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sometimes you just need to summon this flowchart as an overlay of your vision

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it's so funny to me that brennan didn't even make a pitch. he just had to suffer the consequences of his friends volunteering him for views

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Lived long enough to see albums drop songs weekly and shows drop seasons in one sitting

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affirmations for writers: i know how to write. i have seen sentences before, and i know how to make one. i can identify up to several words and their meanings. i am not afraid of semicolons.

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I just wanna point out that Oscar kept the No Cursing card the entire time and it was never a challenge for him, I think it would've been funny if he had passed it on to Anna or Jeremy since they were swearing the whole episode

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imagine sam waking up to an empty, cold bed. he sighs softly. when he fell asleep, bucky was reading in bed next to him, and now his empty spot is illuminated by cool moonlight. at least it wasn't another night terror, he thinks as he wraps a blanket around his shoulders and sleepily pads into the living room. he finds bucky there, on the floor, trembling, cold, staring at the tv with a glazed look in his eyes.

he doesn't try to coax bucky back to bed. he spreads a few blankets on the floor, tosses down some throw pillows from their couch, and tucks bucky into a mountain of heavy blankets. then he cuddles close to him, their noses nearly touching with how close they are, and stays like that until bucky stops dissociating and staring into nothingness and actually meets sam's eyes.

"you okay?" bucky doesn't say a word in response, but he nods, and a little crease of tension between his brows smooths out. sam kisses his forehead and they both fall asleep like that.

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no i’m just thinking about how sam wilson is a combat vet and a ptsd therapist and bucky is also a combat vet with some of the worst ptsd in the universe.

thinking about sam watching the man he loves suffer and with all his training knowing he can’t fix it.

thinking about how bucky watching the man he loves experience ptsd knowing how it feels and knowing nothing bucky says will make it better.

sorry.

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Some new behind the scenes picture of the Thunderbolts*

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Anyone ever wonder if the people who work for Marvel thought CA:CW would have split the fandom the way that it has? Because I really miss the days of Domestic Avengers…

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Let me see what bucky saw in the void

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Bucky just wants his arm.

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rewatching captain america winter soldier after a few years and its really insane to me that the first time we meet sam hes instantly making steve laugh and sympathizing w him like possibly no one else has done despite knowing him for two minutes tops i love him a lot

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I wish they could invent a medical device that temporarily transfers your symptoms and pain to the doctor treating you and it worked like a shock collar. “I think light exercise would-.” and then bam they’re rolling around the floor clutching their stomach in agony and dry heaving.

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it probably would never happen but i want sambucky to be canon not only because it would makes sense and it would be nice for them to be happy together and representation or whatever but mostly because it would be the funniest shit in the world. and for so many reasons. people are already racist and shitty about sam, can you imagine if he kissed a man. and can you imagine that man being basically everyone's favorite character in the current mcu. can you imagine how fucking elated sebastian "i want to recreate every rom com with you" stan and anthony "your personality would make a grown man smile" "pow pow pow" mackie would be if they got to get gay married. remember how they met by him trying to shoot him through the roof of a car and then ripping the steering wheel through the windshield. meet-cute of the century.

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Bucky “I would rather burn to death in this building than leave without you” Barnes and Steve “I would rather die by your hands than live in a world where you are gone” Rogers

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the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .

for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...