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Ive had so much diet Pepsi today I feel flooded but it's better than eating

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I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

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I don’t think you can do it. - Very long m3ansp0 that isn’t about your weight.

This is some m34nsp0 with a theme on the idea of being wannarexic - the idea isn’t based on your weight, rather behaviours. It’s not gonna be ‘faty loose wait 🤬🤬’ basically.

Hey, you. I see you scrolling through tumblr, past posts of th¡nspo and b0dychecks. People venting about their hatred of themselves, their nature of overeating, their lack of a thigh gap, whatever else.

You think you’re better, because at least you don’t voice those issues yourself. But let’s face the truth: I don’t think you can do it.

I don’t know you, but I know your habits.

I know you probably have a high limit of calories to eat in a day that you’ve managed to convince yourself is starvation. I’m guessing it’s over 800.

I know you cringe when you notice yourself scarfing down a meal with your friends or family at an unnecessary speed, but you don’t have the control to stop yourself. I know those around you see it too and feel just as embarrassed.

And back to your limit, I’m sure it’s not enough for you. I’m sure you binge every other day. Maybe you’ve been in that cycle for a while, hm?

And on the topic of binging. I’m sure you’re familiar with the feeling of opening tumblr mid session, and you see all these posts validating that ‘anorexics binge too ❤️’ and that you must be ill. So you keep going. Your heart aches more than your stomach by night knowing that you’ll never be in control like this. But of course. Anorexics binge too, right?

I know you walk past your kitchen and see leftovers out and can’t help but take one bite. And one bite turns into two, then three, and all of a sudden you’ve eaten the whole thing.

I know you say that anything green’s calories doesn’t count even though you barely can stomach a piece of lettuce. I know that most calories you consume aren’t counted for.

Above all. I know you’re infatuated with the idea of sickness. You see these ultra thin women and think about how you’d be noticed if you were that skinny. You want the attention. I don’t blame you. I want the attention too.

You make too much fuss over your illnesses when you get them. You insist you have to eat when you feel like you’re about to puke your guts out.

You aspire to be the most messed up you can be. You, in fact, say you are. But you’re embarrassing yourself.

Everyone. Can. See. It.

Everyone can see that you can’t fast for even half the day. Even if you’re not that fat, you’d be given heavy side eye for even suggesting you skipped a meal. Your nature doesn’t allow for it. You aren’t strong enough. I don’t think you can do it.

So prove me wrong. Put down that food. Go on a walk. Show me, show yourself, that you’re truly sick.

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I'm getting abs!!!

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Never thought I'd be my age, thought I wouldnt get past 13

Having to live a future you didn’t think you’d be alive for is so fucking hard

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I couldn't fit into these pants two days ago but now I can. My scale is broken so I cant see if I lost weight or was just bloated but either way I'm making progress since last week. (Ignore my badge from middle school)

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November I will get skinny

November I will get skinny

November I will get skinny

November I will get skinny

November I will get skinny

November I will get skinny

November I will get skinny

November I will get skinny

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Can anyone help me make a plan to get skinnier since I'm not sick enough to recover yet?? Please keep my brain is so foggy I can barely go to school.

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Thinsporation: The ability to one day fit your thighs on a tiny children's slide