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Oooh that Gait 😍😍😍

The way you walk girl, just drives me crazy.

Chin up, head perfectly balanced, sparkling eyes, confidence on the face 🥰🥰🥰

Just want to pull you closer and kiss you passionately 😘😘😘

That’s too much for here 🤐 Better left under the wraps 👩‍❤️‍👨

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Thanks ❤️❤️❤️

Thanks for the warm lovely and comforting thoughts and wishes 😇😇😇

Got the much needed strength to love you even more. My Love. My Life. 😍😍😍

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What an honour!

Feels so proud of being part of the team and able to have been of some assistance.

As a lover, filled with pride and honour ❤️❤️❤️

[i-v-and-r-world]

Braided Beauty

You looked different today. Hair tied neatly. Dressed crisply as always. Those cat eyes specs of yours “they look good on you”, the makers owe you some royalty (kaala teeka zaroor lagana soniyo) 😇😇😇

I still remember your performance pic of the annual day years back. Had it braided then too. 😍😍😍

I so wanted to hug you today in front of everyone when you explained the excel formulae. 🤗🤗🤗

Just loveee to bug you my love ❤️❤️❤️

[i-v-and-r-world]

We don’t talk anymore like we used to do…

We were so in sync. Felt like two different bodies but one soul. Used to talk for hours but still had so much left to talk. We were inseparable. That was a divine feeling. ❤️❤️❤️

I yearn that connection again. Although we are on different platforms but I want to do whatever it takes to be on the same path with you. To simply put it up - You complete me, I feel incomplete without you.

I love you Gary 🥰🥰🥰

[i-v-and-r-world]

Fantasy world

She see’s me smiling and asks me, in which fantasy land are you in?

I smile back even more merrily as I am finally able to spend my time with her 😍😍😍

Another day she asks me, why are you smiling when I haven’t even cracked a joke.

I try to hide my feelings of joy of being around her 😍😍😍

It’s feels wonderful and lovely to be with her. I feel alive. ❤️❤️❤️

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Here I Am :)

It feels so good to be alive and kicking again.

Sometimes a song is just apt to describe the feeling.

"Here I am, this is me.

There's nowhere else on earth I'd rather be.

Here I am, me and you...

Here I am, Right next to you

And suddenly the world is all brand new..."

❤ ❤ ❤

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Was it hard?“ I ask. Letting go?” Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn’t real.

Lisa Schroeder  (via quotedrawread)

[i-v-and-r-world]

If my practise to Equality of Rights, troubles you, it’s you who’s gotta problem, not me !

[i-v-and-r-world]

To err is human; to forgive, divine

Alexander Pope

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IT'S BETTER TO BREAK YOUR OWN HEART (FOR ONCE AND ALL) BY LEAVING, RATHER THAN BREAKING IT EVERY DAY !

I've been trying to think on the lines of the subject quote, but have not been successful. Here's another attempt to be happy again: 

" I’m a good person. You’re a good person. I did something that hurt you. I’m hurt too. But I want to move forward in my life and welcome joy back into it. I can’t do that fully until I let this go. " 

Reference: Learning to let go of past hurts 5 ways to move on, psychcentral.com

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Long Time

It's been quite some time since I have been depressed. I came here today to vent out something or the other about how crap my life has been lately, or that I have not been able to get over, etc etc. However, I was rather delighted to have come across the previous notes written by me which were so positive! Its difficult to believe and imagine that I get irritated and annoyed so easily compared to the patience I used to have previously. Its not that I don't realise and understand -  that I do not have the power to control the thoughts of other, what I'm frustrated about, is the difficulty to accept the truth and move on. No matter how much I wanted to spend my life with her, I still am not supposed to force/ manipulate  anyone. I don't want to be depressed any more. I don't want to be annoyed or irritated with little things. I want to be happy. I don't know what else life has in store. Let's cheer up. Amen !

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Frustated to the core !!! argh !!!

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Life doesn't make sense anymore. Without you, :( I've lost all hope, I don't have any more of faith. Waiting for the end to arrive. I want to sleep peacefully so as not to be woken up ever again. Life without love sucks. Insane.

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I wish we could be together, forever....

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Miss You :(

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”  ― Bob Marley