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tw @na but also recovery???

guys, its crazy going from “Im going to join this sport becaues it seems fun and it will make me skinnier” to “being a good runner is ,ore important than being skinny” like I think joining Cross Country/track has broken my brain, like tf you mean I dont mind eating carbs because “Carbs make you run faster” and I eat during the day so I can run my best at practice. Like this accidental recovery shit is crazy. So ig for now im kinda better? Idk i will probably be on here in a few months going back to my old ways lol. Old habits die hard. <3

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YOU control food. IT does not control you.

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i wonder if ed sheeran knows about his association with the ed community

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Let’s be honest here

Obviously being hungry sucks but the absolute soul crushing disappointment after eating feels much worse

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seeing someone with a thigh gap irl is more triggering than any thinspo tbh

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Anorexia Watchlist

Movies

For The Love of Nancy (1994)

When friendship kills (1996)

The Perfect Body (1997)

Girl Interrupted (1999)

Sharing the Secret (2000)

Huger Point (2004)

Emma Wants to Live (2004)

Maledimiele (2004) about mi@

Thin (2006)

Feed (2007)

Starving in Suburbia (2014)

God Help the Girl (2014)

My Skinny Sister (2015)

Little Miss Perfect (2016)

To the Bone (2017)

Feed (2017)

The Brief Life of Catherine (2019)

Shows

Everything Now

Heartstopper

Pretty Little Liars

Red Band Society

Skins uk

The O.C.

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I hate being fat. But I also love food. The moment I hit my gw I’ll just eat at maintenance. Or at least that’s what I tell myself

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(𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓹𝓲𝓬𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮, 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓣𝓲𝓴𝓣𝓸𝓴)

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i am only 10kg away from my ugw, it CANNOT be THAT hard so why is it taking me soo long 😭😭😭😭

basically two more extreme diets AND IM DONE,

if i just try reaaaally hard for 2 months without fail then ill be there, ill be done before i even start college on january 25th!!

best bit is i have a group interview on december 2nd so the fellow students there will get to see me before and after the weight loss >:3

i just have to really lock in NOW

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whenever i feel like bingeing i will have an everything shower, do my hair and makeup and put on my prettiest outfit to remind myself how pretty i am, and why would i wanna ruin that? it really motivates me to change my mind, because i just so much effort into looking pretty, and i dont wanna waste it all by bingeing ^^

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when everyone is worried about your health but you‘re just a chill guy who wants to lose some weight

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