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When will I ever be enough? Or do enough? Like I try and try and nothing I do matters and I’m sick of it and sick of myself for being such a failure like no wonder no one gives a shit about me

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Go easy on me, I'm suicidal and anything can be the end of me

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I am actually very anxious but I still don't want to chase him. I can't even think about loving him anymore he just keeps ruining it lol. This guy doesn't fuckin deserve me.

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I literally just wanna be like "lol fuck you" but my silence will bother him enough. He's not used to it.

Keep telling me it's because you need space and not because you're abusive af.

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everyone is lying.

when will somebody finally tell me the fucking truth about what they think of me instead of gaslighting me into thinking you tolerate me and then just FUCKING LEAVING?????

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“i love you” until i’m sobbing because your tone slightly changed

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sometimes i feel like my whole identity is built on my bpd and i have nothing else

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i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you

i’m not a good person. and now you see it

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