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In the brief moment between lighting and thunder, Han Solo managed to wonder whether it was their presence that had caused this monsoon. It certainly wasn’t normal weather, judging from the looks of terror on local faces. His thoughts were quickly interrupted by the giant crash of dark clouds, making the smuggler flinch. It was time to barricade themselves. A quick sprint had him back at the Target (whatever the hell that was) within moments, slamming it’s back door with a huff. “I do not recommend going out there.” He said exasperated, before adding a murmur that sounded something like “My damn ship better be okay.”

   something was not right. it seemed no matter how much anakin reached out to detect just what was wrong, if there was some disturbance in the force, he was shoved right out of his meditative state with even more questions than he had begun with. slowly blinking his eyes open at the commotion, he turned his head in that direction. “i’m sure most people have figured that one out themselves,” he responded, hands settling down onto his knees. “i’m afraid we’re stuck in here until this storm lets up.”

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maulv:

Another clap of thunder shoot the convenient store, sending a hushed mumbled throughout the crowd. He was beginning to grow restless; being stuck up with so many people was not his forte. It seemed as if anytime someone tried to start a conversation with him his fingers itched for his lightsaber. Of course this was just instinct, his lightsaber had been lost many years ago. Deciding that it would be better for him to move away from the crowd he began shifting around the aisle, trying to find some place he would be able to avoid the others. Sadly that wasn’t the case; the second he turned down one of the aisle another figure coming stopping around the corner, crashing into him. He let out a curse in his native tongue before shooting a glare at the other person. 

“How moronic could you be?” He all but growled at them.

    leave it to anakin to wander around and come face-to-face with someone that he would have preferred not facing.the dark energy was easy enough to detect, yet as he stumbled back, gaze flickering up -- that was when it really hit him. he had been but a child, frightened and uncertain of where his life would lead him the last time he had seen this imposing figure. now, he was different. he had changed greatly over the years he’d been alive. tilting his head at the growl, anakin adopted his trademark skywalker grin. “nice to see you too, maul. kind of disappointed you’re the one i had to run into.”

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what is most important to you?

     “i’m not so sure anymore. now?? it’d be trying to make amends for what i’ve done, as best as i can. i know that i don’t deserve forgiveness for anything that i’ve done, and i don’t expect it. but i want to apologize to all those i’ve hurt.”

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bvbafett:

                             “  bars are excellent.  ” the bounty hunter spoke out loud, to no one in particular, but he still spoke loudly. his beer was empty and he raised it up slightly to order another, not caring how he would eventually PAY for all of the beer he was drinking. “  being alive is truly excellent. but this? this is pure heaven if there ever was one.  ”

        “i’m still debating on the whole being alive thing.” it seemed no matter how many times anakin reached out through the force for answers, silence was the only response. settling down on a bar stool, his gaze dropped down to the glove covering his mechanical hand, flexing it curiously. “i guess it’s nice, running into a familiar face. especially one in the same boat as myself.”

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— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

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hello there everyone !! time to bring in my favorite dramatic lil’ shit, aka anakin skywalker.

okay so anakin is gonna be set past rotj, so everything in the prequels and the originals are all canon.

small warning for mental illness discussion further down

he is back in his 24 year old body before his fall to the dark side, but he has all the memories of everything he did as vader

feels a lot of guilt. like a hella lot. he did some awful, horrible stuff as darth vader and it’s pretty hard to deal with, but anakin is great at putting on a brave face and pretending he’s totally fine.

since returning to anakin, he has to remind himself that he’s not vader anymore, and that he wants to be better and redeem himself for all the awful shit he did

some of his old awkward ani traits have returned. he’s definitely not super scary like vader was anymore. he’s a bit more of that dork who doesn’t really know how to be smooth and can stumble a bit with words. and extremely emotional 

still loves his wife very, very much but alas, he remembers being the cause of her death and that destroyed him until his dying breath, and it still continues on now with his resurrection

definitely wants to make up things to his kids, but he was horrible to them and even tho luke forgave him, he still had leia’s home plane blown up soooo

right now, anakin is focusing on balancing himself and is slowly inching more towards being a grey jedi since he still has a huge pull to the dark side and the light side as a jedi was never gonna work for him

i do play anakin with borderline personality disorder ( BPD ). there’s stuff in the link there that discusses it since there’s numerous components to it. i’ve been studying anakin with my psychology studies since my freshman year of college and i always try my best to portray this, as he has many of the signs in canon and i wanna do him justice

that’s about all i can think of so if you wanna plot, my ims are open. i promise i don’t bite

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They say Lucifer fell because he loved God more than all the rest. Perhaps that is why I know that the way I love will destroy me too.

Downfall | M.C. ( via vespairs )

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Anakin Skywalker Darth Vader walking

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You’re going down a path I cannot follow.

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I’ll be good.

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sorry i haven’t been active but i’ve been sick all week and it hasn’t been fun. i’ll try to be on anakin and mordred tomorrow, see if i’m finally feeling any better. 

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conflictmade:

               AHSOKA ROCKS ON HER HEELS as she assesses the situation before her. none of it makes any sense. he SHOULD know her; they had been through so much and yet, there was no recognition in his eyes. she wants to circle him, but she doesn’t move. what she has learned, he would be able to counter. she has learned her BEST from him and obi-wan, after all. fingers move away from her sabers, but not far. she is showing a little bit of trust, but there is definitely something wrong.       “ my name is ahsoka tano, i’m your padawan, ”       she hesitates for a moment, wondering if she should have told him that, but then she plows forward,       “ are you POSITIVE you haven’t hit your head? ”

              THE SITUATION IS CERTAINLY ONE OF CONFUSION. no detection of a lie in the slightest. this girl truly believes what she is saying. perhaps that is the most dangerous thing of all. but anakin knows that he does not have a padawan. that was something he had NEVER desired before. this had to be some sort of trick -- something to mess with his head.     “you have to be mistaken. i don’t know who you are, and i certainly have never had a padawan. and i definitely never asked for one.”     blue hues gaze over her, frown in place.     “of course i HAVEN’T. perhaps you’re the one suffering from a head wound.”

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survivcrgirl:

“So I was thinking of applying to colleges here. Do you think NYU is a decent first choice?”

“i’m afraid i don’t know what this NYU is that you’re speaking of.”