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Petition to name phainon x trailblazer x cyrene sun , moon and stars /j

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I am sometimes amazed at how easy it is for me to love someone else's otp or story...

Like...

Show me your love for them, why you love them, what makes you love them and I will fall in love with them from your words. At the same time, my favorite may change or remain the same. If it does not change, it simply means that I will share your love for the story or otp that you like, that you love.

I like love. If you share yours, I will be overwhelmed with it and that is precious.

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Continuing with this post, why am I so sure Caelus cooked for everyone?

So, Kafka. I can't lie, she seems like the kind of person who would (1) burn down the entire kitchen with a smile on her face for even being allowed in. And (2) burn/spoil all the food because no one taught her how to cook (she literally looks like an aristocrat who just went on a bender).

Blade. A master of weapons. Someone who forged blades, he wouldn't have time to cook. But he would obviously know basic dishes (I'm sure he was taught them by a deceased comrade from their quintet). So with him in the kitchen, you'd just get by on snacks and, possibly, noodles. (Although as a cook's assistant, he'd be great at following requests for slicing or following instructions step by step)

Firefly. I'm not even sure how much she needs to eat... And if she had time to study and cook when the war was going on. So she'll panic in the kitchen until someone comes along to fix it, so she can leave it to them.

Ellio... I don't even know what to say about him... I'm not even sure he's human (forgive me if the cat on every Stellaron Hunters poster confuses me)...

Silver Wolf? She doesn't even consider cooking as an option. She'll be the one ordering delivery or altering reality and stealing an order from someone's nose. (Of course, when she remembers that she's hungry at all, after an hour-long gaming marathon. Or if Kafka pulls her out)

Where would Caelus learn to cook then? First, from Blade's simple dishes. Then he asked for a recipe at some cafe or restaurant. And... He went to study and experiment. And the Hunters, having already tasted the new life and amazing dishes, helped in this endeavor from ingredients to an equipped kitchen, regardless of where they were.

Something like that...👉👈♥️✨

You may disagree with me, but... I'm a thousand percent sure that Caelus can cook. He cooks very well. And he amazes everyone he meets with his cooking skills.

He wonders from time to time where he learned to cook and for whom he used to cook all those dishes that he cooks intuitively, by muscle memory?

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I need more content in HSR.

Like…

I finished everything a week ago and now I just do dailies, do the quest event and… That's it?

Now I only need to lose in the divergent universe on hard difficulty.

I even completed Apocalyptic Shadow with all the stars…

Can I just have more content?..Missions?...Characters?..

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You can't tell me that the dynamic between these two Shens won't be perfect. I won't believe you. You're lying, blatantly and to my face. They're beautiful. I need more.

disciple!luo binghe finding out that shen qingqiu has a "companion" named shen yuan, who is sunshine personified and who can't seem to stop cooing over binghe, calling him the cutest little lamb and giving him food and an actual place to sleep and a real cultivation manual. binghe falls head over heels.

no one knows the actual relation between shen qingqiu and shen yuan, whether they are brothers, lovers, friends, just that shen yuan lives in the bamboo house and shen qingqiu is notoriously possessive about him and will resort to violence.

one day binghe witnesses shen qingqiu coldly rejecting shen yuan's attempt to cuddle and vows that when he grows up, he will spoil shen yuan as he deserves (shen jiu didn't actually reject his a-yuan, shen yuan was trying to distract him to steal sweets out of his sleeves and shen jiu is trying to make shen yuan eat actual food).

anyway, shen qingqiu eventually realizes that not only does he have to ward off his fellow peak lords (yue qingyuan stop buying him more candy and liu qingge stop leaving disgusting corpses on his porch!!), but the threat is coming from inside the house peak as well, and he kicks luo binghe into the abyss not because he's a demon, but for trying to poach shen yuan.

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Every time I listen to Ateez (Yeosang) - Legacy over and over again, I think of the edit or trailer of Phainon to this song.

And I just want to either rise, dance or die to this song.

No joke.

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Can we please have the next planet greet us with our old favorite Stellaron, and not with faction, emanator and aeon battles!!!Please. I beg you. Give us and the main character a rest.

I cried my eyes out, don't expect a "thank you".

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The height difference between the Aedes Elysiae trio is killing me.

I just imagined for a second that if they were sleeping together on the bed: Cyrene would be facing Caelus, curled up and buried in either his neck or chest; Caelus would be nestled around her, hugging her; and Phainon would be either behind Cyrene or behind Caelus, in a big spoon position, hugging them both, because he's huge! (And he'd obviously be clinging to them until the last minute in the morning, not letting go of either of them)

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Interesting facts about me.

1) I started thinking about my orientation at 11, when I realized that I don't fall in love with boys. I looked at my best friend and thought: "do I like girls then?"

I'm 21 years old, and I still think she's gorgeous. Like most of the girls around me~

2) In all these years, I've only received 4 confessions of love. The funniest part? 3 of them were from girls (Why is this funny? Same-sex relationships are hated in my country). One of them is still my friend with whom I can discuss literally everything, although we haven't reached a romantic relationship~

I just love my gorgeous girls~

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I've had this idea of Phainon and Caelus in my head for a while and...

Did I find a fanfic with a similar plot? Life is playing with new colors, but I still want to write my idea down in a fanfic one day.

Because, I swear, baby!Caelus was taller than baby!Phainon. It's just that our puppy grew up later.

What's the idea? Little Caelus suddenly appears in Phainon's homeland, remembers nothing about himself except his name and his desire to change something. Cyrene and Phainon find him, become friends, grow up and... fall in love (trio or only PhaiCae).

And then you can pile on the glass (sorry, angst) about canon. And, if possible, get to a happy ending.

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this is what phaiblazer looks like. to me

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Now let's just admire my laptop because I'm still in awe of how I put the stickers on!

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I got to thinking, sorry not sorry.

Headcanon that Caelus's (or MC's) jokes are the same way of overcoming lostness and finding oneself as March 7's photographs and imagination.

This is how they cope with the unknown of their past. Just as March tries to preserve every moment so as not to lose memories anymore (and comes up with over 60 versions of the past), so MC jokes and lives in the moment, because he has nothing left of himself (except for the blurry whispers of thoughts imposed by Kafka).

Love our lost children and respect them. Let's go through this journey of finding oneself with them. Because they are still kind to others, showing love and compassion.😭♥️

Thank you for reading my thoughts...♥️

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You may disagree with me, but... I'm a thousand percent sure that Caelus can cook. He cooks very well. And he amazes everyone he meets with his cooking skills.

He wonders from time to time where he learned to cook and for whom he used to cook all those dishes that he cooks intuitively, by muscle memory?

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It's pouring rain here. I was coming back from work in sandals, light trousers and a T-shirt. It felt like I had taken a cold shower.

I didn't like it.

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Me: *starts to get distracted* Me: *squirms uncomfortably and wants to do something* Me: *feels an internal itch* Me: …. Me: Not that again.

I'm glad I don't have ADHD because my internal inspiration and need to vent it is a nightmare. (Although isn't that similar to ADHD?I don't know...)

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Nothing makes me more happy and proud than finishing with all stars in Pure Fiction, Apocalyptic Shadow and Memory of Chaos.

Memory of chaos hates me. I'm done.