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im going to explode in the kiln

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Stalker much? (cam boy AU) - 46 pgs on ptrn

Made a collection with all the parts and extras for this AU on P๑tre◍n ♡

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Guy who is touch starved but emotionally repressed goading you into punching him for completely normal reasons

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I do think 'fandom police' is a better term for antis. Because 'anti' gives them too much legitimacy. They aren't just 'anti certain kinds of fiction or ships.' they're pro censorship, harassment, and fascism. call them what they are. wannabe cops

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please rb this with what you associate self-indulgent fanfiction with

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you know how dogs shake their head with a toy and the stuffing scatters all around the room

that's me when fanfiction

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Beautiful older woman at the party asks me why such a cute kitten like myself wears a collar despite having no master and I, in turn, ask her if she knows what a Ronin is.

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For the purposes of this question, "influencer/minor celebrity" includes anyone who makes enough money to live on by doing public-facing creative work, e.g. art, performance, writing, making videos, etc– but isn't necessarily rich.

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will any amount of research for this fic ever be enough :D

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wdym you have a rock band Toji au 😭😭😭 I had a dream about him 2 nights ago... he wrote this for mamaguro

HSBSKMDLWMS swallows lump in throat

I NEVER POSTED THE ART FOR IT ON TUMBLR BUT I WILL WHEN I MAKE A NEW FINISHED DRAWING OF HIM I SWEAR

It's literally why I started my fatass toji playlist ejndkemdk and it all started bc I saw a video of someone tying their hair up with underwear i- also don't understand my thought process but it's fun and involves a FUCKLOAD of the jjk cast! (This was back in... november at the precipice of the fall into brainrot) it has a lot of Plot for NO REASON n I've picked a bunch of albums to redraw the band members (which change A LOT) in. Also my oc/sona is in it bc why not YUMESHIP LFG there's so much story before the story actually takes place I'm lmfao too much backstory shit with mamagumi n megumi n kenjaku and mahito and stsg but its mushy tjdr/drtjkn endgame so nyehehheheh

Really it's all an excuse to think up a bunch of characters in cool punk/poppunk/punkrock getup n discussing music at different levels/branches of Nerd even tho I know essentially fuckall abt music+music history (love learning bs thru my hyperfarts)

our neural pathways are syncing >:3c

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RIGHT like if we hold back and make it less weird then. we're kind of disrespecting ourselves. like. what better place to be a freak than on ao3 anyway T_T

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jesus christ why do I have to make everything weird

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imagine hitting a boulder with a sounding rod and it evaporates the shadow demons LMFAO

[forgor the word tuning fork]

so the sounding rod—

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omg right 😭😭 I try not to read my own fics beyond like. proofread / edit just before posting + later when I forgot too much to keep writing / when I'm actually able to read and enjoy it (which is. crazy to experience and rly great actually. like ig technically I wrote this but I remember nothing and it's making me kick my feet and cry and I'm. ？？) and this helps a lot!!

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jesus christ why do I have to make everything weird

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totally not crying after having a good dream wkkcnancjanc who do I even talk to about this

my mother married someone else. so we had a decent relationship?? he was actually nice. had a young son who was diagnosed with autism, whose needs were accommodated.

my boundaries were also respected. like when we were all in my room, I told everyone to get out so I could clean. and they did, and it was chill and understood. and my mother hesitated like she wanted to torture me a little but she didn't. not really.

she ate all my soup though after I'd offered it to her. which meant I had no more plantains. but we just. worked on the grocery list together. and since she'd added an ingredient that I'm allergic to, I put the rest of the soup in the fridge for her.

really though, as I was washing the dishes in my room (idk why the sink was there) there was this wire shelf that had some music in it. 2 cassette tapes and a CD were half hanging out, but i left them there. bc those were songs that I was working on.

and I was so excited to show them to my father figure.?? like I was disappointed that I didn't get to in the dream. some of them had drafts at least of album art, blue and green on the cover. though I would have played them myself. Just myself and the guitar.

I thought about playing them for the kid, too. but thought he would appreciate it without critique, and I think I wanted that. constructive criticism. to get better at it.

it's so funny bc irl I get so distrustful and nervous w family stuff. I can't fucking imagine what it's like to have one without scapegoating, isolation, torture, cult tactics, csa, incest, etc etc.

and this was. like idk I got to experience it and what the fuck man. this is what it could have been like?

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What if we hyperfixated together? 😗 JK JK… unless- 😏

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