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food diary 3/4

- subway veggie delite salad 92

- bottle of coke no sugar 1

- 2 biscoff cookies 75

- microwave vegan bolognaise 213

- 1 party spring roll 45

- 2 more biscoff cookies 75

(497)

burnt off: 165

total: 332

idk how i’ve done this

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social distancing workouts

weekly workouts and how to accurately calculate cals !!

these are very easy and basic workouts, obviously you can mold it to your own level of activity but if you’re just getting started in being active this is great 🤗

dm me for credit if these are your posts

stay safe loves ���🏽

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i keep eating

quarantine has taken away my opportunity to not eat. i feel so fat and ugly all the time. i’m really trying to get back into this. i need to. i can’t keep fattening myself up like a barnyard animal getting ready for the slaughter.

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i’ve been gone for a while. i was eating and stuff. but then i remembered i’m a gross and shitty person who doesn’t deserve to live

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all my friends keep hanging out without me and no one actually likes me. i’m going to starve until they start to care about me.

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she’s gorgeous

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i have school photos tomorrow and i am too ugly and i’m gonna cry when i see my picture. help

also i have over 100 followers so thank you gourgeous people! 💖🦋🥰

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it’s good to be back on my bullshit

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my friend got me normal coke once. i had to hold back my tears

sorry if this has been done before lol

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i’m ungrateful

most people go through way worse than me. i know this is true, so why do i hate my life so much when so many would be grateful for it? i’m clearly ungrateful and unworthy

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whoops?

so i just cut myself for the first time in a while. don’t drink kids

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fuck

i wanna die

i wanna die

i wanna die

i wanna die

i wanna die

i wanna die

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i want school?

i can barely eat on school days and i miss it so much. i hate school but i want to go back so i can truely get back on track. wtf is this

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my competitive ed :(

i went out for dinner with friends. i ate with them but a lot less. the two of them are tall and skinny (girl and guy) and hanging out with them is a big reason i got bad this time a year ago. i think hanging out with them and eating with them triggers me coz i’m constantly focused on eating less. i love them both and don’t wanna stop hanging out with them. i make it a rule that i have to eat half of what they do. i also get extremely anxious and act all weird and they know and they ask if i’m ok and tell me to eat but it makes me so sad that i worry them and act like this

if anyone has any advice or anything feel free to let me know coz hoes are struggling and i’m hoes

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FOOD DIARY 6/1

- microwave vegan bolognaise 213

- 2 veggie spring rolls approx. 296

- bit of some vermicelli and salad mix approx. 50

- peach iced tea with pearls 1/2 sweetness 178

i didn’t exercise, jet lag got me fucked up

TOTAL: 819

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am i the only one who gets too scared to get out of bed in case i get too close to the kitchen and loose all control

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I LOST 2 KILOS OVERNIGHT OMG!!