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i glance at my dying money tree and

wonder if perhaps it thrives best when

left alone

and feel a pang of jealousy

knowing i could be thriving

alone

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it honestly crushes me that I'd be more upset about not seeing my cat every day than I would him

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wait sorry so you just want me to be your therapist then? is that the bottom line?

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also im sorry but if u think that that was me telling you "you're wrong" you got another thing coming

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AHHHHHH AHHH AHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHHHHHHHH

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you know what you can all fuck yourselves

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"sometimes god shines

her light on my face, standing

in my kitchen eating food that's

gone bad

i wonder if she's picked this moment to laugh at me,

or perhaps to show me that

sour butter won't kill me

to prove that i can survive

worse

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Kiss trans men. Hug trans men. Stare deeply into trans men's eyes. Appreciate trans men. Make out with trans men. Play with trans men's hair. Let trans men know they are loved and valued and handsome. Fall in love with trans men. Grow old with trans men. Sit by a lonely creek with trans men. Hold trans men's hands. Appreciate the moment with trans men.

Kiss trans women. Hug trans women. Stare deeply into trans women's eyes. Appreciate trans women. Make out with trans women. Play with trans women's hair. Let trans women know they are loved and valued and beautiful. Fall in love with trans women. Grow old with trans women. Sit by a lonely creek with trans women. Hold trans women's hands. Appreciate the moment with trans women.

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"I often wonder what my grandma

actually thinks about me

when I'm talking about death

in all corners of my mind and

she rests her head (with

short hair, not like I

remember) on her hand

and watches as I talk

she motions to her wife

(when did they get married?)

that I talk too much and they laugh

and continue to let me talk

I often wonder if I talk too much

and wonder why silence is just

sometimes easier

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despite it all im glad i get to live in a world with weird faggots. at least we have each other.

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Desejo seu corpo, seu beijo, seus sussurros, seus gemidos, seu toque, a sua voz rouca perto do meu ouvido, seus dedos traçando caminhos no meu corpo. Desejo você em mim, fundo, lentamente, com força e intensamente.

Deseje-me, tenha-me.

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