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[hildablogs19]

Her cry

I don’t know. I just don’t want to talk about this. 

You know how I felt after a month of practice and getting rejected inside 4 walls? 

It was a rejection disguised in a selecting face.

And you already know the students there were already the ones from the previous year, mostly PG’s. And the others were taken on account for the influence of some of their relatives there.

Ah.. The whole day was a meltdown. I had tried hard. But as a girl that was my best. I tried not to tear up while driving. I was like, “Anyone don't ever try to come in the way of a rejected girl or you’ll regret her desperate smash”. 

And that was it. My mom called. I couldn’t talk to her with the huge lump in my throat. As soon as I arrived home, I shut myself in my room and burst out on my knees and sobbed, 

“I know this is your decision. And I know you have something good for me. But can’t I just tear down for a minute? Won’t you comfort me for a minute?”.

 Then minute turned out to be an hour. I trudged out with sore and puffy eyes to have my dinner. I didn’t say much to my mom, knowing that I’ll mess that up by breaking down again.

But I said. ”Those walls knew it mom ” She agreed, in silence.

I dozed off on her lap that night. After a hard day it felt like God’s embrace in the midst of my stormy blues. One of the dreary nights of my life. 

That was lengthy mourn. But feeling good after letting out a loud weep of 15 minutes. Still ringing in my ears.

[hildablogs19]

Kayal had set her foot on the stage as soon as she turned 5. Dance had never failed to fascinate her more than anything. In fact the girl enjoyed people admiring her flawless moves.

As if its engraved in every ingenious' life, fate hadn't held crystal stairs for her. Being a single child born to a destitute step-mother, Kayal wasn't praised extensively by Valli, for loathing her academics.

Turning a deaf ear to Valli's prolonged lectures on ditching dance and hit the books, Kayal worked on her moves diligently.

While her step-mother was oblivious about it, Kayal won numerous contests and piled her trophies at her dance tutor's place.

Ezhilan have been the most magical person Kayal ever met, her close companion in everything. Clearly, he concealed her progress in her secret desire.

Meanwhile, Kayal was picked to exhibit her moves on Dance Wiz, a popular International organization that elects young virtuosos worldwide and privileges their betterment.

Kayal had sculpted herself all her life for a shot as this and now is inevitably anticipating the crucial day of her secret dream.

While the drill, Valli noticed something was fishy and had an eye on Kayal. Predictably she heard Kayal whispering undertone to someone over phone about an upcoming event.

She kept track of her moves when by chance she caught her sneaking her leotards in a filmy black cover under her books.

Kayal threw loud tantrums, finally managed to coax Valli's stoic forbid to school. A couple of weeks before the contest, Kayal remained unaware of the sinister that awaited her that day but encountered it right after she stepped out of her home.

A menacing mob was paid by an opponent team to harass her sexually and threatened to disclose death to her if she ever look up to combat in the expected event.

The alien excruciation that the 10 year old girl endured both physically and mentally pushed her into a dark journey to the fort of success.

Following the incident, strange convulsions seized Kayal frequently whenever she was encountered with similar atmosphere.

Ezhilan suspected the abrupt shift in her behavior and sought an approach to inquire about it. Soon she opened up to him on the abuse, which broke him, yet enraged him indeed.

He filed a strong complaint against the mob and the opponent team associated. Furthermore he toiled inducing Valli to permit Kayal to explore her ability. Soon the big day arrived.

Kayal had rehearsed her moves ample to ace the event. She was surprised to find the rival team associated with her abuse though felt a sense of ease to perform well.

As anticipated, Kayal held the judges in awe, high and low the phase presenting prodigious moves effortlessly.

When the result, Ezhilan was the one who overjoyed of Kayal's achievement. He and Valli wrapped the little girl in a warm hug, who betrayed the shadows with the light of her trophy.

Grinning gleefully, Kayal now know the tack to chase what she wants.

[hildablogs19]

Coffee- A key to discover yourself:

Coffee has been termed to be caffeine infused, harmful to consume, and all that. However coffee holds an unnamed entity in everybody's life.. Sometimes its a painkiller. Sometimes its an assistant to your mind's party. It's never been so soothing as anything to a depression bound maniac to help her breath amidst the transitions of her mind.. You look down on yourself sometimes..

What Does It Do?

Well.. Coffee's not just a beverage but an art. A poem that holds in itself millions of emotions that entangles themselves in the deep felt tranquility.. Never underestimate the drift of coffee. When you just dive deep into the ocean of melancholy, it bestows its warm kindness upon you.. Be brave enough to accept it. Or else you'll have to witness a filmy layer of depression which wouldn't be the best part of the pleasant journey.

A Sip And A Savory Word:

How about sitting on the terrace, relishing a breath-taking view of the Himalayas? Heavenly right? And how 'bout a book that you clutch in your hands eases the process of transcendence? For sure you'll feel yourself being lifted by the cool breeze.. And the steam of the coffee fights its warmness in the contrasting weather.. You definitely won't hate reading your favorite book and mesmerize in the mirth of seeing the glittery phrases glide into you like a hymn..

Coffee And Weeds?

There must have been times when you run to your mom bursting out in tears and expects her to hug you and pat your mind to calmness. What if she slaps you hard on your cheek and thrashes the it out of you? Scary right? Its your doomsday if you fail to take the right path if your mind shifts while sipping caffeine. its a great intoxicator however doesn't proves itself to be good teacher to the beginners. Your mind will creep like an infant. Fragile to break out of the drift though firm to end the ride soon. And there goes another pour and another ride so its another sip!

One Last Sip?

If you're at the drawing board of the art, it'd seem impossible to sync the rhythm. But on following the strains.. There's never a fine art as coffee to sculpt a tranquil mind..