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Recently finished Pokémon Violet was inspired to draw my team. I feel it came out better than I expected since I’m new to the whole digital drawing thing.

Particular proud of how the volcaron and garnacl came out.

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The way the audible version of DiscWorld has rincewind sound like a cowardly version of Victor Meldrew, has really helped me understand rincewind as a character.

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Just watched my cat vomit under a bird then lie under it for 30 minutes. Magpies came down and started eating it while my cat just stared at them.

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Gorse in bloom. Beautiful morning saw 2 jays and a rabbit

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Gorse in bloom. Beautiful morning saw 2 jays and a rabbit

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we can destroy the cycle of violence in Rusty Lake if we all try to drink it. Together.

a puddle can’t kill all of us

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Art challenge making one thing a day for a week:

Day 1 : starting with something more complex a clay model of the bioshock big daddy

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Love the design hate the prop.

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Couple of quick sketchs of some designs I've been thinking of. The one on the right is a Modified Soldier. The helmet he wears is permanently attached to his head and is secured by spikes stabbing into the body. It controls his thoughts and gives him enhanced endurance and allows him to use the abilities of the crystals inserted into the helmet.

The one on the left is 'The Modified Golem'. Once a man now grafted into oversized suit of armour. The only remaining scrap of its humanity can be seen in its helmet. Parts of its deformed and destroyed head can be seen in the gaps between the bars of its helmet. It works as a heavy in its creators private army, submissive to all their commands. Using its emense strength to do hard labour and crushing those who stand in its way.

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Right, ax you can see from the last post I’ve been playing HL2. Now, people have recently discovery that a model for on of the corpses use the face of an actual burn victim corpse. Right as I find this out from a video I see the corpse in the game, it’s hard to describe the dread it made me feel.

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Been replaying HL2 and found that the character I care most about are the antlions in sandtraps and nova prospect sections. I grieved for everyone which died. Referred to them as children.

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The description to all my creative endeavours

me writing up another nigh on nonsensical block of text at 1am

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Excerpt from ‘Mellification Eternal’

“But it is impossible to find just by looking deep inside yourself. As the soul is inter connected with the flesh of our body fogs the third eye. So to see the imprint of God we would need to separate the body from the soul. But this is hard to do to the self so we must capture the soul of another and then view it from there.

I believe that a method of doing this has already been discovered: the mellified man. An ancient Arabian process of mummification involving sacrifice. The only issue is this variation of the process focuses on the flesh not the soul. It cures damages to the body. But by adding the alchemical compound: [ILLEGIBLE] it focuses on the preservation of the soul. We can then use this solution to reach enlightenment."

Our founder, Aldous Henwick's founding thesis 1764.

These are the words that lead us to enlightenment. Two years later Aldous shed his mortal shell and became enlightened.

Our understanding of the mellication process dictates that you should add the chemicals to the honey before mummification for the best results. Though adding the chemicals post mellification the results will be less efficient and may prove toxic.

The process works as the chemicals in the honey change the crystallization process so that the structure changes to capture the soul instead of the flesh. The consumption of this substance will open the third eye because the soul in the honey will enter your mind and you can easily view it and it will reflect your own. Knowing what your own soul contains helps sharpen the third eye.

The modern mellified man does still involve the self sacrifice that the ancient variation did. Though instead of dying of malnutrition, we take a solution of the chemicals which places you in a deep near endless sleep. The mummification in the honey will then separate the soul from flesh killing the body but the soul will live on. We are certain that this process will help the sacrifice reach enlightenment too.

As for me I have been elected to stay behind to bring others to God for what can a religion become without a prophet. I hope in doing this I too will reach enlightenment.

Excerpt from the diary of Aldous Henwick

6th October 1766 : I have got it. The honey of enlightenment, the food of the Gods. While it is impure by using my alchemical skills I can make it show me God. I have ⁸obtained two months' supply. it may have cost a small fortune but it will all be worth it.

8th October 1766: Two days I have been taking it. I have experienced no effects. The taste though the taste it is curious. The mouth is filled with good and evil. The glorious taste of honey is vilified by the flesh of the poor soul that sullied this honey. Nevertheless I shall persist, no one ever said gaining enlightenment would be painless.

13th October 1766: Oh joy! Only one week in and the treatment is working. I'm thinking on a higher plane. My third eye must be opening.

18th October 1766: My eyes have now adjusted to my enlightened mind. I now see what lesser ones can't. I saw my late great uncle at breakfast today, and made a servant fetch him some food. Despite his objection that no-one else was at the table. I do also believe that I saw an angle. It did not say a thing but its look told me all I needed to know.

19th October 1766: I have discovered these ghastly figures that lurk within my abode. I can't believe that I could not see them before and now I'm disgusted that I could even live in the same house as those beasts. They are so strange, they take a human shape but are pure black and all of them are in some way deformed. One I saw with an extremely stretched and twisted next . Another had one elongated arm and one swollen bulbous arm. Yet another had two heads which were horrifically fused together. I've only seen them at the end of corridors in my home. I pray I'm never near them.

25th October 1766: one of those horrid beasts charged me, in my own home! I heard it rambling and crying. When I went towards it. It charged me. I can't even forget those terrible seconds out of my head. How I wish I couldn't see clearly? Those cursed bloodstained eyes. Worse still its jaws, its jaws. They were like Satan's very own. They were crooked, some chipped but all rotten and razor sharp. I pray for my protection.

31st October 1766: The beasts hound me. I've had to lock myself in my bed chamber. They charge me in the corridors and hunt me in my home. Even still they taunt me from the other side of my door. The beasts scream my name. Even in this stronghold if I look away from the corners I risk inviting those wretches in. Is this a test or a punishment from God? I will try to hold on but I fear I may not reach the end.

2nd November 1766: Am I a fool or Am I a martyr. Either way I shall see God. [More is written but it's illegible].

Newspaper excerpt titled dated 1766:

The Curious Death of Aldous Henwick

On the 6th of November local aristocrat Aldous Henwick was found dead in his bed chamber under exceedingly strange circumstances. Firstly, he seemed to have died of malnutrition despite their being in his own well stocked manor. When servants were questioned about this, one replied,"He had locked himself in his quarters with no food nor drink except that damn honey for five days straight. Any time I check on him, he would scream back to leave him in peace."

That conveniently brings me to the second point Henwick seemed to have frequently been consuming honey which when inspected further contained some amounts of a toxic chemical, another possible cause of death.

My third point, a coroner inspecting the body claimed to have seen claw marks all across the body. Though all called to check didn't claim to see any. This however is most likely the hallucinations of an old feeble mind.

The most interesting point I have seen is the will. Which amongst other details emphasizes that 'Aldous Henwick should be mummified in honey.' This ludicrous demand has stumped the undertakers. Though if it is to go through it has been estimated that shall bring Henwick's estate into bankruptcy.

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I now realised how much I relate to Newt out of Good omens. I’m fascinated by coding and have been working on attempting to make ‘games’ for a while and every time I tried to change or add something, something else and…

I’m on the part of the cycle were I’ve made progress but am slowly losing hope.

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