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you need to understand that i have two sets of headcanons. there's the set of realistic headcanons based on my genuine reading of the show, and then there's me playing pretend with my dolls.

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frankly i feel absolutely no, probably even negative, kinship with childfree people who hate children lol that’s not why i’m childfree… i’m actually childfree because i love and respect children enough to know that i am not the kind of person to give them the kind of childhood and parent they rightfully deserve

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Thomas Deininger

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only way to make reading rote bearable is to wait until you’re 90 years old and then read them all and then just fucking die. if you don’t you can’t ever read anything else ever again because books are over for you conceptually (BAD) and fitzchivalry will live inside of you forever (WORSE)

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when your stomach is really mad at you and you're not sure which one of your fourteen unhealthy lifestyle choices is causing it

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sometimes i dont have an active dislike of a ship (i mean. beyond the watering down of their characters to generic yaoi pairing) but then it becomes 97% of the content i see for those characters and its like. Ohhh. okay. i have to boil you

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Maomao is one of the best main characters of all time because she's like "i just won't give a fuck for 2 years and finish my service" and then she immediately goes "ok I'll just give a fuck this one time"

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The Apothecary Diaries as Text Posts

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very big fan of whatever these two had going on

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"To see you take breath puts the breath back in my lungs. If there must be another my fate is twined around, I am glad it is you." "The fingerprints he left on my wrist have faded to a dusky gray. I think I will always miss him." "And I love you, and all that is a part of you." "In the space of a sundown, you show me the wide world from a horse's back, and the soul of the world within my own walls." "You have been with me, as close as the tips of my fingers, even when we were years and seas apart." "I set my fingers to my own wrist. In the darkness, I could feel him there." "Good night, Beloved. We have been apart far too long." "There is very little I wouldn’t do for him, or him for me." "I love you. I set no boundaries on my love. None at all." "All eternity paused in anticipation of that dreaded, desired touch." "We’re trapped. I’ve trapped you, my friend. My beloved." "Beloved, I have missed your company." "Ah, Beloved. Of all the things I must bid farewell to, you are the one most difficult to lose." "This was an intimate death I held... My dream was dead in my arms." "I wish I could go back and be dead beside him." "I named him as myself. For when I burned him, I knew I would be ending myself, as well." "I can love you, but I cannot allow that love to destroy you..." "I loved that man as I have loved no one else." "Your tears have fallen on my face, and my blood has been on your hands. You’ve carried me when I was dead, and I carried you when I did not even recognize you. You’ve breathed my breath for me, sheltered me inside your own body... In every way that matters, I’ve been with you." "It was not that I had become him in death that still shook me to my core; it was the remembrance of how we had mingled and for that long instant, become one creature. One being. And it had felt so correct. So perfectly balanced." "When I touched you, it wasn’t as if I touched someone else. It was like folding my hands together. As if your blood suddenly ran through my veins." "I felt myself soaking into him. If I let go, we would be what I had glimpsed when I had called him back from death. I’d be home, with him. A whole thing."

"And we will live happily ever after?" "That is my intention."

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the fool likes to say things where hes like kind of mostly joking but hes also 100% serious. but fitz thinks hes joking because fitz is less emotionally literate than his wolf. and so fitz plays into to it. he thinks that hes being mocked. but actually he is psychologically torturing the fool. who is in love with him. but i digress. the fool also thinks its funny to make fun of fitz. bc fitz kind of sucks.

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People who love cold weather are fucking weird. You like to freeze? You like to shiver?? You like when you take a step outside and the air stings your skin???

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Jinshi: Letting Maomao leave was the hardest thing I've ever done . . . I will be mourning her the rest of my life, but it was the right thing to do. I had to let her be free, even if it costs me my own happiness

Maomao: I can't believe that bitch ass pervert fired me, what the fuck

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waving a spring onion around is pretty fun. the blue haired dame was onto something

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