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I'm so tired I feel sick and I won't stop shaking but it's fine

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this is @littlelillycatsworld side blog

ugh current plan of action is go into hiding for a while. if anyone wants to be able to keep in contact the best I can do for now is give my Pinterest but responses come when I have time and don't feel like I'm actively dying.

if you have me on insta or snap that's also fine but I will not be giving out either of these options for a while.

this account will be where I make announcements and whatnot until I can go back on to main

I'm gonna tag the people I can remember off the top of my head before I have to go to class. @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhhhh @r4z0rberry @deadsk8ter @offbrand-grape-koolaid

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the tattoo that I was so excited for has turned into something that fills me with guilt

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my sparkle is gone again

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shit

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I've worked up the courage and blocked them on everything but Snapchat since it tells them.

my phone hasn't been this quiet in months

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what's so hard to understand timezones? when it's a perfectly reasonable time for you I'm at work it's 2am and I'm fucking tired.

there will be no call you back when I get home I'm going to bed then I'm going to take my siblings to their various activities. in the time I have while they are busy I'm going to be sleeping, food shopping cause whilst I don't eat my siblings do, working on my assessments.

then I get them, take them home feed them help with homework and go to work again. I'm fucking tired I'm busy

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what part of I don't want to celebrate my birthday is so fucking hard to understand? keep fucking ignoring me and I'll kill myself for the last time

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I'm not going to give you js number I'm not giving you Sunny's or my brother's so you can check on me when I don't want to talk.

believe it or not I am a fucking adult who doesn't need babysat I don't need someone to check on me please just leave me alone

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you make me feel guilty for cvtting you make me hate everything I've become

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sorry I'm crashing out

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my birthday won't be fun it won't be exciting it's just another day to be reminded that my parents are dead and I am responsible to keep my siblings safe from the world

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don't phone me when I'm at work I can't pick up don't call me when I'm in class don't fucking call me I will throw my phone into the fucking ocean

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I should never have opened up about my life I should have kept everything inside

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leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone

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I feel nothing more than white hot rage every time someone expects anything from me I'm burnt out I'm tired just leave me be stop expecting stuff from me

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what are we doing for your birthday? nothing fucking nothing leave me alone I don't want to do anything I want to sit in quite without having people trying and make it fun