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next week is Ethan’s 7 year anniversary, which means this week is Sark+the royals 8 year anniversary and i’m.... gosh

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my brain today: no thoughts. just marco being a full ass dad

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marco’s such a dad you just KNOW he’s going to end up adopting a bunch of kids, 10/10 he at least adopts 1 tiny troubled werewolf at some point

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You just love to look the bad stuff.

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my need for a 90s romcom type of plot

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having the fucking time of my life with sam’s house tbh

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well it took me very little to hurt myself reblogging shit on sam’s sideblog huh? should have seen that one coming tbh

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let it be known that marco’s a REALLY good cook, like stupidly good. he cooks, he bakes, he makes up his own recepies, and everything he does tastes and looks great. it’s a very home like cooking, and he absolutely adores it. one of his love languages is cooking and he’s just the HOSTTM loves having people over (when he trusts them) and cook for everyone.

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finally re downloaded sims and started doing sam’s house. i’ve changed the aesthetic of it like 5 times already cause i suck

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but i mean really. the thought of sam having sat down to talk to someone who seems soo well put together, fulfilled, and just happy. and in the middle of the conversation he just dissociates because he’s trying to figure out what exactly is it that this person has but he is missing, how can he get whatever it is he needs to just... feel complete. has been sending me all morning.

and whatever you do do not think about how he sometimes will pick little traits from people as an attempt to mold his personality to theirs and maybe, just maybe that’ll help with how he feels. this also applies to lil traits of tomy that he smh made his own without realizing

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i have two braincells one is called sam and the other marco, and they are working extra hours to keep me alive.

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Santiago “Bedroom Eyes” Garcia

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i really woke up and said it’s get emotional over sam hours, huh?

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ok but that whole bit of sam finally being “ok with people seeing and properly acknowledge him as a human being” had me thinking and really just explains some things about him? like he truly hasn’t felt real or complete for a VERY long time. he continuously feels like there’s something off with him, and that’s one of the reasons (if not the main one) as to why he is constantly chatting and observing people. he does this in an attempt to figure out what’s the difference between him and them, what makes THEM feel real and whole, what is he missing? he’s trying to analyze this in order to try and sort of fix himself