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Imagine your fankid brought home from school a crayon drawing of you, your f/o and them smiling in front of your home. 

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your f/o would love you no matter how "wrong" your intrusive thoughts are. they wouldn't think you venting about them makes you a monster or someone who needs to be put away. they would see you as someone who's hurting from the inside out and trying so hard to drown the thoughts away. they would support and love you, because your intrusive thoughts aren't reflective of who you are as a person. your f/o knows who you are. they trust you so much and would never, ever let an intrusive thought get between you and them.

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❥ Reminder: Expressing your feelings and communicating can be pretty damn hard sometimes, and very much so for neurodiverse individuals, especially with a feeling so amazingly profound as love. I really hope you know that if you’re not the best with romantic words, or physical intimacy, etc… Your f/o is understanding of that, because you’ll always be enough to them! Your f/o can definitely, without a doubt, tell how much you love and adore them! They wouldn’t want you to needlessly push yourself out of your comfort zone to prove that love; besides, that just wouldn’t truly be you, and they fell in love with you exactly the way you are, awkwardness, quirks and all. Just spending good quality time and being with you is enough for them to feel that special love you share, and that’s such a beautiful thing. ♡

Proshippers/Varients + Neutrals and Daisuke Juarez (mw) + Shane (sdv) Doubles Please DNI!!

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remember to yearn for your f/o btw . thirst for that f/o like you're dying . make them your muse . let them consume your thoughts . be in love

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credits:

🎨 | 🖍️ | 🌈

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*deep breath*

FUCK CANON

Bend it, reshape it, carve out your own little version of a character until they feel like they belong solely to you. Give them traits, histories, or little details that speak to you... maybe a scar that never existed before, a hobby they’d never canonically pick up, or a favorite color they share with you. Cut out the parts that don’t sit right or don't serve you, whether it’s a plotline, a fate, or a relationship...

What matters is that their essence stays intact while the rest becomes uniquely yours. If in your version they’re a secret Taylor Swift fan or they prefer the shade of the sea at dusk bc it looks like your eyes..... That’s not wrong, it’s just knowing them so deeply, so intimately; bc they're yours. & I think that's beautiful.

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slapped by bittersweet ushio emotions as I listen to my own country's music and having amv inside my mind

first part is literally from his POV:

''I carry you everything

even though you ask nothing

I make a slide out of stairs

on a blanket, outside

juice and happiness''

and second part is so me:

''How lovely it would be

to go for a trip again

I see how you fix a window

you're the most beautiful under the moon

still mine for a little moment''

chorus is us both (first separate as through our own POVs but last is together):

''Even though I'd love you more

I'd laugh away everything bad

if you hold on me tighter

I can give you everything

I'd draw hearts on the hall

I'd find a lost wallet

you are still vanishing from me

and sometimes falling to the ground''

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custody of a fictional character should get transferred to you once you spend more hours thinking about them than their creator ever did

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need a man that will smush my face in his hand when i start overthinking and tell me to ‘stop that right now’ and/or ‘breathe for a second pretty girl’ pls and ty <3

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shoutout to one wip i lost years ago where I tried to make Madn.ess Retu.rns scenario for Ushio because I love that game to pieces

(it was literally his ver of finding vorpal blade)

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It's okay if you're not ready to full commit to a relationship .ᐟ It's okay to just have a bit of a crush, you don't need to automatically worry about placing yourself into a relationship with your f/o .ᐟ You're allowed to just have a bit of a crush and talk / treat it as such and if it evolves into a relationship that is amazing ㅤꨄ︎ .ᐟAnd not all of your relationships need a label, it's okay if things are a little complicated between you and your darling, maybe your love is just so unique it surpasses labels or maybe you just don't want to label things in general .ᐟ

It is completely okay .ᐟ It is your relationship, treat it how you wish .ᐟ

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May your fat/chubby/stocky f/o NEVER be twinkified. What's that??? He's depicted as skinny in a concerning amount of fanart??? WRONG! He's BIG and SOFT! He would NEVER starve himself! He eats properly so that he may deliver high quality cuddles to you!

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Nuzzling F/O's face, but I thought too hard about it.

Feeling stubble or maybe a birthmark or some scars or smearing some makeup as you press cheeks together. Nuzzling them literally like a house cat, and feeling them smile.

Them breaking down into a fit of giggling or rolling their eyes and audibly sighing, and being unable to contain their laughter or amusement as you don't let up.

Because wow, you just love them so much and you gotta express it, for as long as they'll put up with your antics!

Just such a genuine, soft but earnest expression of playful affection.

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it's funny how the more realistic a source material is the less i want to create an oc/insert for it. probably sth about escaping reality not re-enact it

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You. Yes, YOU. Imagine your male / masc F/O in a skirt RIGHT NOW. Think about them twirling around in it. #propaganda

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I have so many projects and yarn in my stash

just imagining knitting while my f/o's do something else nearby and we sometimes exchange glances and smiles

jesse and zach would do some paperwork while murphy would read, maybe jacob would try to do some workout.. ♥