hwadreams

[hwadreams]

ahh i wrote this pretty late last night so sorry for lack of detail and dead tone hhh. i originally went into writing this drabble with a really fluffy idea but it turned out vv angsty. nonetheless i hope you enjoy!

tw ;; mentions of feeling fat/overweight

lowercase intended

word count ;; 775

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“hey y/n, you wanna go out to eat? my treat i promise!” you notice a text from your boyfriend yunho. it’s been a while since you two have been on a date, so it’s no surprise to you that he wanted to eat dinner with you today.

unfortunately, however, today you had gotten a text from an old friend for the first time in about two years. the conversation had started out normal, but eventually moved over to how they thought you had gained weight. now of course you didn’t think anything if it at first, but they wouldn’t let that topic go. so naturally, you had started to feel pretty shit about yourself.

“uhhh where would we be going?” you shot yunho a text back.

‘hopefully he’ll just say some restaurants we go to all the time and then i can say i’d rather stay home.’ you think to yourself, anxiously waiting for a reply.

“probably the mexican place across from the mall, i know it’s your favourite.” he answered back.

shit.

you knew you couldn’t say no to that, it was your kryptonite. so you reply with a generic “yeah sure, i’ll be ready in 20 minutes.” reply and jump up to start getting dressed.

since it wasn’t necessarily the most formal of places, you could probably get by with wearing one of yunho’s hoodies you stole and pear of jeans. those aren’t very form-fitting, so you don’t have to worry about if you actually look fat or not.

you sit in front of your vanity, applying some light makeup and brushing your hair, thinking about the conversation from earlier.

“it doesn’t seem like i’ve gained a bunch of weight.” you tell yourself, looking in the mirror for any signs of extra fat. usually you thought yourself to be very pretty actually, but today you just can’t help thinking that isn’t true.

a car horn going off outside snaps you out of your daze. yunho must be here, hopefully you look presentable enough.

“hey y/n! how’re you?” he asks, engaging in conversation as soon as you get into the car.

“i’m pretty good, and you?” you respond back. you tried not to let your voice sound too upset, but it was very hard to mask the way you were feeling right now.

all throughout the car ride you were worried if yunho thought you looked too trashy to go be going out, but it was much better than worried if he thought you looked overweight. frankly you could barely pay attention to the conversation you were so lost in thought. you just prayed he didn’t notice.

but him being the perfect boyfriend he is, obviously could tell something was wrong. so when you two were seated at the table, he immediately asked you about it.

“y/n, is everything okay?” he asked, with but pure concern in his eyes.

‘shit, shit, shit, shit, shit.’ you thought to yourself. ‘i should’ve known he was more observant than that.’

“well, it’s nothing really, it’s just my old friend kept commenting on how i looked like i gained weight earlier today, and i’m worries i don’t look nice enough.” you blurted out, not really paying attention to your wording until it was all out, but now you’re panicking.

thoughts like ‘what if he thinks i’m gross too.’ keep popping into your head, and now you’re hyperventilating trying to calm down.

“love, look at me.” your boyfriend commands, but in a loving way.

“you’re perfect. i cannot think of any reason why you wouldn’t be the most confident person on the face of the earth, i mean seriously, have you seen yourself? you’re absolutely stunning, y/n. i promise you that i’ll never judge you for what you look like, but i can tell you that i love you so, so much, and that nothing can change that.” yunho confesses, looking you in the eyes to make sure you understand he’s serious.

“are you sure? i mean-“

“nope, no exceptions. you’re beautiful and that’s all that matters.” he cuts you off, spilling out some more overly cute things. but those overly cute things are exactly what you needed to hear right now.

you walked over to his side of the booth and hugged him so hard you think he broke a rib.

“thank you so much yunho, i really needed that today.” you gush, looking up at him.

“of course, my love. anything to make you feel better.” he says, then you get up from his side of table and sit back down on your own.

you finally felt better, and you had to say it was a relief.

[hwadreams]

hi! my name is eli, and i’m new to the fanfic community here on tumblr. i have previous writing experience though, so i promise i have some idea of what i’m doing!

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things i can write comfortably ;;

- fluff

- coffeeshop aus

- college aus

- enemies to lovers aus

- strangers to lovers aus

- male idol x female reader

- female idol x male reader

- timestamps

things i’m not 100% sure on but i can try ;;

- foreplay

- *mild* smut

- mild angst

- back in time aus

- idol aus

- friends with benefits aus

- male idol x male reader

- female idol x female reader

things i won’t write ;;

- hardcore smut

- kinky smut

- hardcore angst

- mafia aus

- gang aus

- hostage aus

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groups i write for ;;

- ateez

- bts

- wayv

- stray kids

- everglow

- secret number

- blackpink

- twice

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