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LOVE & SEXUALITY QUESTIONS! / ACCEPTING.

👶 DO THEY WANT CHILDREN?

yes! you probably wouldn’t expect it from her, but hawke definitely wants kids. depending on whether she’s romanced / settled down or not, she would probably suggest adoption to her partner; if on her own, however, she most likely would try to forget about it, because she ... basically spends the rest of her life trying to help wherever she can, fighting more wars n whatnot. she doesn’t really care what happens to her after inquisition / trespasser, feeling this subconscious need to repent for all the damage she’s felt she caused over the years by offering herself wherever she’s needed. not the best situation for mothering.

in modern verse, i do have it that by her early to mid thirties, she’s tried to get approved for adoption a few times already. unfortunately, it’s hard as dick for a single woman to get approved in the first place, but hawke also doesn’t have very good credibility; even if she has a lot of money, her work as a private investigator isn’t seen as something “stable” enough for raising a child. she’s still working on it, though, just on the down - low.

🍷 HOW FAR DO THEY GO ON THE FIRST DATE?

lmao she’ll go all the way. she don’t care. she’s very casual about her sexuality and doesn’t feel that sex gauges any real status in where you stand in a relationship with someone else. plus she just likes sex. if she’s attracted to you, she’ll definitely go for it, no beating around the bush or waiting for any special occasion.

( tbh, she has different ways of telling you how much you mean to her during sex. she’ll almost always be on top the first few times, riding shit out and then probably leaving once she’s spent. but the more she likes someone, the more control she’ll let them have over her --- if they’re into it. she’ll let them be on top, let them try out whatever they like, actually relax more and enjoy the moment with them instead of partying it up and then bailing. she’ll also stay to cuddle when she feels comfortable enough with it. so that’s probably like, fourth date shit. )

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#reminds me of...#* YOU CALL ON ME AS BELLS BEGIN TO CHIME. (SEBASTIAN)

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haven’t done one in a good while, so — consider this a STARTER CALL!

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LOVE & SEXUALITY QUESTIONS! / ACCEPTING.

❤ HAVE THEY EVER BEEN IN LOVE?

i wanna say … yes and no. yes, because there’s definitely been times in her busy life where she’s brushed with serious romantic inclinations for another person.

but also no, because she’s never really allowed herself to fully chase after those notions.

like, here’s the thing. love is a real bag of shit. it is. it is! it feels good, looks good, but it’ll change you completely and you just gotta deal. sit in your little carseat with your fuckin. little idiot goldfish crackers and your stupid - ass baby cup for babies and let that bitch ride out. that’s exactly how it is. it completely takes over, you know, just busts up in here and you aren’t even prepared, deer in the headlights, pants down, tits out, you gotta fuckin deal.

but it’s not that easy! it never is. love is intrusive as fuck and often overpowers all rational thinking. when you’re in love, that person is always gonna be the only thing on your mind. you do stupid, impulsive things for them, maybe to protect them or save them or even just to hold the smallest bit of their attention, without really considering the consequences or what it’ll do to you in the aftermath. or you feel the need to tell them every little detail about you, all your secrets and your stories, and it physically pains you when you don’t. you just wanna give up everything you are to that one fucking person and they’re free to do with it whatever they want. kill you with it, even. at that point you’re probably wishing they just would.

and then there’s hawke. hawke, with all the pride in the world. with an absolute fortress built around herself. with nothing left to lose and yet everything left to lose. hawke has never experienced any of that. she’s never wanted to give up all her secrets to one other person, never sought to sacrifice her own happiness or reputation for anything smaller than the greater good. never wanted to turn herself completely inside out until there was nothing left to hide from them. she has way too much dignity; stubborn as shit, very secretive, very careful about who she lets into her personal life ( the real one, anyway. girl’s got a little black book thicker than the bible. )

if she were to ever fall in love, it’d just. man it’d just tear her apart. p much erase everything she is as a person and build a whole new woman out of what she feels for someone else. it’d be fucked up and she actually can’t even fathom ever being like that. that’s not to say she doesn’t know how to love, cuz she’s not cold - hearted, but she’s just … scared of it. either she’s afraid of the day it really, really happens, or she doesn’t think it ever will happen, not entirely, not fully. it’s not her biggest priority either way, but i think that if you could be someone hawke loves, someone she really, really loves and trusts, then it’s like … a whole victory on its own, and you better be prepared for her acting weird as shit when she finally realizes it too.

💦 WHEN DID THEY LOSE THEIR VIRGINITY?

relatively young. although she’d fooled around before ( age 13 or so ), she didn’t have penetrative sex until she was fifteen, and with a boy a few years older than her who made a real bad first impression. she’d only been with girls before that — you know, experimenting and whatnot, because she was ~ blossoming ~ and it was easier to go at it with anatomy she was already familiar with.

😢 HAVE THEY EVER BEEN CHEATED ON BY A PARTNER?

nope. i think it’s important to note that hawke is not only super noncommittal in the first place, but very, very careful when choosing a real partner. she’ll do all she can to avoid situations where there’s even a slight chance that her pride could be hurt, so it’s not very often that she engages in a real relationship. if she trusts the other person a lot and has spent a long time with them, then maybe she’ll go for it, but again, that’s super rare because she’s kinda plagued with this incessant need to neurotically foresee what small things could go wrong and how that could affect her or her reputation.

that being said, if unromanced throughout DA2, then she’s only been in one other relationship in her life when she was just a child, so it almost doesn’t really count ( although it really did to her at the time ). otherwise she’s had a plethora of fuckbuddies and one night stands, most of which were super regrettable coughcoughmeeran but no one to actually earn the title of her exclusive partner just yet. even so, i think you’d have to have a real death wish to cheat on her, even incidentally, and try to get away with it. hawke may fuck around but she doesn’t fuck around, you know? she might actually kill you. like, not in a funny ha ha way, i mean that chick will actually, literally hunt you down and kill you. it’s not only that you completely broke her trust, but it’s a personal loss on her, cuz she allowed herself to be fooled in the first place.

💔 WHAT WAS THEIR WORST BREAKUP?

i wouldn’t call it a break up per se, but when she was young — ten, eleven — she had a little elven girlfriend who went missing one day. it actually really fucked her up, and she never did talk about it with anyone, but it was just … a weird feeling. scary, of course, but the feeling of just standing by the seaside, looking at something that was there and now it’s not, it’s just. eerie, right? like watching a modern movie starring someone who’s now dead. you feel weird. everything feels weird. not real, for just a minute. that’s how it was for her at that age, and she’d never experienced anything like that before, and it just kinda … it drowned out the heartbreak, being as overwhelming as it was. overwhelming and numb all at once.

they met in one of the small villages hawke lived in temporarily while she and her family were still moving around. the relationship wasn’t anything too heavy, just the light shit that children do, yknow, holding hands, kissing playfully. sharing snacks. building hideouts. that shit. it was very innocent, but it was still a definite, confirmed relationship between the two of them; hawke had very seriously asked this little girl to date her.

being at such a tender age, it was really hard for hawke to rationalize what kind of bad things happened in little places like this. i mean, you understand the little dangers, like who not to talk to and where not to go, but you don’t really get the big picture. you don’t get why things happen the way they do or how they could ever happen to someone like you. you don’t get why people hurt other people. sure, it was embedded into her at a fairly young age that the world wasn’t a trusting place, but sometimes it was easy to forget that little fact when she’d met someone who made her feel like it wasn’t so bad afterall.

the slavers came late in the night and docked their boat right where the waves meet the sand, where the girls liked to stand on grey days and wiggles their toes. they didn’t make a sound. they'd been summoned on tips, knowing exactly where to go. raided. left. gone by sun - up.

no one knew that hawke had been so close to that girl, therefore no one had thought of explaining to her what had happened. she was just left alone with that fear, standing there by the water, looking at what once was but would never be anymore.

when she was younger, hawke’s father made the mistake of telling her horror stories of sirens and sea monsters, birthing that fear in her as she always took his word for gospel. she had already hated the water and would never go past the shore, feeling that as long as she was still on land, nothing could get her.

in her young mind, she rationalized that the sirens had taken her little girlfriend afterall. they’d made the mistake of thinking they were safe, invading upon that turf, and the sirens made her pay for it. it was a lot to swallow for a child.

needless to say she grew out of that mindset when she was older, but she never stopped hating the water, never stopped being afraid that she’d slip in and get pulled down. traveling was harder after that. she couldn’t help but wonder if they were sailing right over the remains of what once was, and it made her stomach churn each time. she got sea sick far more often. even the smell of the water evoked that old sentiment in her gut, that sadness, that fear — and that still holds true even to this day, although she’s mostly forgotten about its origin.

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honeycut-a-blog · 8 years ago

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all my life i have always run away from who i was ; a bastard , an orphan , a stable boy , a templar in training , and a warden . but ever since i became a gray warden , i started to do something more with my life . i began to do something good , and i was actually good at it . fighting the darkspawns , the archdemon , and blight , all of those experience made me who i am today . i am maric’s son and cailen’s brother — i am alistair theirin ; king of ferelden . dragon age role play blog || portrayed by ailli

#* PROMOS.#hey hey boy king!#come follow. show some love

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OOC GUIDE!

NAME: marina GENDER: cis female EYE COLOUR: dark brown HAIR COLOR: black RELATIONSHIP: yes! i live with the love of my life, my beautiful gf i’ve been dating for the past 4 (5 in december!) years. she’s my best friend and i could go on for ages about her and how happy she makes me but uhhhh we actually met through homestuck rp back in 2012, can you believe that shit?? ZODIAC: capricorn. but like, a really stressed one that doesn’t have any control over anything and is kinda okay with it. i’ve also had someone in the past straight up tell me “i thought you were gonna be shitty cuz ur a capricorn but turns out ur ok”, so like, don’t be that weird person.

FAVOURITE COLOUR: black. i own a ton of black. but i also like dark red a lot. FAVOURITE SEASON: fall FAVOURITE FLOWER: i ... like flowers that look cool to touch i guess. i dunno. i can’t be trusted with flowers. my intrusive thoughts immediately tell me to eat them whenever i see one FAVOURITE PLACE: the pumpkin patch!!! haven’t been to one in a long-ass time but i feel really good when i’m there. FAVOURITE HOLIDAY: halloween FAVOURITE VIDEO GAME: KH 358/2 days ... and animal crossing. FAVOURITE BOOK: i really like the promise falls series by linwood barclay. LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED: iron chef showdown ( alton why are you bald ) ( BALD-TON? ) but before that, i just got done binge watching all of stranger things!

WHAT’S YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT YOUR MUSE?: i think it’s really easy to say that i like her a lot. i mean, you can see that pretty clearly with any muse anybody writes. i’m always looking for ways to develop her, and i really focus hard on trying to portray just how flawed she is --- you know, beyond the whole “distant jaded hero” thing that i don’t think is actually a real flaw.

hawke’s got a lot of personality weaknesses, way more than strengths, and i want to make it hard for her to be genuinely liked, because she’s such an asshole and not in a way that’s entirely charming. i want people to feel comfortable having their muses get irritated with her and express that with her if they feel the need to. hawke is definitely an intentional button-pusher with very little censorship and i want that to bug people. i really like writing like that, i really like working with her and trying to understand why she is the way she is; how her story and her trauma would shape her, how it effects the little things, the day-to-day things. i’m trying to do all that while also trying to let her heal and not entirely cut herself off from people; because she doesn’t want to be cut off, not deep down. but with the way things are, it’s kind of like she’s setting herself up for failure all the time while also being completely controlling over every situation as to prevent that.

so, overall, i think she’s a very hot mess, and not just because she was sort of thrust into a very harsh world; she’s a victim of bad circumstances, yeah, but that doesn’t mean she has to be the way that she currently is. she let herself fall to those tragedies repeatedly and still lets the past heavily effect her, which shows that she’s not nearly as strong as people think her to be, if at all. i think she’s got the potential to be a really good person, because she’s got a good heart, but she needs to scrub off her baggage and learn to open up more.

WOULD YOU DATE YOUR MUSE?: probably not. i mean, hawke is a beautiful woman and a total catch in the sheets, but like i said, her personality is just way too much and would be too exhausting / overwhelming for me. she would make me constantly nervous. i’m also not a patient person, and if people don’t treat me right from the beginning, i don’t waste my time. it takes a lot of working with hawke before she shows that sweeter, more doting side, and i just wouldn’t have the temperament to get that far.

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE KINDS OF THREADS?: anything that’s plotted out, and anything that isn’t your typical run-of-the-mill starter scenario. i like drama, i like angst. i like anything that will give me a chance to bring out the anger in hawke, or at least get to show her humanity and how she reacts to a disadvantage, or a personal failure, or anyone calling her out, because she’s very dry-humored and mellow most of the time ... so anything that can actually get under her skin is well worth it and makes me excited to write about!

oh, and i’m also a huge sucker for sexy shit too.

ARE YOU A SELECTIVE ROLEPLAYER?: yeah. i care about your writing first and foremost, but i also get picky with oc’s (inquisitors and wardens included) who have no info pages on their muses, or like ... muses who are kind of a carbon copy of one another, you know, the ones where you just feel like you’re following the same character over and over again.

DO YOU HAVE A FAVOURITE MUSE (IF YOU HAVE MORE THAN ONE)?: HMMM ... i really liked this one oc i had who was a lazy, unkempt genius and musical prodigy. he had the mutant power of being able to stop time, which he used mostly for taking naps before he had to go to his part-time job. he was in his late 20s, but because he stopped time so much, it added up and he was actually a few years older. he was also pretty depressed and didn’t really have a future, nor did he really want one. i never actually got to write him, though --- i’d only set up the blog with very little info on him before the drama kicked off and i was turned off from him for a long time.

WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO JOIN THE FANDOM?: my gf, as always. she’s gotten me into the past 3 fandoms i’ve been in because we always do things together, or if she’s into something that i’m not, then i try to brush up on it so we can share that together. she got me into dragon age and i started with inquisition. she then said DA2 was her favorite because she loves anders, and i played it, starting off as a male hawke the first few times --- when it came time to make a blog, i actually couldn’t decide if i wanted to rp as garrett or marian hawke. i knew in my heart that i loved the idea of marian a lot more, and i would be way more into writing her and developing her, but i also knew that ... you know ... sexism, and that garrett would be a lot more of a hit with the community and the well would probably never run dry. i stuck with my gut and picked up marian, and y’know, it hasn’t been the best, and there’s still a lot of characters or situations i’ve completely missed out on or haven’t gotten to write out yet because things are slower with female muses. people are a lot less interested in them.

but i also kind of don’t regret it ... cuz i love her a lot and she’s really helped me broaden my horizons with what tropes are usually associated with women, how to defy / go beyond those, and overall how to deal with writing a retired hero not-so-typically. so! worth it.

DO YOU SEE YOURSELF STAYING WITH THE FANDOM FOR A LONG TIME?: i wanna say yes, because i love writing hawke and i love meeting new people and i love writing hawke meeting new people, but, y’know. hard to say for now. been here over a year already, so... possibly!

TAGGING: anyone who wants to. :*

#* OOC.#PHEW sorry this got so long. i'm talkative

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LOVE & SEXUALITY & RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

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💓 When did they have their first crush? ❤ Have they ever been in love? 💕 How easily do they fall in love? 💖 How do they say ‘I love you’ without really saying it? 😕 Have they ever said ‘I love you’ without meaning it? 👀 Would they ever enter/have they ever entered into a friends with benefits relationship? 💋 How old were they when they had their first kiss? 🚗 When did they go on their first date? 🌹 What is their idea of a perfect date? 🔑 At what point would they move in with a partner? 💟 What is their stance on PDA? 🍵 Do they prefer to ask out a partner or be asked? 👥 What is my muse’s sexual & romantic orientation? 💦 When did they lose their virginity? ⁉ Have they ever questioned their sexuality? 💡 What made them realize their sexuality? 💌 When was their first serious relationship? 💘 What was their most serious relationship? 💝 What was their most recent serious relationship? 💗 What advice would they give a potential partner about making their relationship last if they could with no judgment? 💫 Have they ever been hit/struck by a partner? ❌ What is the biggest mistake they make in their relationships? 💥 What was their worst relationship? 😓 Have they ever cheated on a partner? 😢 Have they ever been cheated on by a partner? 💞 Would they ever enter/have they ever entered into a polyamorous relationship? 😭 When was their first breakup? 💔 What was their worst breakup? 👍 What was their most amicable breakup? 🌙 Have they ever had a one night stand? 🍷 How far would they go on a first date? 💍 Would they ever get married? 💎 Would they rather propose or be proposed to? 💒 What kind of wedding would they want to have? 👶 Do they want children? 🍼 Could a partner ever change their mind on children? ❔ Ask your own question!

#im mobile but! for later :o #i have headcanons for p much all of these so nothings really off the table #* PROMPTS.

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