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i wonder if my mom knows im not irritated at her but im irritated at the fact that i just h4te myself so much, my body, my face everything about myself i just feel so humiliated by simply being seen and that ill live in this body forever, the fact that ill live in this constant cycle of st4rv1ng, 0mad, b1nging, giving up and starting again

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how many calories does an afternoon of misery burn

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im such a filthy disgusting ugly grotesque revolting sickening displeasung girl

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today’s thinspo

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on the verge of tears when im trying to pack for a trip and all i can notice is how f4t i look in every outfit i was excited to out together and wear but i cant because my mom is in the same room as me

i dont even want to go anymorei just cant everything sucks and i know my parents are gonna comment on what i wear and my mom is just going to criticise everything i wear

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You know that feeling when everything finally settles into place and you feel really great?

Cause I don't

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actually crying my dads so annoying right now

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gonna be me when i come back to school

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i know it's necessary but UGHHHHHH i hate exercises! THEY HURTTTTTTTTT i just wanna be pretty without having to lay on the DIRTY DUSTY FLOOR and do a bunch of exercises that make my back hurt worst than my grandma's

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Doesn’t matter how many times I hear I am pretty or I am nice

I know I am not and it sucks

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realist shit ever she is an inch taller than me yet her body proportions make her look tall because shes thin with long slender legs and a slim torso like kill me now

wdym my sister is my biggest th!nsp0 like she doesn't even try and she's tall and sk!nny as shit like bro ts is not fair 💔💔💔

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I would DIE for it oh my god

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how do people like being hungry i hate it so much my tummy is growling and twisting so bad i feel sick and its about to hit 4 i still cant sleep and i cant go downstairs and grab a snack because everyones asleep and i know im going to b1nge

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"i want to be th1n but i dont want to want to be th1n i just want to not care"