows that. but she’s impatient and, goddammit — she deserves to debut. 

     she is set to appear on dancing high, after all — even though trainees aren’t supposed to be on the show. she considers it to be a sign — a sign that mobius feels the same way as her ; that they feel as if she’s too talented to remain locked up as a trainee. 

     ruby lips purse as she enters the practice room. she’s alone, for once (   if you don’t count managers, staff, and instructors ...   ) — which is surprisingly bittersweet. she’s grown accustomed to practicing with xiao, or with the other girls (   a more accurate statement is that she’s grown accustomed to showing off  !   ) — although she finds herself dancing alone back at the dorm, she never considers it practice. it’s just for fun — just her way of getting the creative juices flowing ; her way of getting the frustration, the cynicism, the lingering doubts out. her bag slips from her slender digits, small shoulders shrugging off her windbreaker as she stands in front of the mirror, feet planted firmly against the practice room floor. she sinks her frame down into the splits (  she even shows off when she stretches !  ), cocoa orbs fixating on her reflection in the mirror. 

   “    show them you play to win.  ”