gamcrsteph

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Daisy Ridley winking at John Boyega after he arrives late to a press conference for Star Wars: The Force Awakens

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[gamcrsteph]

fxckinginsaneinthebrain:

Well at least someone’s night was going well. It seemed that a night in with the Norths had been more… well, entertaining that Chloe’s. After all, once the Ambers had left, and Rachel had fallen asleep (which wasn’t saying much as the poor bastard was doped up to the eyeballs on painkillers, so wasn’t much conversation-wise as it stood), it had left Chloe idle with absolutely no desire to leave her to wake up alone.  

Until it had become unbearable, that is,  and she’d stumbled out of the room with both food and fresh air on the agenda.

“I’m glad all those all-night-cramming sessions finally came in handy for ‘ya. Shame there isn’t, like, a six-pack of energy drinks kickin’ around though, huh?” Chloe responded with a smirk, offering a small shrug as her hands remained stuffed into her pockets. “And everything’s… alright, I guess. I mean, Rachel’s being royally fucked by things but… she’s holdin’ in there. Believe it or not, she’s tougher than she looks.”

She knew that Steph probably meant it in a way that included both of them, but… Chloe couldn’t even answer that herself, never mind orate it out loud. But she brushed it off with a shake of her head, brow furrowed.

“How about you? Mikey? Are you both holding in there? I know you said Drew and Mr North went for food, but…”

“a six-pack of energy drinks may very well put me in cardiac arrest.” steph snorted, shaking her head. “but AT LEAST i would be at a hospital.” it was cool that chloe still had a joking manner, despite the terrible day she had. truthfully, these last couple days were terrible for many people of arcadia bay. between the wildfire and separate situations that somehow correlated together after all. perhaps that is just what happens when you’re from a small town. “i believe it. rachel is a badass, i’m just glad she’s going to be okay.” 

though steph was happy to hear news about rachel, she noticed that chloe hadn’t mentioned anything about herself. how she was doing, how she was feeling. chloe didn’t seem to be the type to open up so easily.

“oh, yeah. we’re doing just fine. mikey fell asleep awhile ago--but good news is we think he’ll get to go back home either today or tomorrow. . . my parents actually offered the open guest room to him, while mr. north is. . . figuring things out.” steph offered the other a half smile, arms crossing over her chest. 

“what about you, chloe? have you ate anything today?”

The Newest Rainbow

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andsurvived:

          AS SOON AS SHE TAKES A BITE OF THE REESES,  she makes a face.  ❛  ALRIGHT.  not that i’m not for this  ———  reeses inside a reeses idea,  but…  ❜  …  ❛  reeses,  by itself?  perfect;  just the right amount of peanut butter.  reeses inside a reeses?  too much peanut butter for  ANYONE  to handle.  ❜

rachel’s words caused the gamer to open her eyes, laughter ensuing. was this really their conversation right now? steph had to admit, the small rambles coming from the other was cuteness beyond words. “reeses inside a reeses sounds like too much.” she agreed with a lazy nod. her hand reaching to rest upon the left side of rachel’s chest, feeling her heart race--which was an effect of using cannabis. “you’re high.” steph teased the other.

[gamcrsteph]

reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise

not reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore

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wowzcrs:

       she was plopped down on her bed, knees curled tight to her with just enough room to rest the script on them. at first she had been super hesitant to read the script aloud with steph, but as time passed, she really got into it, occasionally adding in small gestures as she spoke. she’d never be anywhere near the other blackwell actors, but it was fun to try, especially with steph. and when it was over, she was almost sad it was done. “i seriously loved it. i know it’s supposed to be somewhat absurdism, but there was this stark reality to it. i almost felt like i was reading a cartier bresson photograph.”

steph felt all sorts of amusement whenever max got into the script, noticing every little quirk. from the tone of her voice to the gestures she’d make. it was adorable to say the least. she knew that not everyone got to witness this side of max, so that fact alone made her feel honored. steph couldn’t help but notice the spark in the other’s eyes, especially when photography was brought up. letting out a small laugh, she scooted a little closer and gently took the script from max’s grip. “yeah, i think it’s going to be an awesome show. every production seems to turn out better than the last. . . you’ll be at the show, right?”

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fxckinginsaneinthebrain:

@gamcrsteph gets a starter!

Good lord, Chloe never thought she’d be so happy to be walking around…

After hours upon hours of sitting in that stuffy hospital room, keeping vigilant over Rachel, she’d decided to stretch her legs while the blonde was asleep; a groan immediately leaving her as she stepped out of the room and leaned up against the side of the door, head falling back to bump against the wall.

Good lord it had been… a weird couple of days…

After taking a moment to compose and ground herself, she turned her head and looked down the corridor, initially thinking wistfully about the vending machine she’d managed to scrounge a candy bar from the day before. But then her eyes locked onto the one other person in the corridor, apart from the nurses that were bustling around with various files and medications.

‘Wow… I never thought Steph would still be here… New plan– go say Hi to Steph, and then grab food.’ She thought, a soft smirk forming, along with a mental shrug as she pushed away from the wall, padding down the corridor with her hands stuffing themselves into the pockets of her jeans, braces hanging from them loosely, until she stood about four feet away, an eyebrow cocked in amusement.

“… Yo, Gingrich… It’s late… Surprised you’re still hanging around here.” Chloe greeted with a small shrug, awkwardly shifting her feet as she stood. “You been put on Sentry duty? Or are you Elamon’s ride back to Blackhell?

steph tilted her head slightly, neck cracking in the process. BAD HABIT. the hospital chairs sucked, no doubt. but there was nowhere else she would rather be. she didn’t know how this was possible, but these last few days she never felt closer to mikey and the north’s in general. the aftermath of a terrible situation has led to moments that steph will remember for the rest of her life. 

mikey fell asleep almost an hour ago, the other north’s snuck out to get a late night meal. even though steph knew that her best friend would be safe on his own for a short amount of time, she still couldn’t bring herself to run out with them. HOWEVER, she had a desperate need to stretch out her limbs. walking back and forth in the hall sounded promising, even with the annoying bright lights. some even flickering, like a horror film.

AND SO SHE WALKED, aimlessly. eyes glued to her cell phone. texting her parents with a usual update, glancing at other texts from her fellow blackwell classmates. they all told her to send mikey good vibes from them, which was something that brought a smile to her lips. steph felt someone approaching her, she glanced up to see chloe. she wasn’t surprised to know that she was still here at the hospital. 

“WHAT CAN I SAY? i’m a night owl at the finest.” she joked, sending the other a soft and tired smile. “i’m just hangin’ out, waiting for drew and mr. north to come back with some food. how is everything on your end?”

The Newest Rainbow

[gamcrsteph]

andsurvived:

          ❛  is it  THAT  obvious that i landed a hit  —  or two  —  from  JUSTIN?  ❜  whether she’s kidding or not is…  UNKNOWN.  ❛  of course.  ❜  she took one of the two reeses’ from the package and held it out to  STEPH.  ❛  CHEERS.  ❜  she said,  as she clinked her reeses’ with steph’s.

@gamcrsteph  FROM  [  X  ]  

“i’m gonna have to go with a yes.” steph replied, quirking an eyebrow at the other. however, her serious demeanor couldn’t last for longer than a moment, finding rachel all too CUTE. “salut,” she bit into the reeses, savoring the flavors as she laid flat on her back with closed eyes. 

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whctthefuckever:

gamcrsteph ⟩⟩ liked for a starter

Nathan tried to wait until people cleared out after rehearsal but if he waited too long then Stephanie would leave too. Who knew if he’d get another chance for this before the first dress rehearsal? He let out a deep, wavering breath in an attempt at steeling his nerves. It didn’t help. This new medication had his nerves shot to shit. They hadn’t been great to start with…

“Hey, uh—got a minute?” Damn, this was a dumb idea.

steph was organizing around the drama room, her fellow classmates filing out left and right. the atmosphere had nothing but good vibes. aside from the unavoidable nerves, everybody seemed to be excited about the upcoming play. she couldn’t believe how close they were to OPENING SHOW. the gamer was humming to herself, but it came to a stop when she heard a familiar voice. 

“SURE THING. what’s up, nathan?”

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angclicwildfire:

rachel stuttered almost, clearing her throat before speaking again. “yeah. sure. let’s go with that.”

steph laughed a little, arms crossing over her chest. “i wouldn’t wear those pants for awhile then.”

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turnedtoglass:

honestly, she’s grateful for a firm grip on her hands, in some ways it feels like steph’s keeping her grounded, like a balloon that she wouldn’t dare to let float away. 

and chloe would swear something different, but the corners of her eyes well up with tears that she manages to blink away and disguise with a choked laugh. “some warrior - i can’t even face my own mother, let alone an armed barbarian horde.”

steph’s eyes never averted from chloe. thumbs brushing over the skin of her hands. it hurt her to see the other’s tears, she did notice them, no matter how hard chloe tried to hide them. “why do you feel like you’re facing her? she loves you. it may not seem that way sometimes, both of you are hurting and coping in your own ways. . . but i can only hope that she wants what is best for you. the both of you.” she paused, a small smirk appearing on her lips. “as for the horde, that’s my bad. you were going against the absolute DnD master, babe.”

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dragondiamonds:

                The smile that flickered across her lips lasted only a brief second, fading just as quickly.  Rachel knew that if Steph saw it at all, it would likely get mistaken for a twitch in her sleep.  She remained silent, eyes closed, and it took little acting for Rachel to showcase the shallow breathing that came from sleep.  

But, Rachel found herself smiling a little all over again.  It actually felt nice, hearing about Steph and Mikey   —   two people completely unrelated to the mess of the past two days… sort of.  She heard what happened with Mikey.  Rachel hoped he made a recovery soon.  He was always a sweet kid.

Slowly, Rachel took a deeper breath. She felt some of her strength return, Steph’s presence a welcome reprieve from all the drama and bullshit happening otherwise.  When Steph assured Rachel of her   —   and everyone else’s   —   support, she didn’t feel the lingering trace of suspicion that happened with her father.  It came as more of a relief than Rachel expected.

The confession only caught her  a little  off guard.   Rachel picked up on things, of course, but she and Steph simply didn’t spend enough time together for her to know either way.  Regardless, Rachel’s breath hitched slightly, and she kept her eyes closed just a little longer, a moment or two flickering past.  Briefly, she wondered if she should feel guilty for pretending to sleep.  Rachel decided that she didn’t.

❝  It’s… too bad I’m not… on my deathbed,  ❞   she murmured weakly, a smile in her voice as her eyes slowly opened.   ❝  I hear confessions are… more dramatic that way.  ❞

steph looked over rachel for a couple moments longer, just about ready to get up and walk back to mikey’s room. that was until she heard the sound of her voice. bright eyes widen at the realization of what was happening. what she just confessed. rachel’s words, along with meeting her in a gaze caused choked laughter to abruptly leave her mouth. steph’s face started to tingle with warmth, a rosy shade would soon settle on her cheeks. “you would say that, prospera.” she responded, shaking her head.

WHAT ON EARTH WAS SHE THINKING? spoiler alert, steph hadn’t been thinking at all. she meant every word to the other, but perhaps she shouldn’t have shared that rachel had been her crush for quite awhile. rachel already experienced too much in one day, what would she think of this? the gamer was found speechless, which was a rare occurrence for her. steph was usually bold, she wanted to make a move on rachel since the beginning of the school year.

out of all the places, all the scenarios steph imagined in her mind, she NEVER would have expected to admit her feelings to rachel in a hospital room. steph’s hands were absentmindedly shaking in a nervous manner. she was unsure of how much time had passed, maybe a minute and a half tops. steph’s eyes moved from the floor to the girl laying on the hospital bed. the smallest smile on her lips. “now you know. i’m sorry if i woke you.”

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[gamcrsteph]

fallasea:

SOOOO……….. LIKE.

I am ENTHUSIASTICALLY wanting to write with you but I am SLOW. 

I AM RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY TO GET OOC MESSAGES BUT I AM SLOW.

HOLY SHIT LIKE I ALWAYS FUCKING WEEP WITH UTTER FUCKING JOY WHEN I GET ASK IC BUT I AM S LOW. 

LIKE I AM GENERALLY VERY SLOW BUT I APPRECIATE MY MUTUALS. 

I AM SUPER RIDICULOUSLY SLOW BUT I REALLY want to LIKE CULTIVATE OUR MUSES RELATIONSHIP 100000% OKAY?

I’M JUST

SO SLOW

AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR THOSE WHO WAIT

AND YES WE CAN BE SLOW TOGETHER. 

[gamcrsteph]

As 2017 is dying

Anonymously send me something you’ve always wanted to tell me

[gamcrsteph]

[gamcrsteph]

send one to see how my muse reacts  /  soft edition.

[ trail ] for your muse to start a trail of kisses down my muses neck. 

[ shift ] for your muse to move hair off my muses face.

[ stroke] for your muse to gently stoke my muse’s face.

[ chin ] for your muse to gently grab my muses chin.

[ tuck ] to place a blanket on my muse.

[ wrap ] for your muse to walk into the room and say nothing before wrapping their arms around my muse. 

[ fidget ] for your muse to comfort mine during a bad dream.

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mines hair.

[ sponge ] for your muse to give my muse a sponge bath.

[ drape ] for your muse to help pull off / unzip my muses clothing