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i couldnt decide

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They are everything to me

Closeups & extras under the cut 🍊

This was partially inspired by Hazel_Athena’s fic in which Perona had taught Zoro how to paint nails during the timeskip! I love stories about Perona and Zoro so much and this one is great

Headcanon that Sanji sees their nails and comments that Nami’s look much better than Zoro’s. He then realizes who it was that painted whose and cries.

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No listen I will not shut up about the scene where Neil asks why Andrew would want to go through withdrawal for a game he doesn’t even like and Matt responds with “Would you want to be crazy high every day of your life?" because it showcases the fact that, despite their differences and disagreements, Matt understands this part of Andrew.

Matt has experienced addiction and he has gone through withdrawal and relapsed and gone through it again. He spent a year on the girls’ couch because he didn’t know how else to avoid going back to the drugs he’d worked to get off of. Andrew can’t do that: his high is legally mandated, and any attempt to circumvent risks leading him to a worse position. So of course he takes this opportunity to do it in a place where there’s some degree of protection, because the other people around him have a vested interest in keeping it a secret. Of course he wants to come off the drugs any time he can, if only to remember what it feels like to just exist. Matt can understand that.

And this moment where Matt is able to explain Andrew to Neil is so telling in regard to Matt’s relationship with the cousins: they aren’t close, and Matt doesn’t have the ability that Neil has to act as glue between them and the upperclassmen, but he is bridging the gap between the two groups as well as he can, working with the cousins to offer a strong, unified back line. He’s not about to let go of everything they do that’s shitty, and he’s down to fight them if the situation calls for it, but he’s also not dismissing them outright or shutting them out.

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jason todd for a very generous donor via @dcforgaza! i couldn’t help myself when i heard this audio—instantly knew i had to make an animatic lol

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Something that I don’t think is talked about enough is the differences in how Broadway vs West End productions of N2N stage the song “I am”

In the Broadway version when Gabe says “look at me” he is looking and directing this towards Diana

Meanwhile in the West End, Gabe is talking to Dan.

Then when Gabe is echoing Dan by repeating “I am” Aaron’s Gabe is once again speaking to Diana, trying to convince her that he is all of the things Dan claims to be, and is speaking very softly.

He only looks at Dan when he says the line “you don’t give a damn” and then separates himself from Diana to challenge Dan directly

Jack’s Gabe is speaking to and in contradiction to Dan(is that the right word?) telling Dan no YOU are not I AM. He doesn’t move to comfort Diana until “I won’t walk away”

I reblogged this with the rest of the analysis

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post-431 conversation

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imagine being such a good boykisser that the boy who never wants to kiss anyone thinks he could die happy after spending his last days on earth having the privilege to kiss you and the kicker is, he means this literally bc he's certain he'll die, and then he almost does. not only that, but you're such a good boykisser that after said boy is tortured and almost killed and left extremely injured, one of his top sources of anxiety is that you might not kiss him again. genuinely no one was doing it like andrew minyard.

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once you start saying yippee you can never go back

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chronic fatigue will have u thinking things like i miss washing and chopping vegetables

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huge shout out to this little kid for writing my favorite poem

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Jack Wolfe playing Gabe Goodman as a scared, angry kid who just wants his mom to love him, his dad to acknowledge him, and his sister to see him 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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I think people don't actually know what Andrew means when he says he hates Neil. He doesn't mean he actually hates Neil, that'd be an obvious lie. He means he hates that he wants Neil, when everything else he's ever wanted has turned to ash under his touch. He means he hates Neil because feeling apathetic about everything and everyone is much less painful than finding out you actually do care. He hates Neil because Neil gives him something to live for and when you've lived years on survival mode you'll find that living is much harder than dying.

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the most car ride of all time

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NEED the aftg fandom to stop demonising andrew just let him exist. sleeping with his arms draped over the steering wheel, smashing his racquet against the wall when he got scored on, staring at neil in silence for a full minute after finding out what the foxes named the cats, "what are you doing with a maserati?" "driving it.", drinking hot chocolate and watching movies with bee, buying neil armbands so he doesn't have to see his scars, running up and down the stairs in the stadium, falling asleep on the beanbag in the dorms, muttering something that makes renee laugh under his breath during an interview, studying criminology for the shits n giggles, clocking jeremy immediately and going back and gossiping to renee about it, buying clubbing clothes for neil, UGH andrew minyard you will always be loved by me.

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I fear Laila and Neil would be an insane duo

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exy, trauma, repeat.