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I'LL BE YOUR FIRST LOVE : chapter 1

[GENERAL]: single!dad!chan x fem!reader, strangers to lovers, smut (warning in each chapter) . fluff, Chan is readers first love

[ WARNINGS IN THIS CHAPTER]: mentions of death, mentions of car accident, hospital, reader has depression, nightmare (let me know if I forgot something)

[ AUTHOR'S NOTE]: Hiiiii, it took me a bit longer to write this new chapter cuz i was super busy. Im rlly excited to post this. Thank u guys for the activity on my last post, luv u all!!

!english is not my first language so I apologize if there are any mistakes!

You were currently sitting at some cheap airport café, staring on a plain white wall. You took a sip of your americano as you were examining the cracks on the wall in front of you – it reminded you of your heart now. Back then, when the airport was built, the walls were all new and without any cracks -just like your heart when you were young-. But after so many years the walls started to crack because of how much they went trough -just like your heart now-.

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You took another sip of your ice americano and the cold liquid going down your throat woke you up from your 10 minutes-long zoning out session. You were overthinking again. You didn't know if this was a good idea because you wanted to forget about past three weeks and start a new life, but at the same time you were scared that all the good memories with your parents will stay in France, left behind.

You took your purse and went to the plane. You didn't even have a backpack because you didn't take any makeup or skin care with you on the plane - you were sick of everything, you didn't even have the energy to take care of yourself. But it wasn't like you cared anyways, you were glad that you were still alive.

You sat down into your seat and slept through the whole flight.

Flashback

"Mom?...Dad?...", you shouted from the front door as it seemed like nobody was home. You took off your shoes and went further in the apartment but nobody was there. You still lived with your parents because they were like best friends to you. You didn't have any other friends besides your mom and dad, you felt safe and comfortable with them.

"Mom? I'm home...", you shouted once again but still no response. It was weird because it was already 9PM - you just came back from your dance practice - and they still weren't home when they usually come back home from work around 6PM.

You went to the living room, with an uneasy feeling, you grabbed the remote and turned on the TV. You liked to do that when you were home alone because you didn't like silence so that there was always same noise in the background. You went to the kitchen to make yourself something to eat while listening to the TV.

"Welcome back after a short break. You can therefore see the collision of a car with a bus from the live broadcast. A few minutes ago, an ambulance came to the place where the accident happened too, but the older couple didnt survive the brutal crash by the bus. Based on the shopping bags in the trunk of the car, we think that the couple was going back from the store only few blocks away from here when the bus hit them from the side and the cap flipped on its roof. The driver brake his ligaments and his wife didn't survive serious head injuries...".

It caught your attention and you went back to the living room. You looked at the TV and that was the moment your heart broke into million ting pieces no one will ever be able to stick together again - or at least you thought.

' No... It can't be... It's not...‘, you thought in your head. The car that was flipped on its roof was your dads car. You quickly ran out without any shoes or hoodie on to go check your dads garage. There was no car, that means your parents went somewhere. You couldn’t believe it was them so you ran to the place where the accident happened only a couple of minutes ago.

You saw your dads car flipped on its roof in the middle of the road. There were plenty of people around watching and recording the whole situation, but you were still searching for the two specific people until... You saw them lying on the side of the road as two policemen were just covering then with white sheets.

You still couldn’t believe. They were gone... for good. You didn't have anyone now. The people you loved the most are really not here anymore?.....

You ran to the two motionless bodies on the side of the road and ineeded down beside them as you broke down into tears. You took your moms hand while praying that this is all just a stupid nightmare and you will wake up soon. But that never happened. As one of the policemen was trying to tale you away from there you took your moms ring off of her finger and put it into your pocket - it was her engagement ring your dad gave her.

You sat down in the grass and watched the whole situation from afar still tasting the salty tears on your lips. You didn't actually feel that you were crying, you didn't feel anything at all - you felt numb, you felt like everything died inside of you. THAT is the only thing you felt.

"Ma'am... Wake up...", you suddenly heard from afar. You looked around trying to find the lady who called you.

End of flashback

You woke up breathing heavily, tears streaming down your face like waterfalls. You had another nightmare. You wiped your tears trying to calm down. You see them everytime you try to sleep - that's the reason why you didn't sleep at all for the past three weeks, you're tired. Really tired - of your life.

You got off of the plane and waited for your suitcase to arrive. Few minutes later you were already sitting in a taxi on your way to your new apartment. You paid the driver for the ride and got out of the car. You took your suitcase and looked at the huge modern-looking building in front of you - your new life.

[hyunchanstan]

I'll BE YOUR FIRST LOVE

[GENERAL]: single!dad!chan x fem!reader, strangers to lovers, smut (warning in each chapter) , fluff, Chan is readers first love

[WARNINGS IN THIS CHAPTER]: mentions of death

[AUTHOR‘S NOTE]: Hiiiiii, I’m new here and this is my first ff ever. This will be series and I'll try to post as much as I can. English is not my first language so I apologize for mistakes if there are any. Feel free to text me any ff requests and enjoy♡

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Y/N's a 21 year old girl who lives in France until she decides to move back to Seoul – her hometown, her home.

Her mother is French, her father is Korean. Y/N was born in Korea, but because of her mothers work, they had to move to France when she was 2 years old.

A few weeks after her 21st birthday, her parents die in a car accident. Y/N is no more that happy and smiley girl she always was – it broke her, her parents were her everything. She decides to move back to Korea to forget abt those past 3 weeks – the worst weeks in her life.

Chan's the most succesfull music producer in South Korea.

He found his true love, his light -or at least he thought she was- when he was 20. everything was going amazing until his girlfriend annouced that she's pregnant. They decided to keep the baby, he was taking care of his girlfriend and wanted to marry her. He had everything he ever wanted and it all felt like dream.

His daughter was born when he was 22 years old and she was the other light of his he never knew needed. But that night changed his whole life – his girlfriend left him few days after his daughter Sowon was born leaving Chan only a text explaining that she's not ready to be a mom yet. He haven't heard about her since.

Now he's 26 – a single dad with a 4 years old daughter. Even tho its not easy for him to work as a producer while having a child, Sowon still means the world to him.

Even when it's hard sometimes he's truly happy – he has 7 best friends who supports him, a job he loves the most and his daughter who is the brightest light to his dark.

But sometimes he miss the feeling of being loved by someone in a romantic way – he miss his other light that will help him escape the dark past for good.

What happens when these 2 meets?

Will Y/N -someone who is alone and broken inside and have never been in love- be able to help Chan escape from the dark?

Will Chan -someone who needs love to escape his dark past- be able to help Y/N smile and laugh again?

We'll see...

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