heldgod
heldgod
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heldgod ยท 2 days ago
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starter call : feel free to request a muse but if you don't, i'll simply throw whoever i feel fits best at you. will be written and posted tomorrow after work !
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heldgod ยท 3 days ago
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the bear dropping tomorrow.... does everyone have their aus ready what about your mise en place chefs are we ready for service hello chefs????
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heldgod ยท 5 days ago
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told seph i'm gonna give her a reply by wednesday at the latest and they put it in their CALENDAR???
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heldgod ยท 6 days ago
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starter call : feel free to request a muse but if you don't, i'll simply throw whoever i feel fits best at you. will be written and posted tomorrow after work !
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heldgod ยท 6 days ago
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starter call : feel free to request a muse but if you don't, i'll simply throw whoever i feel fits best at you. will be written and posted tomorrow after work !
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heldgod ยท 6 days ago
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heldgod ยท 6 days ago
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abarat, pt. 1.
dialogue prompts from abarat by clive barker.
would you prefer it if the world didn't care?
we live in the most boring town in the country.
i can't find anything worth writing about.
you've got a little morbid streak in you.
all kinds of strange things happen at hotels.
if you don't give people second chances, how are they ever going to change?
there's the history that finds its way into the books, and the history that doesn't.
take good notes. i don't have time to say anything twice.
you get one life, and you'd better make the best of it.
love can be the best thing in life, and it can be the worst. the absolute worst.
i guess all of us are waiting for our ships to come in, some way or another.
some of us live in hope, but you have to, don't you?
why can't you be normal?
i think you've got a touch of magic about you.
it's not pleasant, but at least i understand it.
we're going home.
you're entirely too inquisitive.
the less you know, the better for you.
i take no pleasure in putting holes in living things.
a promise isn't worth much, in my experience.
you can't do this to me. you can't leave me here.
wherever you go, i go.
you may as well hear the truth.
we don't have a lot of thieves. we don't have a lot to steal.
some people you meet are too important to ever be forgotten.
we'll meet again, i know we will.
my mother just makes me feel empty.
don't come in if you don't want to.
i just thought you looked in need of a fire.
if you wear those wet clothes much longer, you'll get phlegmatic.
i'm not an angel. very far from it.
this is the wrong place to look for mercy.
were you spying on me?
i'm sorry. i think it's better if you go.
you have no idea what i'm talking about, do you?
tell me. i can keep a secret.
i don't believe in accidents. everything is working toward some greater purpose.
i haven't had pleasant experiences, where love is concerned.
i'll find a way. i always find a way.
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heldgod ยท 6 days ago
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the vampire diaries: season 2 [1/2].
dialogue prompts from season two of the cw's the vampire diaries.
if you want to forget it happened, fine. but i can't.
no good deed goes unpunished with you, does it?
maybe i missed you. is that an acceptable reason?
how can i play with you if i don't know the rules?
it's been a big day of sorrys from people who don't really give a crap.
we need to stay united against _____.
you're still young. you're still finding yourself.
i don't believe in that 'family legacy' stuff.
very brave of you to come here.
kiss me or kill me. which will it be?
that's me: the trusty bodyguard, calm in a crisis.
is it safe to talk?
you blow through your trust fund already?
talk about a town where history repeats itself.
sorry i don't have any milk and cookies to offer you.
men and their baggage.
can you read minds, too?
you're the one person on this entire planet that i never wanted to hurt.
you loved me once. love me again.
it was easy to get inside your head.
what is it about you that makes me still care?
relax. i know you know my secret.
i look at you and i see an angel.
i didn't want to be saved.
nice is overrated.
i'm not listening to any more of your 'give peace a chance' crap.
are you really just gonna pretend like i don't exist?
really? you're gonna play morality police with me right now?
you're judging again.
i will always know. i will always be one step ahead of you.
we're really not supposed to be in here.
i don't particularly enjoy any of this, if you haven't noticed.
it never ends well for people like me.
how does one stab oneself?
they're going to want to hear the story from you.
unlike me, you're one of the good ones.
i need to wake up and know that the people i love are safe. i need to feel safe. do you understand that?
death would have been too kind.
i guess i just need to say it and you need to hear it. i'm sorry.
i don't want to run anymore. i don't have anywhere else to run to.
i don't need your help, but i think you need mine.
you came to bribe me?
i haven't even told you the best part of the story.
caring gets you dead, huh?
why do you care? we've never been friends before.
we've never been close. not like this.
i don't want you to be alone.
i've been dead before. i got over it.
don't be such a grump.
stay put and stop trying to get yourself killed.
i want to help, but i don't know what to do.
it's okay. you'll fight through it, okay? just fight.
i'm staying right here. i'm not going anywhere.
you really are determined to die, aren't you?
when you live long enough, everything disappears.
you went on a murderous rampage. it happens.
you need to fight. i know you're scared, but you have to do it, anyway.
why are you so nice to me?
why is it so hard for you to let someone else help you?
it's like you don't want anyone to care about you, but i'm sorry, i care. sorry if i've overstepped my boundaries by actually giving a damn.
everyone just needs to stop kissing me!
humanity's not all it's cracked up to be.
you are ruining our perfect day with your strange philosophical babbling.
there's been enough doom, gloom, and personal growth for one night.
how is it even possible to keep a secret like that?
you may be my father, but i am never going to be your daughter. you got that?
you don't have to pretend with me.
you help your friend. that's what you do.
it's not always like this, is it?
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heldgod ยท 6 days ago
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DEATHLESS.
the following prompts were taken from the novel deathless by catherynne m. valente, an american novelist & poet. the novel was loosely based on the tale of koschei the deathless, incorporating other elements of russian mythology, & setting it against the backdrop of the russian revolution. feel free to change the pronouns / prompts as you see fit, but be warned โ€“ below the cut, it๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝs quite long !
โ› the service of your body is not yours to give as you please. โœ
โ› you probably wonโ€™t survive. โœ
โ› go. run. donโ€™t look behind you. โœ
โ› i have come for the girl in the window. โœ
โ› i will never be without information. โœ
โ› i will see him with his skin off before i fall in love. โœ
โ› if the world is divided into seeing & not seeing, i will always choose to see. โœ
โ› secrets are jealous things, permitting no fraternization. โœ
โ› no, itโ€™s not like that, when magic comes. โœ
โ› magic does that. it wastes you away. once it grips you by the ear, the world gets quieter & quieter until you can hardly hear it at all. โœ
โ› the sight of it bruised my heart so that i cannot think about anything else. โœ
โ› iโ€™ll be so quiet, iโ€™ll never talk again. โœ
โ› keep me & obey me, for i am your husband, & i can destroy you. โœ
โ› i shall be clever, & i shall not let him go. โœ
โ› it is a new world, & we do not wish to be left behind. โœ
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heldgod ยท 7 days ago
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A PRIVATE & SELECTIVE MULTIMUSE, CONDUCTED BY ARIES. โ€” โ€บ ๐‘๐„๐†๐”๐‹๐€๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐’ & ๐‘๐Ž๐’๐“๐„๐‘ , ๐๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐‘๐„๐’๐“ , ๐‘๐„๐’๐Ž๐”๐‘๐‚๐„๐’
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general โ€บ bigots, transphobes, zionists, ilk of that nature โ€” kill yourself and definitely don't interact with me. don't be a dick, don't steal anything, i'll do my best to be genuine, honest, and respectful ; i just ask you do the same.
activity levels โ€บ sporadic and fluctuating. i'll be online when i'm online. i have multiple jobs, i'm pursuing another degree, i'm a busy bitch! activity will come when it comes, but you can feel free to prompt me every now and again โ€” there's just no promise that it'll result in anything concrete.
following โ€บ i follow those i want to write with and hopefully befriend, but me following doesn't equate to an automatic friendship, if that makes sense. not here to be lovebombed or manipulated into another harmful or one-sided friendship. if you're not interested in me following you, please go ahead and hardblock. this blog is meant to be private, so i implore my mutuals โ€” please don't reference / hand out my url unless i give you permission.
interactions โ€บ do not follow this blog first. currently prioritizing plotted dynamics above all, with a severe focus on quality and developed replies before anything else. i'm very selective in who i follow, so if i feel you don't fit the mold, you will be softblocked. don't take it personally.
aesthetics โ€บ not a priority here. this space will be iconless, with minimal text formatting. so long as i can read your reply, go nuts.
triggers โ€บ i like to explore nitty gritty and potentially triggering content such as discussions of abuse, substance use, mental health issues, violence, etc. in no way, shape or form is my exploration of these topics meant to glorify or fetishize them, but i won't be shying away from harsh topics. triggers are tagged following the trigger // format, but please prioritize yourself โ€” viewer discretion is advised.
introduction โ€บ hey, i'm aries. sporadic tumblr user returning to really dig into this fuck ass hobby. she/her pronouns. not white. discord available upon request, but only if the chemistry is there. if you know me by a different alias, i ask that you please use aries in public.
do not interact โ€บ if you're under twenty years old. or if you're going to give me a headache, lmfao. i'm just here to write and vibe with my friends.
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akasha โ€บ of anne rice's vampire chronicles. queen of the damned. immortal. bisexual and demiromantic. ryan destiny. [ available verses include : general show canon ( main ) , the queen of the damned , star wars. ]
carlos oliveira โ€บ of resident evil three. a mercenary turned hero. 21 to 45 years old. bisexual & biromantic. adam rodriguez. [ available verses include : resident evil 3, post re3 ( main ) , general marvel / dc. ]
faith lehane โ€บ of btvs / ats. ex-bad girl trying to make it okay. 17 to 35 years old. bisexual and biromantic. jessica alba. [ available verses include : canon divergent show timeline ( main ), iwtv , star wars , resident evil. ]
finn โ€บ of star wars. a defector turned hero. 21 to 26 years old. bisexual and biromantic. john boyega. [ available verses include : canon divergent sequels timeline ( main ), prequels , knight of ren, slice of life , iwtv. ]
hinata hyuga โ€บ of naruto. her family's greatest failure. 15 to 25 years old. bisexual and biromantic. faceclaim tbd. [ available verses include : shippuden , blank period ( main ) , slice of life , general vampire. ]
tenten โ€บ of naruto. a girl beyond the blade. 15 to 25 years old. bisexual and biromantic. faceclaim tbd. [ available verses include : shippuden , blank period ( main ) , jjk , slice of life , general dc / marvel. ]
trudgen ren โ€บ of star wars. the armory of the ren. 18 to 28 years old. bisexual and demiromantic. manny jacinto. a knight of ren original character. [ available verses include : canon divergent sequels timeline ( main ) , vampire. ]
tyrone johnson โ€บ of cloak and dagger. a cloak of darkness to her light. 17 to 25 years old. heterosexual and heteroromantic. aubrey joseph. [ available verses include : post c&d show ( main ) , general marvels / dc , vampire. ]
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